Discovery of one's self.

This is a sequel to 'Eyes of a unwanted girl' and I hope you enjoy, especially Rylie D, who was one of my most fav readers.

I am currently working on this and chapter 5 of 'Through her eyes' so don't worry it will be up soon. And thank you to my few, but awesome readers.

Also, again, I have no clue regarding the name of this darling story. Sad, I know.

Chapter 1: Hogwarts, So soon?

It's been about one year since we last saw our 'Heroes' and since then, Harry and Anne gained a couple new Allies against Dumbledork: Sirius Black (who, although on the run from the Ministry law after he broke out of prison, had the most protection Anne could give him. He could safely travel in any forest of England as long as he carried Anne's sign, a silver dagger that bared her initials and the forest and it's inhabitants would keep the Ministry off of him.) The other being Remus Lupin, who, although he would never fully come out in meetings so he wouldn't risk exposure, was a very valuable mole in Dumbledore's circle.

Again, Anne found herself fighting to keep Harry out of Dumbledork's clutches and she succeeded. Albus had noticed at once the change to Harry and Draco and began to ask questions. So each boy got personal Dumbly blockers; Drak for Harry, Jamie for Draco. Anne sat back and watched as Dumbledore squirmed when he realized he couldn't do a thing to bring Harry back over to the 'light side'. Harry and Draco got a kick out of it too.

We now join our 'little' family a little less then a month before Hogwarts. They had attended the Quidditch World Cup and survived and now it seems to be the only thing the Harry and Draco talk about. But anyway, we find Anne on her balcony overlooking the village, Draco down below, practicing with his daggers with Drak and Finbar and Harry no where in sight.


(The Crown Village, In The Middle Of Rowan Kingdom Forest)

Anne was laying down up on her balcony reading a book Harry had bought her, while the sound of clashing metal rang below her.

She shook her head and whispered

" Boys and their toys."

" Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me"

She flipped the page and a cry was heard below.

" You hit me! Drak that has got to be improvement." Finbar cried out.

" Well, now he just has to hit me." Drak answered.

Anne chuckled and continued reading.

" I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on a wire

Suddenly I see

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see"

She dropped the book, stood up and sat on the edge of the balcony, swinging her feet as she watched the spectacle below.

" Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality.
Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy,
Because I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low,
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me.

Mama just killed a man,
put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead.
Mama, life had just begun,
but now I've gone and thrown it all away.
Mama, ooh, didn't mean to make you cry,
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow,
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters.

Too late, my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time.
Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go,
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth.
Mama, ooh, I don't want to die,
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all."

When Draco scored a hit on Drak, one look to Finbar had them drawling their swords.

" Oh, now this won't do. Draco doesn't even have his sword on him. I think I can join this little fight and have my fun." Anne whispered, drawling a dagger of her own. She stood, perfectly balanced on the edge and took careful aim and when Drak's foot landed just right, he threw the dagger so his pant leg was pegged deep in the earth. He looked up and saw a very irritated Anne.

" I see a little silhouette of a man,
Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango.
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very fright'ning me.
(Galileo.) Galileo. (Galileo.) Galileo, Galileo figaro
Magnifico. I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me.
He's just a poor boy from a poor family,
Spare him his life from this monstruosity.
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go.
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go.
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go.
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go.
(Let me go.) Will not let you go.
(Let me go.) Will not let you go. (Let me go.) Ah.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
(Oh mama mia, mama mia.) Mama mia, let me go.
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me.

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye.
So you think you can love me and leave me to die.
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby,
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here.

Nothing really matters, anyone can see,
nothing really matters,
nothing really matters to me.

Any way the wind blows."

" Now boys," Anne said, leaping off the balcony, gracefully landing next to Draco, dagger hidden, " that's just not fair. Draco didn't realize he could use his sword and here you two are, grabbing yours. Draco, sit down for awhile, I want to have my fun." She said, looking over at him.

" Yah sure. Have your fun. I'll go look for Harry." He responded, walking away.

Anne called her dagger back and readied herself. At once, Drak and Finbar disappeared into the treetops.

" The trees? Come on, guys. I used to almost live in those trees!" She yelled out, following them


Draco made to move out of the courtyard, but Harry stopped him.

" Where were you?" Draco asked, grabbing his hand.

" Exploring. Let's find a seat. This is going to be a good show." Harry answered, dragging Draco over to a bench and sat down, dragging Draco half onto his lap, his arm wrapped around his waist.

" Well, aren't we in a good mood?" Draco asked, leaning back against him.

" It's rare when Anne actually gets involved in a spare, so now that they are using their full skills, we get a good show." Harry said, watching the canopy intently.

He waited and waited and waited and waited until finally two grunt were heard and two bodies hit the ground moaning. Anne landed gracefully and grinned down at the two moaning bodies.

" Now, are you gonna play nice boys." She asked, smirking as the sat up, moaning loudly, well mostly Finbar.

" Yah, I guess." They answered and stood up, dusting themselves off.

" Anne, that was bloody brilliant!" Said a voice behind her.

She froze and slowly turned, excitement running through her eyes.

Conor was standing there, his red hair longer, down near his shoulders and blue eyes shining.

" Really, oh man I was aiming for really bad." She joked, walking over to him.

" Oh, well, then you suck." Conor smirked.

She broke into a run and jumped into his arms, pulling into a deep kiss.

" I'd say they missed each other." Draco laughed, looking at Anne & Conor then to Harry.

" Well, he was gone an extra six weeks, what did you expect?" Harry said, smirking at him.

" Ah, well I guess your right." Draco answered back.

" Aren't I always?" Harry grinned.

"No, I think its Anne." Draco said.

" Oh, good answer Draco. You get a cookie." Anne said to him, smirking at Harry.

" Guys, we're gonna hit the hay. See you two in the morning." Anne kissed both of them.

" That sounds like a good idea. I may not to far behind you there, sis." Harry said, yawning.

Anne chuckled and walked away with Conor's arm wrapped around her waist, gently singing .

" If you find yourself here on my side of town
I'd pray that you'd come to my door
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore
I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar

And I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she says that I am the brightest little firefly in her jar"


" Tell me again why we have to go into Diagon Alley, owl." Draco asked, sitting down in Anne's bed.

" Well simply put, I don't have any if the books this new Defense professor is assigning, which surprised me, because I have a lot of books. So, we need to get our supplies. That's why, so deal or go whine to Har." Anne said, throwing her hair up into a high braid and stashing her some 300 daggers all over her person.

" I don't whine." He said, pouting.

" Keep telling yourself that love. Now, go get ready and tell Harry to get his lazy ass up or I'm gonna wake him up." Anne said, walking out of the room.

" Right, I'm on it." Draco dashed out in front of her and crashed into his and Harry's room. Just as Anne arrived, Harry was throwing his jeans on.

" Hmm, you're learning young one. You guys got 5 minutes, then we're leaving for London." Anne grinned as she left the room.

Five minutes later, the whole group was there. Anne, Harry, Draco, Conor, Finbar, & Drak were the only ones going to Diagon Alley, and so, each elf, or Vampiric Elves concerning Drak and Finbar, had at least 300 knifes, daggers, and/or Japanese throwing stars. They were taking no chances.


" Ok, Conor, Finbar and I will meet up with you three in two hours in Zonko's, ok?" Anne said, looking around the group.

" Yah, ok, meet you there, love." Harry said, walking away with Draco at his side, Drak was casually behind them.

" So Anne, where to first?" Conor asked, wrapping his arm around her shoulders.

" Where else? The book store." She answered, leading the way.


"Anne, are you aware you still need to get potion ingredients and you used up most of the two hours in the book shop?" Finbar asked as they walked up to the register.

" Yes, which is why I am sending you and Conor with my stuff and I will grab my potion ingredients." Anne said while paying for the books.

" Do you actually think were going to leave you alone?" Conor said, glaring at her.

" Yes, I do Conor. Go. If I'm not back in 45 minutes, send the search party. But I will be back by then." Anne kissed his cheeks and walked out of the store.


She had her required ingredients, but being the daughter of a potions master, she was drawn to the scents of the different ingredients.

" Well, I can always use something to do. So I'll bribe dad into letting me use the student lab." Anne whispered, picking out the ingredients and started singing, not seeing the figure behind the other shelf freeze.

" Telling layla's story spoken
About how all her bones are broken
hammers fall on all the pieces
two months in the cover creases

Fully alive, more than most
ready to smile and love life.
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures.

All my complaints shrink to nothing.
I'm ashamed of all my somethings.
She's glad for one day of comfort
Only because she has suffered.

Fully alive, more than most
ready to smile and love life.
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures

Fully alive, more than most
ready to smile and love life.
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures

Fully alive, more than most
ready to smile and love life.
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures"

" If I didn't know any better, I'd swear that those ingredients are just not on your list." Came a familiar voice above her.

" And just what would you kno …" She stopped when she spun around to face her own father.

" Dad!" She squealed and was in his arms.

" Hello, my Fiacha." ((A/N: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA another Sevenwater's mention. Fiacha was the name of a Raven in both book 2: Son of The Shadows and book 3: Child of The Prophecy)) Severus said, holding her tight before letting her.

" What are you doing here? I thought you never came here?" Anne asked.

" Well, since I stopped spying, I really can't go to the dark shops, or I risk someone seeing me. And this place isn't so bad." He answered, looking around. " Where's your entourage?"

" Oh crap!" Anne said, looking at her watch. She had been gone 55 minutes. " Oh great, their gonna send a search party. I gotta go meet them, you wanna come, dad?" she asked, moving to pay for her ingredients.

" Yah sure, it will keep me from Hogwarts even more, then im all for it." Severus answered, gathering his ingredients.

They paid and walked out of the shop. They made it half way when they met up with the search party.

" Anne, your ok." Harry said.

" Yes, I'm just fine. Just got tangled up with dad in the shop." Anne responded, wrapping her free arm around Severus.

" Severus, lovely to see you again." Finbar greeted warmly. " Are you gonna come to dinner?"

" I guess I could." Severus said.

" Good. Meet you there." She said to the others and muttered the incantation to go home, taking Severus with her.

" I love how she does that." Draco said, smirking at the scowling Drak.

" Really, why Dray?" Harry asked.

" I don't know, I just do."


They appeared and at once Severus sat down.

" Dizzy?" Anne asked.

" A little bit." He answered.

" Ok hold on. Meagan!" Anne called out.

" What?" Came the voice above her.

" We have a special guest who needs a dizziness relief." Anne called back.

" Be right down."

The other's appeared and at once Conor was next to Anne, giving her books to her.

" Thank you Conor." Anne said, pecking his cheek.

" Your welcome."

The night went pretty quick and before Anne knew it, she was saying goodbye to Severus.

" Bye dad. See ya in a month."

" Bye Fiacha."

With a crack he was gone and Anne turned in, somewhat dreading sleep. She burned a few sticks of Lavender and went sleep, begging for no dreams.


September 1

" Harry, come on, Dray's already on the train." Anne said, dragging him on.

Harry followed and when Anne let go, instinct took over and he headed for the compartment with Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger.

" Oh no, big brother, with what happened last year, I'm not letting you alone with them again. Don't worry. Ginny is with Draco and all we have to do is go there." Anne said, dragging him down the opposite way of the 'evil' compartment.

They entered and sat down before Pansy and the other's got there and Anne already had her feet up and was staring out the window. Draco and Harry were seated comfortably together and were talking and after Blaise sat down, Ginny started a game of Exploding Snap. Partway into the ride, the door opened and Ron and Hermione stood there looking irritated at Harry.

" Harry, aren't you going to come sit with us?" Hermione asked.

" Granger, listen, how dumb do you think he is to forget what you two did last year? How dumb are you to think that after that, he would sit with you? Oh, wait, I forgot, Weasley your stupid, must have been your idea. Get out or I will make you get out." Anne said icily, standing up.

Her outlined flickered a deep red flame and the two Gryffindors back out and closed the door.

" Nice, Anne." Blaise said, laughing.

" All in a days work." She smirked, throwing her feet back up and began to sing, this time loud enough for anyone to sing.

" I must have dreamed a thousand dreams
Been haunted by a million screams
But I can hear the marching feet
They're moving into the street

Now, did you read the news today?
They say the danger has gone away
But I can see the fire's still alight
They're burning into the night

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go around
Can't you see this is the land of confusion?

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

Oh, superman, where are you now?
When everything's gone wrong somehow?
The men of steel, the men of power
Are losing control by the hour

This is the time, this is the place
So we look for the future
But there's not much love to go around
Tell me why this is the land of confusion

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

I remember long ago
When the sun was shining
And all the stars were bright all through the night
In the wake of this madness, as I held you tight
So long ago

I won't be coming home tonight
My generation will put it right
We're not just making promises
That we know we'll never keep

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go round
Can't you see this is the land of confusion?

Now, this is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth fighting for

This is the world we live in
And these are the names we're given
Stand up and let's start showing
Just where our lives are going to"

" Oh do another." Ginny said, looking excited.

The others nodded and Anne caved.

" I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you"