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"Just wait. Please... Don't look for me. Don't try to find me. I love you... and it's taken me all this time to say it, but I love you. And if you still care for me, wait for me... wait with me. Just wait... wait. Wait two years, Alex."
I know what I am asking you to do is almost impossible. Two years? That's just such a long time. Part of me would like to believe that you can wait, but the sensible part of me knows – Alex – that you are a man, a human, with desires and needs and emotions. No one should be expected to remain faithful to someone who they will not see for two years. I ask you to wait, and maybe that is selfish. But, I do love you Alex and now that I've realized that I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I hope that days come easy and moments pass
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
I know that two years is a long time, and I hope that it doesn't seem like two years. If you choose to be with someone else, I will just have to handle that. Two years is so long, Alex. There are bound to be women that catch your eye in that time. If it is not me that you want, then I can be okay with that. I just have to give you the chance to meet me, for real this time. I won't pretend that it will be easy to say goodbye to you when we've hardly ever met, but it will have to be. I want you to be happy. It's just a fact of love. How could I want something other than for you to be with someone whom you love and makes you happy? I can't do that for two years.
if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window.
More than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold.
Have I burdened you too much already, asking you to wait? I'm sorry. Alex, I hope that these two years give you a chance to rediscover yourself. I hope you become the amazing architect that I know you are, reconnect to the world emotionally, and become the full and strong person that he had once been. I know you did that for me.
hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and you always give more than you take.
If you decide to choose someone else and not show up at the mailbox tomorrow, Alex, I hope you never forget our letters to one another. They were special, they were not wasted. We had a connection. You helped me become a better person, realize my own self worth and sense of freeness again, Alex. I hope I meant something to you as well, I hope I helped you. Life is beautiful. It could only be better with you. But if that's not destiny's plan for us- if that is not your choice-then I cannot do anything to change it.
More than anything, Yeah, more than anything,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
Please consider these things as the days go by you. I hope and pray that your heart leads you to that mailbox, Alex. But if it does not, know that I only hope the best for you and for your happiness. I love you.
Note: Lyrics are My Wish by Rascal Flatts.
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