AN: This is the story based on the idea of my oneshot 'Key to Souls'. So it has some songs in it. Read, enjoy and REVIEW!

ATTENTION! NEW MOON FANFIC ! CONTAINS SPOILERS! just thought I'd tell you...

Disclaimer: Twilight and New Monn aren't mine, all Stephenie Meyer's, sorry. I don't own any of the songs used in my fic, either.

Note: I am too lazy to write a disclaimer for every chapter, so this one is for every chapter of my story.


"Bella, please hurry up or we will be late," the voice of my Angel sounded through the bathroom door. I really doubted that with his driving anyone could be late even if you started one minute before school began. I opened the door and tried to hurry, only to run straight into something solid.

"Ouch!" I stepped back and recognised that I hadn't run into the wall, like I had thought, but straight into Edward's body. I looked up at his concerned face and started to laugh.

"What's so funny?" He asked, obviously thinking I had hit my head too hard.

"I thought I had run into the wall, but it was you!"

"Oh, well, the next time I'll just step aside if you prefer the wall …" He knew how to get his way with me. I was immediately serious.

"Honestly, Edward, there's nothing I'd rather run into than you." Edward didn't respond, but carried me down into the kitchen where I grabbed an apple and headed outside to his car.

I sat down at the passenger's seat and looked at Edward. I gaped. He was shining like a diamond. Again. But he couldn't go to school looking like this…

"Um, Edward,…I don't know if you recognised, but you are glittering again…" That must have sounded unbelievably stupid, but he just took my hand and looked me in the eyes. I knew he could see the fear of him not being there every moment and I started blushing again.

"It's just now. The sun won't really come out until after school and then we'll drive straight to our house." He smiled that crooked smile that I loved so much and the next moment he had me standing outside the car. We walked straight to our first class: English. It wasn't that bad, though, because I had now every class except Spanish, Trig and Gym with him, and in these classes I had Alice with me. So I practically sat beside a Cullen all day, which was kind of necessary, for I really appreciated their help. Once in a Trig test Alice had answered three questions for me, in my handwriting, thanks to her drawing abilities. We never told Edward, since we both knew he wouldn't like it.

Four incredibly boring lessons later I walked with Alice from Spanish to the cafeteria, where Edward was already waiting for us. When we reached him, he engulfed me in a hug and kissed me passionately while around us a crowd was forming. Only when Alice coughed softly, I realised that we were standing right in front of the door to the building. I blushed furiousely while we pulled back and entered the cafeteria. Edward got me a tray of food and we sat down at our usual table with Alice and our, well, my other friends.

"Hey, Ed, did you hear the news?" Alice asked enthusiastically. Edward's eyes went distant for a moment; he seemed to be listening to various thoughts. Then he started grinning like a maniac. They immediately started talking, but so quick and fast I couldn't hear.

"What's going on? Guys? Would anyone please bother telling me what is going on?" I asked, but they were in a private conversation that was unfotunately a vampire talk so I couldn't hear a word.

Angrily I took the rest of my pizza and walked over to Jessica, Angela and Mike where I had spotted an empty seat. I sat down and they looked up in surprise.

"Hi! I just thought I'd step by, what's going on here?"

"Hey, Bella, did you hear the news?" Angela asked.

"No, what news?" Hopefully they would tell me these news, everyone was talking about.

"There is going to be a school play. Romeo and Juliet. The tryouts are on Friday, say in two days." Mike told me, but he didn't sound interested. Jessica obviously hated Shakespeare and plays alike and Angela said she was too shy to show up on a stage.

We didn't have time for any more conversation, because at that point Edward showed up right behind me. I could feel his cold hands on my neck. I shivered, like always when he touched my neck, maybe or more probably that had to to with the fact that he was a vampire and my neck the weakest point of my whole body, with all the bloof flowing through it. The blood he craved more than anyone else.

"Why did you leave us, Bella?" He asked innoncently, though his voice held something that told me he didn't really know.

"Well, since all of you were chatting about some news that you didn't bother filling me in about, I had to get the information somewhere else."

"Come back, love…" he whispered, looking deep into my eyes and dazzling me. I sighed shook my head and answered.

"I'm coming." I stood up and he kissed me once again. Mike looked furious, Jessica jealous and Angela dazzled.

We walked back over to Alice, they were both totally excited about that play thing, though I didn't know why.

"What's so exciting?" I asked. Alice had a look on her face like she felt really sorry for me.

"I don't know what you think, Bella, but we all love to play. We are definetely going to try out on Friday." Edward told me and Alice nodded with encouragement.

"Uh, I don't know, I usually don't like the thought of tripping on a stage." That caused both of them to laugh and Edward kissed my reddening cheek.

"Oh, Bella, that's going to be fun. I wouldn't want to go if you were to stay behind…" The first thing I recognised was that they had stopped laughing, then that they were looking at me with pleading eyes, Edward looking like he really wanted to act and I knew he did, and, but that could be only my interpretation, the double or expanded meaning of his last sentence. I sighed.

"These violent delights have violent ends; but oh well yes. I'll join you, but I won't get chosen at the tryouts, anyway. Like Edward says, I'm a terrible actress." They were so happy and Edward laughed at my usage of words from the play in question as response, but how could I deny them anything?

When finally the bell rung, signalising the end of school, I headed with Alice and Edward toward the car. A few minutes later two vampires and one human entered the big white mansion in the woods near Forks. Thank god Charlie was on a work journey with his collegues, the curfew and rules hadn't any power on me when he was gone, though he checked every time I had to be there over the phone, but he obviously didn't know that you could forward the call to any other telephone, like my new cell phone.

I went to one of the bathrooms and Edward told me that they would be down in the garden when I returned, so I went through the living room out the door and around the house where the five of them and Esme were sitting on a blanket on the grass, playing cards. When they reached my eyesight I gasped and stopped in my tracks. I had forgatten that it would be sunny this afternoon and wasn't prepared for the glittering of six vampires in the sun. Emmett, Jasper, Edward and Alice lauged hard, Rosalie rolled her eyes, but Esme was immediately at my side, handing me a pair of sunglasses. I took it gratefully and started walking towards the group again.

"Everything alright, dear?" Esme asked concerned.

"Yes, thank you, I just wasn't prepared for that sight." I blushed. I sat down between Edward and Alice who, I recognised, weren't playing.

"Why aren't you two playing?" I asked.

"Isn't that obvious? They are playing poker." Edward said. I still didn't get it and that must have been written all over my face because the next one to speak was Alice.

"How are we supposed to play fair when your love can see everyone's cards in their heads and I already know what cards they will have before they are even given?" She asked me.

"Sounds somewhat logical. Why don't you play something wher you two can join, though?"

"Because they are playing for a special prize."

"And what would that be?" Why had he to be always so cryptic?

"The one who wins will tell you-"

"Alice!" Edward growled warningly. Now I was really interested. I watched the game and followed it's way. The first to be out was Jasper. He wouldn't try to bluff and ha only two boys, so he passed. The next one was Esme, who said she didn't want to play anymore and also had only a pair of nines. Then Rosalie wanted to see what Emmett had and they laid down their cards. She was first and had a full house: three aces and two queens. Everyone whistled and thought she had won, but only until Emmett revealed a royal flush and kissed his wife with a sorry-couldn't-help – expression.

"Edward! Now you have to!" Alice squealed and my head apruptly turned into his direction. He was biting his lip and looked at me.

"Well, Bella, you see … I, well, actually all of us…you see…we wondered … if you… you would like…to…to move in with us…?" He was soooo cute when he was stuttering!

I was taken aback and looked at everyone. They were all expectant, only Rosalie held a vacant expression. She could think what she wanted. I looled at Alice and Esme, then at Emmett and Jasper…

"Are you serious?" I whispered.

"Of course, dear. We don't want to talk you into something. It's your decision …" Esme said, stroking my back. Edward held my hands and tried to calm me down. Obviously the others had no clue how to calm a hysteric human.

"Oh my god…you are the best famiy I ever had…yes…" I just fell into Edwards arms and started sobbing. He began to hum my lullaby to calm me and soon I was asleep.

When I woke up I was lying in Edward's room, but not on his couch, like I had thought, the black sofa was standing to my right. I was on a huge four poster made of dark wood, nearly black, with dark crimson red pillows and blanket.

"Good morning, sleeping beauty…" Edward stroke my hair out of my face and smiled at me.

"How was watching me sleep?" I asked, like I always did when he woke me.

"Really interesting. You say what you obviously don't dare while you are awake…" he trailed off. When I didn't respond and just looked at him and he continued.

"You said you loved me more than anything else in the world combined. You said you loved my family. You said that you would stay with us as long as you could, and you said that you wish this could last forever…that you could last forever…" He was whispering the last part, seeming sorry and partly hurt.

"I'm sorry, Edward, I didn't mean to upset you, but I can't control what I say while I'm asleep…, but it is what I am thinking the whole time. And you know that this has been settled lately." I looked away, I was sure I couldn't stand his eyes right now.

"It's ok, Bella… no, that's wrong…it's not ok, but it is good…at least to know this…"

"So, I'll stay with you guys?" I asked, remembering the past day.

"Yes. Carlisle and Alice have already taken care of your things, you will have to deal with Charlie when he's back …, but there's a little problem, though…" Edward was a bit concerned, about what I didn't have a clue.

"What?"

"We'll have some other visitors…" My heart must have skipped a beat, because after the last 'visitors' my boyfriend had to suck my blood in order to keep me alive and I had a cast for six weeks or more… and the next visitors that had been announced would be the Volturi. I strted to hyperventilate and gulped.

"Don't worry, not what you are thinking of…our friends from Denali are coming down for a while, I don't know how long they'll stay. If you don't want to be here in that time, I can understand you, but" I cut him of with a kiss on his lips.

"When are they coming?" I asked.

"Today, the others are already outside, awaiting them. They should come within the next hour. You can go take your human minute…take your time, we'll ditch school today." he looked deep into my eyes, he knew I wouldn't lie to those eyes.

"And you seriously don't mind being stuck in a house with twelve vampires?" He asked.

"No." I had answered too fast. He smiled and mumbled something about the lack of my sense of self-perservation. I went into the bathroom, taking a shower and dressing into some clothes Alice had bought me. She just couldn't stop spoiling me. It was a navy blue pair of jeans and a dark crimson, shoulderfree pullover. It fit perfectly and suited me well.

When I went out of the bathroom and back into Edward's room I found a note lying on his bed, written in his careful and elegant handwriting

Bella,

I am already downstairs in the living room. The Denalis have arrived. Please try to make it down the stairs alive.

Love

Edward

I couldn't help but smile at the comment about tripping on the stairs. So I made my way down the hallway and steps, focusing on not falling over the air. When I reached the bottom of the stairs I looked at the visitors. There were three girls, looking like my or Alice's age, a man and a woman, both in their thirties. Physical age, of course. God knows how old they really were. When I entered one of the girls' head flew into my direction and she gasped. Her hair was shining blond and reached a bit over her shoulders. She was vampire pale and had the same topaz eyes as all the others.

"Hi!" I said weakly and stepped to Edward's side. He sat me down on his lap and rubbed my hand with his fingers to calm me.

"This is Bella," he introduced me.

"Bella, these are Carmen and Eleazar. These three are Irina, Kate and Tanya." He said pointing at the older woman with long red hair, the man with short black hair and many muscles. The girl that had recognised me first was Irina. Kate had long dark blond hair, that reached her lower back and Tanya had short blond hair that went only up to her ears.

"Edward…she's a human…" Was Irina's comment which I felt slightly offended by, and she earned an elbow from Alice in her ribs.

"Irina, Bella is now part of this family. What she is has nothing to say. The question is who she is and she is the most wonderful person I have ever met." Edward defended me.

"Wow…Edward has finally found love…" Said Carmen, who was obviously a lot like Esme.

"You don't care being wit seven, now twelve, vampires all the time?" Eleazar said, surprised.

"No. I don't care at all. The Cullens are the most wonderful people I have ever met, especially Edward. They don't care that I'm human, either, so why should I care? But why do you ask?"

"Well, you see, I can see your aura, and you aren't the least bit afraid. Just concerned we wouldn't like you, if I'm right," he chuckled. I started blushing once again.

"You really aren't afraid we could hurt you?" Kate asked, sounding very interested.

"No, why should I? I trust Edward and all the Cullens, and since they trust you, I trust you as well. Anyway, if one of you decided to hurt me I wouldn't have the slightest chance, fear or no fear, would I?" I saw five eyes widen, and heard seven laughs.

"You have a strange sense of humor, kid," Emmett laughed. The Denali's were still looking at me incredously, they couldn't understand how the Cullens and I could be so free over that subject.

"Time for breakfast," Edward announced. I thought that would be a good time to refresh the trick I had once played on Edward, since the Denali's didn't know that everything had become pretty normal to us. I clenched my throat with both hands and looked at him, eyes wide. Eleven eyes widened and I heard some gasps, but Edward just stood up, taking my hands from my throat into his and kissed my neck. My heart immediately started beating faster and Carmen and Eleazar jumped up from their seats.

"This joke is old, Bella. Time to feed the human." Just then the Cullens started to laugh once more and the Denali clan was taken aback, once again. When I sat down in their kitchen, starting to eat my cereal, the five Denalis entered and sat down on the large wooden table, together with Alice, Esme and Carlisle.

"I can't believe that this is so normal for you. I was shocked when the girl made that strange joke and Edward kissed her neck, no wait worse, her throat!" Eleazar said, shaking his head in disbelieve.

"Bella is part of the family and we have arranged ourselves with the situation quite well. Why shouldn't we make a good joke out of it, everyone needs a good laugh sometimes." Carlisle told him. I was really happy when Carlisle considered me family as well.

"Fine, but dont you think you are going a bit too far, Edward? She smells good, and what if you can't control yourself?" Edward growled.

"I think we shouldn't have this discussion in front of Bella. We better go into my study and fill you in abot everything," Carlisle offered, and with a quick peck on my cheek Edward left the room, followed by Esme, Carlisle, Carmen and Eleazar; leaving me with Alice and the three Denali girls.

"I'm sorry, Bella, I didn't want to hurt you. I was just thinking…" Irina started, but Kate interrupted her.

"You think too much Irina, why can't you just shut up?"

"It's ok, Kate, Irina, I understand that you couldn't find this as normal as we do by now, right, Alice?" I responded.

"Definetely. And I know that none of us does mind, but you have to agree that not many humans would compete with this situation," she answered.

"But why do you spend your time with them at all?" Tanya asked me.

"Because I love the Cullens. And Edward especially." I started to blush again.

"But we are dangerous. We are monsters." Tanya continued.

"No, you are no monsters, that's what Edward keeps saying as well. I love Edward for who he is and he is a wonderful person. I love him more than everything else in the world combined and I trust him with my life, literally, and more." That was the longest speech I had ever given about my love to Edward anyone but him. I was tomato red once more.

"Will he change you?" Irina asked suddenly. I had stood up to put my bowl into the sink, and now it slipped through my hands and burst on the floor into pieces. Alice was immediately by my side, holding me sisterly and trying to sooth me.

"Irina! Don't you have any feelings at all? Don't you see that you hurt her? If Edward loves her he will never condemn her to our live!" Kate said, but I only started crying into Alice's shirt.

"That's the problem…" I sobbed.

"What? What do you mean?" Tanya asked, careful not to say something wrong. I wiped the tears off my cheek and walked back too the table, while Alice gathered the pieces of the bowl and put them in the bin.

"He doesn't want to make me one of you…" I sighed, looking straight into Tanya's eyes, which made me feel better immediately. For a momend the thouhgt occourred to me that she might have a gift similar to Jasper's, but she was just a very kind person.

"And, what do you think about it?" She whispered, obviously getting the train.

"I want so bad to be able to love him for ever and longer, but he doesn't seem to appreciate that. I want to be one of you…but he refuses to…" I couldn't finish the sentence, for it once again made it perfectly clear how easily my wishes could come true…

"Wait, Bella… remember, he'll do it eventually, because if he doesn't Carlisle promised you, and I bet he will want to be the one to do it himself…" Alice reminded me…

"And when will that be? Before I can get killed by the Volturi or Victoria?"

"Wow!" The three girls breathed unisono. I had started crying into Alice's shoulder again, when Edward suddenly came back into the room.

"Bella? Bella, what's wrong?" He whispered softly and touched my head. Alice answered for me.

"You are wrong! Again! Can't you just do something different than causing Bella pain? Can't you see how hard this is for her?" She merely shouted at him.

"What? What do you mean, Alice? Why -," he started, but he must have heard something from her mind or those of the girls as well, because his face suddenly became pained and he run out of the room. Out of the house like I shold discover later.

"Edward?" I whispered, and when no response came I stopped crying and run to his room. I tripped and fell and hurt myself on the way, but I didn't care. When I entered his room, there was nobody to be seen, but an envelope was lying on the bed, with a huge 'Bella' at the front. I opened it with shaking hands and started to read the letter inside…

Dear Bella,

I am more than sorry to leave you like this, but I think both of us should be divined for a while. I don't know how long that while will be, but I promise to come back somewhat soon. I can't express my feelings towards you like you did, but be ensured that I love you more than everything else I have ever had, even my life. I often listened to this song, when I thought about you, it describes my feelings pretty well. Just press the start button of the system.

I will love you forever

Edward

At first I just broke down, crying and sobbing. I must have laid on the floor for hours it seemed, but nobody came to look after me which I was glad about, and somewhen I finally turned on the stereo, and that nearly broke my heart.

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

I couldn't bear hearing this song and leaving everything like this, so I popped in the first song that entered my head, and in these situations the first thought is often the most wholehearted. Bon Jovi – Cold Hard Heart

You said you loved to watch me sleep
You put your head down on my chest
To hear me breathe

If he really loved me, then why did he leave? Why the hell did he leave me?

Go on, take my last breath from me
I don't want to live no more
And cut my eyes so I can't see
I can't see you looking back as you walk out the door

He broke my heart, when he walked out. I can't live without him. Why did he do this to me?

Cold, hard heart
Cold, cruel heart
What's it gonna take
To break your cold, hard heart

If he breakes my heart, he has to see how to fix it. I can't.


I was a lover lost at sea
You found me washed up on the beach
You took me home, and gave me breakfast
I said I'd offer you protection, but you didn't charge a fee

He told me he loved me.

Cold, hard heart
Cold, cruel heart
What's it gonna take
To break your cold, hard heart

Unconditionally. Well, obviously there was a condition. He loved me as long as I was human.

Cold, cold heart
Cold, cruel heart
What's it gonna take
To break your cold, hard heart

Not forever. He doesn't want me. Not now, not forever.

What are you hiding underneath that shirt
If you're the one to run babe
Then you don't feel the hurt

It can't have hurt him or he wouldn't have run out of that door.

Her hair so brown, and eyes so green
You used to say I made good company
She'd bring me wine and sip her tea
Then you'd give yourself what you could give to me

Ain't I good enough for him? Well obviously not. He just used me. I feel like an empty bottle.

Cold, hard heart
Cold, cruel heart
What's it gonna take
To break your cold, hard heart

I, for my part, could never continue living without him.


Cold, cold heart
Your cold, cruel heart
What's it gonna take
To break your cold, hard heart
What's it gonna take ...

If he mean't what he said…if he really did mean hurting me…I could break his heart, too, but I doubted it would affect him at all. He had left me, again, and without him I couldn't live…so I wouldn't continue living. I found a window in the glass wall, that could be opened, and his room was pretty high…I stepped onto the edge of the window and prepared myself to jump…

"Bella! Nooooooooooooooo…" Alice scramed while entering the room. She was too late. I didn't want to be saved. I jumped. I prepared myself for the hit on the ground, but it never came. Someone caught me. When I looked up I saw that it was Carlisle. I let out a scream of helplessness and hurt, and then I sank into unconsciousness.

I woke up to the furious screams of Alice.

"How dare he? If I ever get my hands on that butthead! Doesn't he know what he did? She tried to kill herself! Over him! He is the biggest butthead of the whole United States of America! Honestly! If he won't kill her she kills herself! Well, I would consider this logic! He'd better come straight back here, or he'll recieve a bunch of hits into his oh-so-glorious face and some juicy kicks into his-"

"Alice! Calm down! What the hell got a hold of you?" Rosalie shouted, running into the room where Alice sat and I laid on a sofa.

"Oh, nothing dear Rose. It's just the fact that Bella tried to commit suicide, because that giant butthead of our so-called brother left her for good!"

"Oh my…, how is she?" Rose asked. Concerned??

"Well, obviously she is psycically miserable, but physically ok, since Carlisle caught her before she could hit the ground. He says that fall would have killed her if he hadn't."

"Oha. Shit I'd say." Emmett suddenly entered.

"Hey, Bella! Are you better?" Alice asked, she had realised that I was awake.

"Do you really hink he left for good, Alice?" I started sobbing again. She hugged me sisterly and tried to sooth me. She didn't have any success.

"Bella?" Rosalie whispered. I looked up at her warm smile which surprised me a lot.

"Maybe this isn't the best moment, but I know the two of us hadn't had the best start, and I would like to apologize. Now I see how much you and Edward belong together. Maybe we could start over? Can you forgive me, Bella?"

"Forgive you? I think that's impossible." She looked hurt but nodded. "Because there is nothing to forgive, sister." I continued. She hugged me and looked very relieved.

"Now I think I can tell you. Since Cold Hard Heart still ran a while after you jumped, I could hear it throughout the forest. You know, Emmett and I were hunting. And we saw a few freshly fallen trees, or rather say knocked down . . ."

"And?" What did she want to tell me?

"You see, since we could still smell the person who had knocked them down and hear more trees fall, we know, that your precious Edward is still in the forest." My eyes lightened up at these news. He hadn't left me for good …

"And I can tell you that there are loads of birds and bees that are mad at him as well…" Kate said. I looked at her questioningly.

"You see, like Edward can hear everyone's thoughts, I know what animals are feeling and thinking…"

"Not everyone's thoughts, Kate…" Alice giggled. Kate gave her an inquiring look.

"Mine not," I said. That brought me envious looks from all three girls. I thought of laughing, although I really wasn't in the mood. The thought of Edward brought tears back into my eyes.

"Shh, Bella. He will be back. Remember, tomorrow's Friday. He won't miss the tryouts."

"So he will come back to play, but he won't come back for me? Maybe you shouldn't have caught me. Why the hell am I in a house with ten blood sucking vampires and still have to find a way to commit suicide? Why is there no help if I need it? Who does he think he is, leaving me like this? Sometimes I wish he would have killed me the first time we met, or at any other occasion, or he would have come to late when James-" Slap. Alice had slapped me right across the face.

"Bella, stop! You don't know what you are saying. He loves you and you love him! It's a shame that I have to tell you in order for you to remember that!" Alice shouted. I winced at her words.

"I'm sorry, Alice. I know, I mean…I didn't…it's just…" I stuttered.

"Shhhhhhh, it's alright, Bella. He'll come back soon, and then everything will be alright again." Tanya stroke my back carefully. She reminded me a bit of Angela, since she had a similar character.

"Thank you," I whispered, and, exhausted from all the crying, drifted to sleep.

The moment I woke up I was still lying in the living room, but suddenly realised what had woken me: The sound of the grand piano. I heard the familiar notes of my lullaby and jumped to my feet, just to find Edward on the bench, playing just for the two of us.

"Why did you leave?" I whispered.

"I'm sorry. I needed time. I'm so sorry," he answered, seemingly not able to look into my eyes. I sank to the floor and put my face into my hands. Edward was immediately by my side, rocking us back and forth.

"You broke your promise once again. You said you would never leave me again. You have broken a lot of your promises by now…what if the next promise you break is something more… you promised you loved me…"

"I have something that shall remind you that I will never ever break that one." He pulled out a box and handed it to me. When I opened it, I saw that it contained a silver charm bracelet. Edward put it on my right arm, and I examined it carefully. I was speechless, so I just kissed him softly on his lips. There were a lion and a lamb, a book, that had Pride and Prejudice engraved on the front, a small heart with Edward&Bella on the one and eternal love on the other side, and, the last one, an apple, although I had no idea what that meant. I decided that I'd figure out sometime.

"It's wonderful, Edward, thank you."

"Just promise me something, please Bella?"

"That depends, but shoot.…"

"Please, please, promise me that you will never again try to committ suicide, or have such wishes as you yelled yesterday, alright?"

"I guess I can handle this, but don't you think we should go to school, since we already skipped yesterday?"

"Of course, but you ought to know…Kate, Irina and Tanya are coming as well…"