So I was hoping I wouldn't have to do this, but it has been years since I've actually updated anything new, and one of my FanFic pet peeves are A/N's. No chapter just a short/long explanation to why there is no chapter to read for our hungry imaginations.
~Sigh~ I have resorted to doing one of those dreaded authors note myself… and mine is the long version. First let me just say the amount of feedback I've received really amazes me till this day because I truly never expected it, and the fact that there are people out there who are interested in something I wrote just for fun and humor (and because I love Teen Titans3) AND like it… fills my heart. I don't think I'm the best writer (what writer does? But in my case…no really…lol), my grammar/spelling…well if you've read this story so far you already know XD. Yet you my fellow TT FANatics stood by it and I've only made you suffer = /. So yes I can feel the love, thank you so much for it and sorry I've been a jerk!
The main point of this Author's Note though…is that I'm officially putting it on Hiatus. I know some of you guys are thinking 'WHAT? NUUU, REAAALLY?' in a highly sarcastic voice, but yes, yes I am.
Reason one. Rereading GHR has really shown me the growth that goes into the writing process and now I'm at the point where I can't say I'm too happy with what I've produced so far.
My style of writing has changed, and I think the original part of Green Hair Raven (the First 2 or 3 chapters) should have stayed as a one-shot. The rest of it just seems disconnected and lacks flow and a plot. A lot of it feels like filler to me, which it kinda is (cringes = /) since when I first wrote it there wasn't a real plot to make into a long chapter story.
Reason two. I don't want ANYONE to suffer through my spelling/grammar ever again! Lol it really bothers me when I read through it and I spot all those obvious errors, and honestly it makes me look like a dunce. (I'm so obviously brilliant! Ha-ha j/k)
My last reason is because the next time I post GHR I want it to be complete and for it to make sense. I really like romance and I feel I can do a better job of telling BB's & RaeRae's love story. It will take me some time since I'm so out of whack, "life" has taken over and I feel like I've lost touch with a lot of things I was once passionate about and my hobbies. I'm taking baby steps back into everything, it's just a matter of carving out an amount of time for me and doing something I enjoy as a stress reliever…everyone should have a stress reliever; so I will try to make writing mine again.
Like I said this isn't the end, but I won't make promises of a deadline for when I think it will most likely be ready to continue. I also need to find a new beta when I start going into revising everything. As of right now, I'm separating all the chapters so I can edit and revise it myself, or decide to scrap it and do over, but that is the current situation.
If anyone has any thoughts, concerns or experience as a beta please feel free to contact me. If you want to chew me out that's ok to = /