Disclaimer: Belongs to JK Rowling
You, and Only You
I don't know how it happened, or why it continues, and for the life of me I can't figure out why I don't want it to stop. You are a weakness, and I don't have weaknesses. But there you go, creeping beneath my defences, and driving me crazy with the need to touch you, smell you, taste you.
I used to think that I would get enough of you. The feel of you lying next to me, beneath me, over me. But it's ingrained in my senses, I sit in class trying to focus on the class and it's all I can see, feel. I want to get over it, this addiction to you, but it doesn't go away. You're all I can see, I close my eyes and you are the only thing I dream of.
The first time, I told myself it was a one-time thing. Then it was just an every now and then thing. Then it became everyday, and I just can't stop myself. When it all becomes too much being indoors, reminded of you. I go outside, only to have my senses assaulted by you once again. It's springtime, and all the flowers in bloom fill the air with a scent that reminds me instantly of you. It's become so that I can't go anywhere without being reminded of you.
Is it this way for you? I'm the only one who comes close to inspiring these feelings in you? Do you go for great periods of time wondering if you'll survive not seeing, touching me?
Because for me it's you, and only you can make me feel like this. I'm helpless to stop it, it builds and builds till I feel like I'm going to explode from all the pent up emotion. I don't know what I'm going to do, will you help me through this? Help me make it to the other side, because I think you know exactly where I'm coming from. I think this thing. These feelings are making you just as crazy as they do me. So will you help me?