One Step Closer

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She tried to ignore it. All of his talk about 'fate' and 'destiny.' The hate he held for her and everyone else in the head family. If he believed so much in fate, why did he blame them for the death of his father? If he really believed in this 'fate,' he would accept the loss and move on with his life. But he conyinued to blame the head family, scorn them. It was wearing on her, and she could barely stand it any longer.

I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
You'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

She pulled the blade across her wrist. It was becoming a daily thing now. Her father would train with Hanabi. Then he would tell her how useless she was, how she was weaker than someone years her younger. She watched the blood pool out of the cut. The pain let her know she was stil alive and not stuck in some Hell, begging someone to free her from it. In ways it helped, but in others, it brought emotional pain worse than she could ever imagine. It told her that she WAS alive, and that no one would help her escape from her prison. She was stuck inside it as long as she lived.


Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
I'm about to break

The decision she made herself. No one wanted her around. They hated her, picked on her for being weak. Sometimes she wondered why she hadn't thought of it earlier. It was ingenius! It would make everyone happy. She hated her life, so it would bring her joy too. That split second of happiness would be worth the pain she had felt for years.


I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Just like before...

She walked through the house. Tonight was the night! No one was home, they'd all gone to some party. Of course they had forgotten about her. They always did. But to her, it just everything easier for her. No one was around. Her joy wouldn't be interupted by their laughing faces as she slipped out of conciousness, out of life.

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

She picked up the kunai knife, twirling it in her fingers. She remembered the feel of it as it sliced through her flesh. The sense of sick accomplishment she felt when it penetrated an enemy's. She briefly wondered if she'd get the same feeling when she did this. Does one feel happy when they've gotten rid of something they hate with all their being? She smirked at that. Of course! Double that when they remove the object of hatred from their loved ones!

Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up

I'm about to BREAK

The knife slit her wrist once more, much deeper than the others. She smiled and closed her eyes as that feeling of joy and accomplishment washed over her. She had done it. Removed the object of hatred for so many from the face of the earth. With one last breath, she was gone forever.

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

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-sniff- Nuu! It's so angsty and I killed one of my favorite characters! Next time it'll be Sakura... Heh heh heh...

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