Hello one and all! I'm back with another poem! I was in a horrible, angsty, pissed off, depressive mood, and I decided to write. So yeah. Here we go.

This is, as you must've guessed from the title, Leo-centric. I hope you like it!

Disclaimer: I'm waiting by the phone, but no one has called, so far, to give me ownership of the TMNT. 'Til then, I don't own them... and I'll still be waiting.

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It's the mistakes you've made that you'd like to erase
And you would, if you could, but you can't
Because it's the one thing you never wished for
And one of the few that was grant

It's wanting to do something about it
But not knowing what
It's the feeling that eats away
At the inside of your gut

It's Insanity and rage boiled over
Served steaming on a plate
It's depression and shame
With a side of bitter hate

It's the coppery taste of defeat
The feel of its hand crushing your soul
The endless agony and guilt
Left in that dark and gaping hole

You should've been better
And you know that you're not
And you have to try harder
With every last thing that you've got

But it's still not enough
And you just don't know why
The feelings don't go
And you just want to die

But you're as stubborn as it is
And you won't just give up
It's useless and pointless
But you won't just wise up

Because it blinds you and kills you
Everyone else just doesn't get it
They may have moved on
But you refuse to forget it

For their words of concern
Just confirm what you thought
No matter what they say
You know what you're not

It's there- always there
And it'll never go away
The pain and the anger
You fight your demons everyday

You know what you're doing is wrong
But nothing else seems quite right
It's sewn into your blood
And it's holding you tight

The hardness, the darkness
The blood and the tears
Whispering to you softly
Illuminating your fears

For you love them too much
And that's why you fear
But you can no longer stand
To look at the face in the mirror

It doesn't belong to you
It's just what you've become
Add all those feelings up
And this pain is the sum

So you force it back down
Banish it and hide it
But it's still lurking there
So you'll just have to fight it

It becomes the mistakes you'll make that you'll want to erase
And you would, if you could, but you know that you can't
Because it's the one thing you never wished for
And one of the few that was grant

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All done!

I know it was kinda choppy, but that was how I intended it. I wanted it to seem confused and angry, full of passion, but spontaneous.

Now, was that just some rambling, or did I do any good?