Grateful

Those precious times we spent together, I shall never forget them…even if we may no longer be together, and nothing can ever come back from what has past, I still believe in what could have been despite how painful it is to think of things like these.

Even if you love someone else now, I am still grateful that I love you.

I am grateful I embraced you first.

I am grateful that I was your first kiss.

I am thankful that you loved me first.

Though we now live the days like we have moved on. The truth is I still think of you more and more each day. The fact that you once belonged to me always clenches my inside because now, we are no longer what we used to be.

I love you so much, though you avoid seeing that from me. Your smiles that used to be mine now belong to someone else. Despite the fact that that someone else hasn't really shown his feelings to you, you still wait patiently and stay by his side.

I envy him. I envy you. How can you be this way? How can you move on so easily?

When I look at you now it's as if those special moments we had never happened with you. Are you trying to forget me?

If so, could you forget for the both of us?

...Because forgetting you is too impossible for me.


Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Seed.

A/n: A small oneshot on Athrun and Lacus. I was planning on making an Asucaga oneshot…but Naah…didn't feel like it. Besides I never write ficcies on my favorite other pairing., which is, yup, asuraku. Don't wanna hear any "I thought you're an asucaga fan!" I am an Asucaga fan and I also am an Asuraku fan. Put that in your pipe and smoke it.