Suddenly I See

((A/N: Yah I'm back with a vengeance…. ok maybe not. But don't worry my beloved readers...ok Rylie D, I am still working on my other stories, I just hit a creative flow yesterday while at RCI and I have a new story. Hope you enjoy!))

((A/N: this is another Severus as daddy, but it's different from my other stories. I just can't write a HP fanfic if Sev isn't a good part of it. Oh and Dumbles is bad…why is no one surprised…yah that's right I do it all the time. Hehe))

((A/N: DISCLAIMER: I do not own Harry Potter. If I did, we wouldn't be here now would we?))

((A/N: Some graphic nature, violence and very naughty words and some stuff that doesn't need to be described any other way but bedroom stuff and if you don't know what that means, ur pathetic.))

((A/N: Eventual Slash and right now parings: DMHP, LMSS, DSGW))

((A/N: Im so sorry it took so long to post this, my cable was f-ing up, so my high speed wasn't working and skool is blocking fanfiction, so I can't post there))

((A/N: ok, sry I haven't updated, but with skool and me not feeling well, I haven't found inspiration for this chapter, but here you are. I know, I was so much different with 'Eyes Of A Unwanted Girl' but I was really into that one and didn't have skool to worry about. Damn eleventh grade to the lowest of Dante's Level of Hell. It needs to back off. It has to give both the PSSA's and ACT's in the same year…))

HERE ARE SOME REFRENCES FOR U:

This is thought

This is speaking with Hogwarts or any of the founders

Thisis a spirit voice

OoOoOo Breaks a section

OooO separates songs

Song used in the last chapter:

Snow Patrol- Chasing Cars Flyleaf- Breathe Today

Flyleaf- Red Sam

The All-American Rejects- Top Of The World

Evanescence- The Only One

Chapter 7:

((Sitting now in what Dannie thought to be the tightest dress ever, hundred of people watching her and Dellio & Jazline speaking in a tongue Dannie could not understand, she was a nervous as she had ever been her whole life.

She was going to have to stand up on heels that she concluded no girl could walk in and just stay there while people judged her.

But no one could see the fear written across her face as her eyes wandered and landed on the one person she never wanted to see.))

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' What the hell is he doing here?' Dannie freaked in thought as she watched Albus Dumbledore stand in the doorway, smirking at her.

She had no chance to yell because a heavy crown was placed on her head and Jazline stood in front of her.

But her freighted, angered look was not unnoticed by the Queen. Jazline turned and saw the headmaster smirking at her niece. But before eve she could yell, she saw Severus walk up to the man and pull him out of the room, effectively calming Dannie down.

The rest of the Coronation went on, not that Dannie remembered it. All she ever remembered was blurs, except for the ball that was held afterwards. That she remembered, dancing with everyone, but mostly with George. She had yet to dance with her father yet, as he was still with Dumblefuck. She had been introduced to many people of the Veela realm, much part of the Veela courts and some were the important counsels of Dellio and Jazline. She had made quick friends with the daughter of a nobleman named Jessabella, although she insisted that Dannie call her Jesse.

They were now walking around the ballroom, Jesse explaining the importance of people who would seem otherwise worthless. Dannie found it really dull and wished her father was there.

It was at this time that Severus came back in looking disheveled and Dannie took leave of her newfound friend.

" Daddy?" She asked when she was close.

" Hello love. Don't worry, I'm ok, just a bit worked up." Severus responded, smiling down at the young Veela.

" Well, you don't look it. Dad, what did you do with Dumbledore?" Dannie said, sitting down, pulling him with her.

" I won't tell you know, not at the party. Later, but right now I think I owe you a dance or two." He said, taking her hand and smiled as he brought her into a tight embrace.

She laughed and leaned into him, taking in the momentary peace that fate had handed her.

" Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me

And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free

I can't keep pretending that i don't even know you

And at sweet night, you are my own

Take my hand

We're leaving here tonight

There's no need to tell anyone

They'd only hold us down

So by the morning light

We'll be half way to anywhere

Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I

No one knows who we are there

All i want is to give my life only to you

I've dreamt so long i cannot dream anymore

Let's run away, I'll take you there

We're leaving here tonight

There's no need to tell anyone

They'd only hold us down

So by the morning light

We'll be half way to anywhere

Where love is more than just your name

Forget this life

Come with me

Don't look back you're safe now

Unlock your heart

Drop your guard

No one's left to stop you

Forget this life

Come with me

Don't look back you're safe now

Unlock your heart

Drop your guard

No one's left to stop you now

We're leaving here tonight

There's no need to tell anyone

They'd only hold us down

So by the morning light

We'll be half way to anywhere

Where love is more than just your name"

OooO

" I can't run anymore,

I fall before you,

Here I am,

I have nothing left,

Though I've tried to forget,

You're all that I am,

Take me home,

I'm through fighting it,

Broken,

Lifeless,

I give up,

You're my only strength,

Without you,

I can't go on,

Anymore,

Ever again.

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.

I can't run anymore,

I give myself to you,

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry,

In all my bitterness,

I ignored,

All that's real and true,

All I need is you,

When night falls on me,

I'll not close my eyes,

I'm too alive,

And you're too strong,

I can't lie anymore,

I fall down before you,

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry.

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love.

Constantly ignoring,

The pain consuming me,

But this time it's cut too deep,

I'll never stray again.

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love,

My only hope,

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace,

(To walk away from you)

My only joy,

My only strength,

(I fall into your abounding grace)

My only power,

My only life,

(And love is where I am)

My only love."

OooO

" Goodnight, sleep tight

No more tears

Goodnight morning, I'll be here

And when we say goodnight,

Dry your eyes

Because we said goodnight,

And now goodbye

We said goodnight

And now goodbye"

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She was wondering again, avoiding the world, tears pricking her eyes as she felt her growing stomach.

" I still don't know what to call you little ones. I hope you guys are nice and I really hope your uncle Fred doesn't get a hold of you, cause then with my and your father's blood and with Fred's training, the world should fear. I think I would love to have you like George. He never went to far unlike Fred." Dannie whispered, smiling at the thoughts.

She was now 7 months along and she hardly ever got alone time, especially from George, who switched into ultimate husband mode the minute she was within reach. Hell, she couldn't even change in peace, which is until she told him to leave. He obeyed of course, seeing her bubbling rage in her eyes. She wasn't mad at him she was only…' Very emotional' as Severus put it.

So how she slipped away was beyond her, not that she minded.

She made it outside into the chilly spring air and smiled as the wind embraced her. She slowly walked around the grounds and came upon the coy pond and sat down with her feet dipped in the icy water.

Suddenly Kyle's face swam on the surface of the water cause her to squirm as the memories came flooding back and the music burst from her soul.

" Stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
you don't know me

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you"

OooO

" How can I pretend that I don't see?

What you hide so carelessly?

I saw her bleed

You heard me breathe

So I froze inside myself

And turned away

I must be dreaming

We all live

We all die

That does not begin to justify you

It's not what it seems

Not what you think

No I must be dreaming

It's only in my mind

Not in real life

No I must be dreaming

Help you know I've got to tell someone

Tell them what I know you've done

I fear you but spoken fears can come true

We all live

We all die

That does not begin to justify you

It's not what it seems

Not what you think

No I must be dreaming

It's only in my mind

Not in real life

No I must be dreaming

Not what it seems

Not what you think

I must be dreaming

Just in my mind

Not in real life

I must be dreaming"

A ghostly hand rested on her shoulder as she cried and squirmed at the memories, trying to call the young monarchs emotions.

" It's true, we're all a little insane
but its so clear
now that I'm unchained

fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time

you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice

One day I'm gonna forget your name
and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain

fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time

you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.

I dream in darkness
I sleep to die
erase the silence
erase my life
our burning ashes
blacken the day
a world of nothingness
blow me away

do you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

You poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice"

Now Dannie was wrapped in her mother's otherworldly embrace, slowly calming down, but still sobbing, holding her chest as it tightened in pain.

" Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming

Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights

Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming

The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers

And candy clouds of lullaby

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me

I linger in the doorway

Of alarm clock screaming

Monsters calling my name

Let me stay

Where the wind will whisper to me

Where the raindrops

As they're falling tell a story

If you need to leave the world you live in

Lay your head down and stay awhile

Though you may not remember dreaming

Something waits for you breathe again

In my field of paper flowers

And candy clouds of lullaby

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me"

She sat up, the tears no longer flowing, the memories tucked away in the back of her mind.

" Dannie, sweetheart, are alright?" Lilly asked.

" Ya mom, just had to get past that. I never thought I held that much in, but I guess that I hated him more then I thought." Dannie answered, standing up, her eyes pulsing with a forest green.

" Baby, that's natural. He hurt you really bad and he left you broken, but you have so much more to love for. Your father, your mate, your brothers, your aunt and uncle. I sincerely doubt that they will ever let you get hurt again." Lilly whispered, laying her hand on Dannie's shoulder.

" I know mom. I can't hate him, because I don't want to pass that hate onto my babies." Dannie responded, placing her hand on her stomach.

" Dannie?" She heard a voice call out.

" In here." She called back.

Lilly disappeared and left Dannie standing there as Jazline came up behind her.

" Sweetling, what's wrong?" She asked.

" Nothing Aunt Jazline." Dannie responded, turning her now dark purple eyes towards her.

" Really, then why are your dominant powers fighting for control of your emotions?" Jazline inquired while they walked back to the castle.

" I don't know." Dannie whispered as they walked into the throne room.

But she didn't make it to her chair, because she fell to her knees, clutching her stomach in pain.

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She was fading in and out of it, but Dannie knew she heard voices above her.

" Is she gonna be fine?"

" Yes and so will the babies. They will have to be monitored because they are 2 months early, but I believe that they will survive."

" Well, that's good news. I couldn't bear losing them all."

Dannie's eyes fluttered open to find shadowy figures standing over her. Her eyes closed again and she fell back into the darkness.

When her eyes opened again, she was alone except for two small forms near her bed.

She stood up and walked over and looked down to see two set of Emerald- Yellow eyes staring up at her.

" Oh, hi baby." She cooed as she picked up the one closer to her.

" What shall I call you?" She said looking closely at the baby to find it was a girl. " Oh I know. I will call you Keena. It means Brave in Irish." She whispered to the little girl as Keena played with a strand of Dannie's hair.

She put Keena safely on her bed and picked up the other, a boy.

" Well, hello my little man. I bet it was you that gave me all that morning sickness, huh? So I thick I will call you Conall, because it means strong as wolf, and that is what you are. I bet you're stubborn like your father." Dannie whispered to Conall, placing him beside his sister and crawled in next to them.

" Goodnight my sweet angels." She whispered, kissing their heads before softly singing them to sleep.

"You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you long to be
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone

But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You can't escape

You think that I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone

But where will you go (where will you go)
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
The truth
I realize you're afraid (I realize)
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone?
I can hear you when you whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming

Where will you go (where will you go)
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
The truth
I realize you're afraid (I realize)
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape"

((A/N: wow, im so sorry it took me so long to update, Rylie. But here, to keep you happy. Oh I was in a my Immortal mood, if you get my hint as who was a theme for this chapter))