Even Though

By: FMA4EVER

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.


A songfic about how Kagome is trying to move on without Inuyasha.


She was dreaming last night,

Again,

Hoping it wasn't the end,

Even though her heart was broken,

It didn't need to be fixed,

She had hopes and dreams,

Plots and schemes,

A million daydreams,

Fading away,

Reality was here to stay…

It was just last night that Kagome thought of him. He was always slipping into her mind. She couldn't help it. He helped pass the time.

She was lying in her sleeping bag when she heard a noise. She tried to go back to sleep, but she needed to know if he left again.

She carefully got up and walked through the forest and found what she couldn't believe.

A broken dream, that fell from the seams.

Love,

Even though your heart is breaking,

Dream,

Even though your head is spinning,

Live,

Even though you feel like dying,

Move on,

Even though your soul can't take it,

Don't give up on me…

Inuyasha and Kikyo were together once again. She saw him kiss her and she kissed him back.

She wanted to run away, but her legs wouldn't move. The pain she always felt when she saw them together didn't penetrate her heart this time. Instead, something much worst took over.

She felt nothing. There was no emotion to explain. She felt to no sharp pain in her heart and soul. Instead, nothing took over her heart. Numbness was the only way to explain it.

And feeling nothing is a lot worse then something.

Because to feel pain means you're alive, but nothing makes you feel dead.

And that's how she felt.

Dead.

Her worst nightmare,

Finally came true,

She tried to ignore,

That her heart,

Was too broken to be fixed,

She tried to remember,

To forget,

She never met him,

She tried to say,

A shattered heart,

And a smile that faded away…

He lifted his head up and saw her standing there. What shocked him was the loneliness that clouded her once joyful eyes.

Kagome was staring at Kikyo and Inuyasha and instead of running away, she stood there.

She opened her mouth to talk, but no words were formed.

She turned to walk away and away she went.

She looked back to the couple and sighed. She was going to live without him. Even though she wanted to die.

Love,

Even though your heart is breaking,

Dream,

Even though your head is spinning,

Live,

Even though you feel like dying,

Move on,

Even though your soul can't take it,

Don't give up on me…


The End

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