I am not alive, but I cannot die,

I'm weeping inside but there are no tears to cry,

The sunniest days feel like darkest nights,

I feel gut wrenching lows but not dizzying heights,

The smallest of pleasures masked by torturous pain,

I'm devoid of all thoughts that keep me sane,

I'm an empty shell, a hollowed out husk,

My daydreams are nightmares whether it's dawn or dusk,

I pray for death but no one can hear,

That I'll exist for eternity is my only fear,

I don't know my name, and after the kiss,

I'm worse off than dead, I'm completely soulless.