'Hmm…' I leaned into him. And he held me tighter. Well as tight as u can get in a movie theater. I looked up to him meeting his beautiful green eyes. He leaned in and placed his lips on mine. Not a hard kiss, but a soft one. I found myself kissing back, wait I was kissing back? Wow this is a first. I was really hopping that I would be kissing Logan back. But apparently to Logan I meant nothing. 'O well when life gives you lemons..

We separated after a couple of minutes. He still held me throughout the movie. I wasn't really paying attention to it. I looked up and saw him staring at the screen. I looked back down and slipped my hand into my purse and got out one of the earpieces of my ipod. I had it on shuffle so I didn't know what I'd be listening to. But the song that came on tore me apart.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you

I don't love you
Like I loved you

I don't love you
Like I loved you

I started to cry. I tried to suppress a sob. I slipped the earpieces back into my purse. Ryan looked down at me.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm just…thinking about some things."

"Are you sure? You don't look okay"

"Yes, I'm fine." Damn-it

"You could tell me if it's really bugging you, you know that right?"

"Yeah I'm fine Ryan, lets finish the movie."


We finished the movie. Don't ask me what it's about cause I didn't pay attention. I was zoned out the whole time.

Ryan took my hand and laced it with his. We were walking to my dorm when he turned and looked down to me. (Remember 6 feet tall, lol)

"Look Dana I, - I really like going out with you tonight and-"

My mind went reeling. If Logan doesn't want me,


I pushed Ryan against the wall where we were near and pressed my lips on his, hard.

He was shocked at first, and then we melted against each other.

Somehow he managed to get me against the wall.

He lightly bit my bottom asking for permission.

I opened my mouth and he shot his tongue in.

We explored each other's mouths.

He put his hand up to my check and slid it down the side of my body.

I had my hand in is raven hair. It was so soft. It didn't have any products or anything in it.

He pulled back for much need air.

He put his forehead against mine.

"I guess I'll see you later?"

"Yeah, I would like that."

"Me too"


"See ya"

I closed the door of my dorm and slid down it.

Fuck Logan, he lost his chance.

Ryan is in my life now. And-

And I like it,

I like it a lot.


im sorry i haven't updated in a while and the other two stories will b reposted tom.

anyway, i had finals due all like 2 weeks i was planing on writing them then but my teachers are fucking idiots, except mrs. gabel, i like her. but here i am!

and im thinks about changin my name


tell me wat u think of MofiaXoXChick, even though im no where near italian, but its an inside joke and stuff so if you want a better explanation ask me.

thnx my lovelys for those of you who reveiwed.