LOVELESS

!!: I do not own Loveless...Even doh im truely in love with Soubi and Ritsuka..hehehe...well any other characters that is not in the anime IS MINE...so chill and don't sew me.. o

Chapter 1

"Ritsuka are u ok?" Soubi felt Ritsuka tremble as they got near the boys house. Ritsuka had been extremely quiet. Even when he was always so serious, it had surprised him about Ritsukas behavior today. He had even kissed him and had not been pushed away as always. On the contrary Ritsuka had kissed back leaving a very confused but pleased Soubi.This was not like Ritsuka; the boy had always kept a distance between them. Soubi didn't complain, his first thought was to be happy to find out Ritsuka was finally accepting him.

Ritsuka looked up at Soubi and smiled. Soubi was taken aback. On rare occasions did he see Ritsuka smile, but given to how weird today had been with Ritsuka he would not comment on the boys actions but simply enjoy while it lasted.

"Yeah...just a bit cold." Said Ritsuka answering soubi question.

Soubi saw a twinge of sadness in the boy's eyes or had imagined it for it was not there anymore. Soubi took off his fur jacket and put it over Ritsukas shoulders.

"There, so you wont be cold anymore" Soubi said with a smile. Soubi didn't notice Ritsuka look away with tears in his eyes. They rounded a corner and arrived at Ritsuka's house.Soubi took Ritsukas small face with his hand.

And I'd give up forever to touch you

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

"I love you Ritsuka" Soubi said looking into the boys eyes before lowering down his head and kissing Ritsukas swiftly on the mouth. When Soubi looked at the boy he noticed he was blushing furiously. He smiled.

"See you tomorrow my love." He said before parting off to his own house.

"If there is one" Ritsuka whispered. But Soubi was to far away to hear.

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

'Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

Ritsuka walked inside the house. Everything was dark. Not even one light was on inside. Ritsuka let out a heavy sigh. 'At least she's not here yet' he thought. He brought up his arm to see the time and noticed he still had on Soubis fur jacket. 'I'll give it back later.' He started walking toward the stairs deciding he would take a bath and go to bed. As he arrived to the stairs he saw a shadow before the steps.

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

"Where have you been, I made your favorite food and you did not arrive"

Ritsuka couldn't see her expression since it was dark. But her tone was calm. Which meant, maybe he would get away without a scratch today. Or so he thought.

"I went to the park for a whi..." Ritsuka didn't get to finish. His mother had pinned him to the wall.

"You are not my Ritsuka!, he would have come straight home after school!"

"What have you done to my Ritsuka!!, Give him back!" she said smacking him hard across the face.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

And you bleed just to know you're alive

He tried to avoid her blows. But it was useless. She threw him to the floor and kicked him hard in the stomach.

"I want my Ritsuka back!" She said yelling and crying at the same time.

Ritsuka kept receiving the blows in his stomach making him letch all over the floor.

"You dirty filth!" She took Ritsuka by the hair making him look at her.

"Its your fault Semeis gone!, Its your fault Ritsukas gone! What have you done to my family you disgusting demon boy!" She grabbed his throat and made him stand up.

"You killed my family!" She said now sobbing but not letting go of his throat.

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

Ritsuka was already getting dizzy from need of oxygen. 'I know mom' he thought. 'I wish I could be the old Ritsuka. I know I don't belong here. But I'm trying. I'm trying very hard to be who I really am. But I just can't remember.' His eyes started feeling up with tears. 'I wish it would all end.'

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

But as he said it in his mind he noticed his mother had something in her hand. His eyes grew big as he saw what it was. He tried franticly to loosen himself from her grip. But it only made him dizzier. He didn't know what to do, but the next moment he felt oxygen once again filling his lungs. 'His mother had released his throat.' But then he felt a sharp blade run threw his arm. He grabbed where his mother had just cut him with the knife and tried to run.

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

But his mother caught his arm before he could escape. And he was pinned once more to the wall. His eyes grew distant as he looked down to where his mothers hands were. The knife was completely embedded threw his abdomen. He started sliding to the floor. His mother backed away looking at her hands.

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am…

"Give me back my Ritsuka! Give him back to me, be gone demon from hell! And give me back my Ritsuka!!" She whispered once again looking at him.

I just want you to know who I...

am

Ritsuka looked into her eyes and saw, as hers grew big.

"Ritsuka" She whispered before turning around and leaving the house.

Ritsuka grabbed the knife that was still stuck into him and pulled it out yelling in pain.

"So...this i..is...it" he said almost inaudibly. 'Am I going to be with you again Semei?.' "Are we going to be together again...onii-chan." he whispered. While the blood started soaking the jacket Soubi had barrowed him and began dripping on the floor beside him.


Soubi

Soubi was almost near his apartment when he noticed he was missing something. His jacket. He dug into his pocket reaching for his cell phone. He would call Ritsuka to advise him he was going to get his jacket. Soubi marked the number and waited for Ritsuka to answer as he had already started walking towards Ritsukas house again. 'Anything to see him again' He smiled to himself. But as he tried calling Ritsuka twice already the boy did not answer his phone. Soubi tried one more time and sighed when he heard the click which meant the connection between the phones.

"Ritsuka I'm going over to get my...Ritsuka?" Soubi didn't get an answer. The only thing he heard was some heavy breathing.

"Ritsuka are you alright?" still he didn't receive an answer. Instead he heard someone pressing a button twice. Now Soubi was getting really worried.

"Ritsuka is it you?" he heard the sound of a button again but this time it was pressed only once. Soubi stared at his cell phone in confusion. He brought it back to his ear and he noticed the breathing was becoming heavier, turning into pants.

"Ritsuka are you hurt?" Then he heard a button again.

"Is that a yes?" and again he heard it. Soubi was alarmed. 'Was Ritsuka hurt enough to make him enabled to speak?'.

"Ritsuka don't end the call keep with me" he heard a soft moan from the other side. Soubi started running toward 'his' Ritsukas house.

"Ritsuka I'm almost there" the boy's situation was alarming. Soubi noticed Ritsuka's breathing was getting very slow, as if he was having difficulty doing so. Soubi saw Ritsuka's house from a distance.

"I'm almost there, don't worry" He said it more to himself than to the phone.

Soubi arrived to the front door and frowned slightly for it was half way open already. All the lights were off but he could see something a few steps away on the floor. He lowered his hand in which he had the cell phone and started walking towards the figure on the floor. 'Please be okay, please be okay.' He kept repeating in his mind.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know

who I am ...


AN

Song from: Goo Goo Dolls, "Iris".

Hope you Like the changes I made. It's a few I know but it'll do for now. I'm thinking of writing a new Loveless story. But im still writing a Naruto story which will be very long. So i'm still thinking about it. Well enjoy and please don't hate me.