Chapter 20 Home Again
"Can I ask you a question?"
"You just did."
"You know what I mean smartass."
"Mouth. So what is it?"
"Do you know thw square rout of 621.3 is?"
"What the hell kind of question is that?" Dean said looking at me. I could feel Sam glancing at me as well.
"I was just wondering that's all."
"I don't know the answer either Kira."
"No, it's not that."
"Ok. Then what?"
"What are you gonna do when this is all over?" I asked resting my head on Sam's shoulder. (Ok it's more like his side. I'm sorry I'm so fricken short.) Sam looked at Dean (And thought how good he would be in bed:) Then at me.
"I don't know. Probably go back to school. Why?"
"What about you?"
"Well Kira, what do you plan on doing?"
"The same thing I'm doing now." Both Sam and Dean looked at me.
"Why would you want to do this when you don't have to?" Sam asked turning his attation back to the road. At this point we were about four hours away from Kansas.
"It's what I'm good at."
"You know you could do so much more with your life."
"Like what? Collage? School's not for me Sammy. Besides this isn't so bad."
"Yes it is." Sam was getting mad. Oh I can see this now, this whole conversation is about to turn into one of those rare Kira, Sam fights.
"No it's not. You get to travel alot and that's what I like to do!"
"Running for your life and driving to your next hunt is not traveling!"
"OH STOP IT SAMMY! JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE THIS LIFE DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DON'T!" Dean looked over at me. This entire time not saying a word. I mean he likes it too, this life I mean so I'll just go with him. I know now that this fight between Sam and me is a long way from over, hell it was just starting.
"YOUR NOT DOING THIS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE KIRA!"
"AND WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CAN NOT DO?"
"AS YOUR OLDER BROTHER I HAVE THAT RIGHT!"
"WELL I DON'T GIVE A DAMN WHAT RIGHTS YOU THINK YOU HAVE! IF I WANT TO DO THIS, WHICH I DO, THAN I'M GOING TO DO IT!" Yes can you tell I was pissed? It's not just me, Sam's pissed too.
"KIRA WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM? You can do so much better than this."
"What Sam your life?"
"No not my life, but something to better yourself."
"I don't eant to better myself. I like myself just the way I am."
"IN CASE YOU FORGOT, YOU ALREADY DIED ONCE!"
"I KNOW THAT SAM! DO YOU THINK I FORGOT!" I yelled cutting him off.
"MAYBE YOU DID!" He yelled back.
"Guys maybe you should calm down a little." Dean cut in.
"STAY OUT OF THIS!" Sam and I yelled in unison.
"At least you agreed on that." Dean said looking out the window.
"See Sam, I remember everything. I remember seeing you both on the ground not moving and thinking this was my chance to save you. I remember my last thought of asking you to forgive me for doing it..."
"Not done yet Sam. I remember that man raising his gun, pulling the trigger, and the pain. ALL OF IT! I remember dad telling me that I had to hurry and get out. I remember digging myself out of my own grave." That's where I stopped. I don't think Sam had ever thought that I had to claw my way out. I continued, "I remember seeing you both again, seeing you cry for me, and just being happy that I was back." I finished calming down.
"And you still want this life? After all that you still want this?" Sam was calmer too.
"I don't know, maybe. I mean what else can I do Sammy? I don't wanna go to school and this really isn't so bad."
"I never said you had to go to school Kira, I just want you to be safe and with this job you can't be."
"I know that Sammy. Hey how bout we kill this demon and we talk about this later ok?"
"Deal." He smiled wrapping his arm around me. See our fight are rare and they never last that long.
"Still with us over there Dean?"
"I'm mad at you." He said not even looking at me.
"You yelled at me." He said with a fake sniffle. I hit his arm and he just laughed.
"I'm sorry ya big baby."
"Sammy yelled too." He said pointing at Sam like he was a five year old.
"Sam rolled his eyes, "It's Sam and I'm sorry too."
"Ok so how much longer?"
"You got over that pretty quick huh?"
"Yup. So how long?"
"A couple minutes." Sam informed us.
"So this could be all over tonight?" Dean asked. Sam and I nodded.
"You have the colt right Dean?" Sam asked.
"Sure do." He said as he patted his coat where he kept the colt.
"Good. The last thing we need is to show up without the only weapon that can kill it." I said.
"So where are we going?"
"An old cemetary at the edge of Lawerence."
"Why couldn't it pick like a mall or something." I said annoyed.
"We're here." Sam said as he turned off the car. We all sat there, looking at our new battleground.
"Let's finish this." Dean said as we exited the car. We walked to the far end of the graveyard where we found a really old mosaleum.
"So you think this is the right place?" I asked.
"Most likely. I mean it is the oldest building in this cemetary."
"Wow Sammy! Just a bundle of knowlage aint ya." I told him with a smile.
"Someone has to be." He said smiling back at me.
"What is that supposed to mean Sammy?" I asked tilting my head to the left.
"Nothing at all Kira." Sam said mirroring me.
"Ok you two. Time to get serious." Dean said faceing us.
"Yes dad." Sam and I said with a laugh.
"Oh come on Dean. I mean we could die in there. Might as well have a little bit more fun while we can." I said.
"Good point." Dean said as he picked me up over his shoulder.
"Hey! This isn't what I ment! Put me down you dick." I said kicking my feet in the air.
"Bitch." He said putting me down. "Well shall we go?" Sam and I looked at each other, (Yes I want some Sammy goodness:) And nodded. We slowly walked into the mosaleum and down a dark hallway.
"This place is alot bigger than I would have guessed." I said.
"It is isn't it. Just be careful. We don't know what's in here."
"Always the protector aren't you Dean." A voice said. We all turned to face this voice, but found nothing.
"Ok you two heard that too right?" Sam asked us. We nodded and kept walking.
"Your going to die here, all of you!" That damned voice again.
"What the hell! If your going to taunt us at least show yourself and stop playing..." Before Dean could finish his insult, (Yes he was insulting a voice threating to kill us. Not very smart Dean. Not smart at all!) We were all thrown in different directions. Sam flew the way we just came, Dean smashed into the wall to his right, and I was thrown down the way we were walking. I got up a little shaky and saw Sam and Dean up aginst the wall. They were talking to someone, but I couldn't see who is was. Then I felt someone or something grab my foot and pull me down. I hit the ground with a thud and it knocked the wind out of me. Whatever it was drug me down the hall and into a room lit up with thousands of candles. 'Oh this can't be good!' I thought.
"Nice trap asshole!" I yelled at the demon. 'Yelling at the demon! Not smart Dean.'
"It is isn't it. You fell right into it."
"We know it was a trap dipshit." I spat at him. I looked over at Sam and from the look in his eyes I could tell he was scared. I tried to see where Kira was, but I saw no trace of her.
"Trying to find little Kira?" The demon asked. I guess he saw me look around.
"Where is she?"
"Oh I have big plans for her." He walked over to Sam, "And I thought you were strong. Ha! Your nothing compaired to that little girl."
"What are you talking about?" Sam asked.
"Did you ever wonder why I killed your mother and your girlfriend?" It asked Sam.
"Because they got in the way Sammy."
"In the way of what?"
"Of my plans for you. You and all the children like you."
"I don't understand."
"It's simple. You were born with a gift. Those visions of your. They link you with me, but Kira has something else. Something stronger than that. I was going to use you in my plan when I found out your sister died, but since she's alive and kicking I'll have to use her."
"If you lay a finger on her, I will kill you." I said brining his attation back on me.
"And how do you plan on doing that Dean? I just looked at him. He had a point, I had no idea how I was going to do that. Not in my present condition anyways. "Don't worry, you'll hear her scream the entire time."
"You son of a bitch." I hissed at him. Sam was getting angry as well. You could feel it. He was really getting mad.
"What? Don't get so angry Dean. As far as I'm concerned, this is payback."
"What are you talking about, you don't mean..." I knew what he ment. 'Shit! I forgot about that.'
"Don't you remember what dear ol' daddy did? He killed my daughter."
"You know I gave her that mission. To take over your sister just to see how strong she was and then kill you both. I never wanted her to kill your father, hell I didn't even expect him to show up, but hey can't have everything. I have her now and that's all that matters." He said grinning at me.
"So what do you plan on doing with her?" Sam asked.
"Oh no. I can't tell you boys too much. You might be able to stop me than."
"So that's why you sent us that e-mail. You wanted Kira." I asked.
"I think we covered that Dean. Are you trying to stall me or something?" He said comming closer to me. "Now as much fun as this conversation has been, I have more important things to do. Don't worry after I get done, I'll come back and finish you two ok." He started to walk away, but turned back, "Don't go anywhere." After that he was gone. I started to struggle aginst whatever held me to this wall.
"How are we going to get out of this?"
"I have no idea Sam." I kept trying to get free, but it wasn't looking to good. "All I know is that we have to get to Kira and fast."
"You still have the gun?"
"Yea. I don't think he realized I still have it. At least one thing went right tonight."
I was tied to a flat stone and just left there. "Well this sucks and this rock is really cold."
"Don't be so angry girl."
"And you would be?"
"How can you not remember the man that killed you mother?"
"Your not a man."
"That wasn't nice. If I didn't need you, I would have to make you pay for that." This thing was walking around me and I was starting to get scared.
"Where are my brothers?"
"Oh they're fine for now. I wouldn't worry about them. I would be more concerned about you at this point." He was looking through different books and what not.
"So what do you plan on doing to me?" I asked fearing the answer.
"You, dear Kira, are the key that I need."
"You see, you have a massive power inside you that I need."
"Still lost here." He walk to me as he explained it.
"I don't have pyrokanesis." I said confused.
"Yes you do. Your brothers and that psychic though they took it from you, but it's still there. Buried deep inside your body and I'm going to take it from you in the most painful way possible." He said with a smile.
"No. I never had..."
"Here let me help you remember." He grabbed my head and I began to remember. I remembered everything. Lighting the curtains on fire, the bush, the pain every time I used it, the hicks that I killed. Everything.
"Buy why? Why would they do that?" I was I think pissed at my brother's and Missouri for doing that to me.
"If they didn't you would have died. They never removed it, only buried it deep inside."
"So then why couldn't I remember?"
"They erased your memory. Nice family you have. Now no more talking. Time to get started. You ready?"
"Not really." I tried to break free, but it was no use. This thing began chanting in some weird language and I started to feel light headed. 'What am I going to do?'
I was struggling with all my might, but still nothing. "How you doing over there Sam?"
"Still can't get free. So what do you think he's planning on doing?"
"Honestly, I don't want to think about it. Let's just worry about getting free and saving her."
"I agree." And I tried to break free yet again. 'Just hang on a little longer Kira.'
'Well this sucks ass doesn't it?' I thought as my vision faded. 'Wait, if he said I have pyrokansis that I can use it. I remember reading things about it. Emotions are the key to getting it to work. Time to give it a try.' I was already pissed, all I had to do was think about what he could have done to my brothers. I felt the fire, I felt my anger reach it's limit. 'Here goes.'
"Hey asshole!" I yelled. He turned around and looked at me.
"You and Dean think alike don't yo..." He stopped when he saw me. I was surrounded by fire and I had wings made from it. (Now I know what your thinking, 'How stupid.' And you know what, maybe it is. The thing is that I wanted to put it in so I did. Ya take that bitch!) I was just looking at him. A blank expression on my face. I was pissed, but it didn't show.
"You were saying something about my brother?" I said to him. I started walking to him and he backed away. "What big bad demon afraid of a little girl?"
"What the hell are you?" He asked me.
"Different." I answered as I held him to the wall. "Now it's time for you to go away and never come back."
"And how are you planning that one? Even like this, you can't kill me." He smiled.
"Wanna bet." I smiled back. "And even if I can't kill you yet, I can still cause you a GREAT deal of pain you son of a bitch!"
"Your loosing it aren't you?"
"What are you talking about?"
"This power is taking over. It's the reason why they took it from you in the first place. Your going to cause me pain yes, but nowhere near the pain your going to feel when this is all over."
"And you think that's going to make me stop? Make me take pity on you? You killed my parents and now your going to pay dearly for it." I held him tight as I forced the flames into him. Burning him from the inside. He was screaming so loud it hurt my ears, but I kept at it. I slowly backed away as he continued to burn. "Was it worth it? Now is it worth it you piece of shit?" I asked with a smile. Never did my nor my brothers safety cross my mind. All I wanted to do was make this thing suffer as much as possible and that's exactly what I was doing and what I was going to continue to do untill I was satified.
I heard screaming, but it was a male voice. "What the hell is that?" I looked over at Sam and he fell to the ground. I soon joined him. "Oookkkk? Wasn't expecting that to happen."
"No time to think about why it happened, we have to go get Kira." Sam suggested. I nodded and we ran the direction that the demon went. We came to a room lit with candles, but nothing could prepair us for what we saw.
I was just staring at this demon. The same demon that destroyed so many lives. He killed my birth mother, he killed Mary, our father. He destroyed Sam's life by killing Jessica. Now it was time for this thing to suffer more that anything. I was so angry that I didn't even see my brother's enter the room. I was too focused on making this suffer. He was screaming and the more he screamed the more I smiled. His skin was peeling and blistering from where I was burning him and that made him scream more. I laughed at him and he gave me the most hated look I could ever imagine. "Oh don't be so angry. This will all be over in good time." I said with a smirk. 'That wasn't even my voice! What the hell is happening to me?'
"Shut it! No one gave you permission to talk." With that I hurt him more. He screams echoed through the mosulem. "I'm not loseing anything."
"I said shut it! What I do is none of your concern. Just sit there nicely and wait to die."
"It...may...not be my...concern,...but what about...them?" He said managing to point to the entrance. I looked over and saw Sam and Dean looking at me, scared.
"It's none of their's either. Now shut up before you make me really mad." I knew I should stop, but I couldn't. I wanted to make him suffer like he made us suffer. The longer I kept this up, the more pain I felt. 'This isn't right? Something's wrong.' I thought.
"SHUT UP!" I screamed as a wave of fire nailed him and pressed him into the wall. He wailed in pain. I knew he was right. I had to stop this, but I couldn't. I wanted to make him pay for everything he's done. Finally Dean came over with the colt in hand and ended the demon's life with one bullet. I looked up at him and was even more pissed at him. "What the hell did you do that for? I wasn't finished!"
"Kira. What's wrong with you?"
"You lied to me. You took away my memories! Why the hell did you do that?" I was really pissed. I knew that if I didn't calm myself down that I would kill my own brother.
"Kira we had to. It would of killed you." I heard Sam as he walk to where Dean and I were.
"So! I already died once! What's one more time gonna matter!"
"Your not Kira." Dean said as he pulled Sam behind him.
"Ok then who am I smartass?"
"I don't know, but your not our sister." Dean raised the gun.
"So then kill me Dean! Go ahead and end this! Do you think I like this? Do you think I want this to be this way? So you have any idea how much this hurts?"
"I'm not going to kill you unless I have to. You need to control this Kira. You have to for your own good. If you don't than this will kill you." I could see the fear in Sam's eyes. He wasn't afraid for himself or for Dean. He was afraid for me.
"I can't Dean! It hurts so much! I can do this!"
"Yes you can. You did it before and you can do it now. Just relax and concentrait." I looked at him and he was just as scared as Sam was. I didn't like this. I didn't like my brother's being afraid of me. I had to end this and end it now. I closed my eyes and backed up.
"I can't do it Dean! I don't know how to stop." I said as I sank to the ground. Fire still surrounding me preventing my brother's from getting to close.
"Just relax Kira." I looked at him with tears in my eyes, begging him to help me, but I knew he couldn't. If I wanted this to end I had to do it myself. I thought back to all the good times my brother's and I had. When dad first brought me home, my first hunt alone with Dean, getting Sammy at Standford. All the good times. The prank wars, going to see Toby Keith. Slowly the fire began to fade. I knew that once it did the real pain would start. It finally went away completly and I sat there with my head in my hands. Dean lowered the gun and began to walk to me, Sam following close behind. Dean reached down to put his hand on my shoulder, but I started screaming at him.
"Don't touch me! Just don't."
"It's ok Kira. It's all over."
"It'll never be over. It hurts so much. I just want it to stop." I said through the tears.
"We can hel..." I cut Sam off.
"You can't help me Sammy. No one can. You tried and look what happened."
"We'll figure something out ok baby girl." I looked at Dean who was sitting eye level with me.
"Promise." I looked over at Sam and he too was sitting on the ground. Smiling at me.
"Nothing. Just thinking."
"About what?" Dean asked leaning aginst the wall next to me. I rested my head on his shoulder as we waited for Sam to answer.
"It's over. The demon's dead." He said as he sat on the other side of me.
"You right. We just finished what dad started." Dean said placing his head on mine.
"So what now?" Sam asked.
"I have an idea." I said. They both looked at me. (Oh threesome with the looking at each other thing. GO US!)
"Well, what is it?" Dean asked.
I stood up and wiped my butt off. "Let's go, but I get to drive." They both got up and followed me out of the mosaleum.
"If you burn my car I'm going to kill you." Dean said as he tossed me the keys.
"I won't don't worry. I think I got the hang of this." It didn't even hurt which was weird. Maybe I was ment to have this gift after all. After we do this, I'll go talk to Missouri about it. We all got in the car and I put on some of my Japanese music. Sam and Dean were both in the front and they looked over at me. "What? You remember the rule right?"
"Yea, driver's a bitch and shotgun get's to pick the music." Dean said as he went to take out my tape.
"I think not Dean and I believe I said you were a dick not a bitch." I shot back. He just smiled and looked out the window.
"So where are we going anyway?" Sam asked.
"You'll see." We drove to the cemetary where we buried our parents. "The least we could to is tell them that the demon is dead."
"Good thinking Kira." Dean said as we exited the car. We walked up to our parents graves and it was still weird to see mine. We told them that the demon was dead and that the little war was over. We knew they heard us and that they were proud of us. We stood there for quite some time untill Dean said we should go. I tossed him his keys, but he gave them to Sam.
"Here you drive." Sam looked at him and then at me. I shrugged and got into the back. We drove away from the cemetary to a unknown future.
10 Years Later...
Ok now I don't really feel like doing this the same way I did this story so I'll just do all the point's of views.
It's been ten years since we killed the demon. It was really the demon this time and not it's spawn like last time. Since then I met a wonderful woman named Lisa and got married. We have two girls named Theresa, who is 6 and Megan who is 3. We still live in Kansas. No where near Lawerence though. We have a dog named Pippy and a cat name Skippy. (Oh bite me, the kids named them alright!) My life is good now. I'm happy the way things turned out and I wouldn't change a thing.
Ten years have gone by and the demon is finally gone. It's been a little rough trying to live a somewhat normal life, but I manage. I never got married. It's just not for me. I still keep in contact with Sam and Kira. Wow normal life so isn't for me.
To steal Sam's first line, it's been ten years since we killed the demon. I live a pretty boaring life now and it blows. I have been married for three years and have twin boy name Kevin and Kyle. They'll be 4 next month. Dean, Sam, and I still hang out alot and we still go one hunts. I leave the twins home with there daddy Damion. So yea we still hunt the oogy boogy's and it's alot of fun. Sam and I make fun of Dean alot for still going chick hunting at bars. He's a good sport about it. We're still as close as ever and even our families get along great. Dean loves both his nephews, but I think he favors the girls. He has such a soft heart doean't he? We decided a long time ago that we would never let our children hunt and we mean it. Well that's it. The life of a Winchester! Isn't it grand? SEE YA!