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Prologue: Suicide

BPOV

"Get the hell out of my house you stupid !" I screamed at Edward. He was telling me that we had been a mistake and that he was leaving and he was never going to return. Alice came to the rescue but her story wasn't better than Edward's. "Bella, Rosalie got mad and she killed a girl who looked like you from the back. Now we have to move." She said looking sad and grim.

"I don't care. If you have to leave and you won't change me then I hope you never come back to Forks. If you do, I will have Charlie or another cop put you in jail for the rest of your life!" I scream to Alice and Edward. Edward's eyes turned black just like they had when I begged him to change me. He glared at me and then Alice and Edward were gone.

I knew that I would never get him arrested and once Edward left, I fell to the ground crying. How could he leave me? I love him with all me soul. I needed him to survive. I was lost without him. I decided I was going to run away from Forks and all the memories that were there. I ran out the door and to the forest.

I ran into the forest and kept running. When night came, I would lie down on a fallen tree and sleep, but as soon as I saw the sun begin to rise, I ran. I wasn't sure where I was going but as soon as I saw the sun begin to sink, I thought I should go home. I was already cut up from falling and running into trees. I was about to turn around when I saw a tree that looked good enough to climb. I took off my shoes and started to climb. When I had reached high enough, I looked down, took a deep breath and jumped. I waited and waited for me to hit the ground. When I did, I realized that I never checked to see what was near the tree. There was a pile of fallen branches and one of them was sticking up like a spear.

I was hoping that I was going to die a fast not-so-painful death, but now I knew I was going to die a slow and painful death and no one could save me. I was slowly dieing and I knew that. With the last for my breath, I scream for Edward to burn in hell forever and ever.

I had died. I knew I was dead because I heard an angel's voice speaking to me. "You may not die. I know what you want and I and going to give it to you." a female's voice said. My eyes slowly opened and I saw a beautiful female. She was so beautiful that I didn't know what to call her. I was thinking about goddess, but that didn't even cover what she was. I only saw her in my blurred vision, but I knew that she was my savoir. I sank back into the deep black waters that consumed me when I was at the ballet studio with James.

As far as I knew, I was dead. And no one would ever see me again.

Well, this is the prologue. I hope you like it. Please review.