Disclaimer: I sadly don't own Naruto but I really, really, really, really want to :D I do however own the song/poem used because I wrote it GO ME!!!
Warning: Okay this is BOYxBOY if you don't like that please LEAVE!! If you wish to flame me because of the pairing then you are AN IDIOT and shouldn't be reading this in the first place let alone taking the time to review it, it just makes you look stupid. If however you want to flame me and my writing I really couldn't care less so do as you will. Also some Sakura bashing and hints of other BOYxBOY pairings YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!!
AN: Okay this is my first Naruto Fan Fic so reviews and or criticism are GREATLY Appreciated!! Also this is set after the whole Orochimaru incident making Tsunade the Hokage. Also if I make any spelling errors, incorrect names and or screw something up please tell me so I can fix it k? Oh and if you like my poem/song and want to use part of it 4 whatever reason just ask me first k? Thx
Oh and sorry if any Characters are OOC as it is my first Naruto fic
Kyubbi Talking (Yes Kyubbi can talk, he's sort of merged with Naruto)
Poem (sorry if my poem sucks but yeah it was the best I could do)
Naruto talking to Kyubbi
Hugs and Kisses
The Letter that Starts It All
It was early; the sun hadn't even reached the village of Konohagakure making it chilly to anyone not snuggled up in there warm beds, and seriously who in there right mind would be out of bed at four thirty in the morning? Well there is someone, the only person oblivious enough in the village to do such a thing. He didn't notice the cold or the time he was completely focused on the envelope that he held in his hands….that and the mansion door in front of him. What can this blonde boy be doing you may wonder.
Bending down with the letter clutched tightly in my hand I took a few shaky breaths. After a few seconds of trying to calm down and failing I came to a decision I can't do this. There was a sound of annoyance in the back of my mind before an annoyed Kyubbi said Kit, you spent three hours writing that you are going to do it.
I shook my head violently, I was almost surprised it didn't come flying off. I can't, what if he finds out it's me? Kyubbi sighed You gave no indication it was you and besides everyone thinks you are the stupid, emotionally blind person you act as during the day. I pouted, Yeah, yeah, yeah; you know I think Sakura-Chan would have a heart attack if I came to a meeting without my 'normal' Naruto persona.
I could feel Kyubbi's evil grin Can we do that? Maybe then she'd stop hitting us and squealing. Shaking my head at the thoughts he sent me I smiled. That would be funny but I can't risk Sasuke finding out it's me that wrote the letter. Looking back down at it I gave a loud sigh. Back to my problem, should I or shouldn't I?
Kit, just do it, if he finds out and hates you, which I doubt then we can go away with the perverted frog man, leave ourselves or ignore him. Besides, you never know he may even like you back. Running a hand through my hair, even further messing up my blonde locks I muttered out "He won't like me that's for sure, he's as straight as a god damn board." Plucking up my courage I bent down and pushed the letter under the door.
I could feel Kyubbi give me a mental pat on the back You're doing the best thing kit and since when is he straight? He's never indicated it. I shrugged my shoulders Trust me he's straight and with my luck he's probably in love with Sakura-Chan. You thought Iruka was straight but it turned out he was with Kakashi. Besides, he has always hated the fangirls but liked you that's something. Not to mention I think Gaara likes Neji……but I'm not sure it's just something about his smell.
I gave a dry chuckle True they were surprising and I was wrong, but I doubt that if Sasuke was gay or bi he'd like me, I'm Naruto remember. Kyubbi frowned Your a lot better then what you give yourself credit for, trust me I know. This coming from a nine tail fox demon who is sealed inside my stomach after destroying half my village and its population?
No this is coming from a friend who has lived inside you for your entire life making him know all your memories, thoughts and dreams. I blinked Point taken. Now let's get out of here before anyone notices us. Why are you telling me? ……..Shut up I did the hand signs needed all the while grumbling about stupid Kyubbi, which he had the nerve to laugh about. When I finished and appeared in my apartment I found a broken window and a rock on the floor. "This is a bad morning." I murmured while heading towards my kitchen.
Beep, Beep, Beep. My eyes furrowed as I was pulled into the basic sate of consciousness. What the hell is that noise? Beep, Beep, Beep it continued making my eye twitch. Letting out a growl I lifted up my left hand. Beep, Beep, Beep, SMASH!
Ignoring the slight pain in my hand I opened my eyes and rolled over so I was facing my bedside table where on top of it was the remains of my alarm clock. I scowled before pushing myself out of bed, grabbing some clean clothes and heading for the shower, this would be a bad day.
After a nice 15 minute shower I came out with my usual outfit on. My eyes automatically being drawn to my broken clock. Another scowl appeared on my face, I would now have to go out and get a new one, I had wanted to avoid the fangirls today. I rubbed a hand over my eyes I hoped to stop the oncoming headache; just thinking about there squealing hurt my head. You'd have think I could have built up an immunity over the years.
Walking down stairs I avoiding the kitchen, having breakfast could wait, I wasn't in the mood and to quote Shikamaru 'It was to Troublesome'. When I reached the door I felt something under my foot. Taking a few steps back I looked down. "What the?" I muttered while bending down to pick up an envelope. It had my name written on the front written in blue pen. I was instantly intrigued, who would be giving me a letter? It couldn't have been from a fangirl or it would have been in pink or some other ghastly girl colour. Shrugging I opened it; I had nothing pressing to do anyway.
Pulling out a letter I unfolded it, eyebrows knitting together as it revealed a hand written letter. The ink used was black and calligraphy was very fancy and not a single ink smudge, but what was written was even more surprising.
When I talk to you, you listen but you do not want to hear
When I watch you, you frown for you do not want me there
If I ask you a question you grumble or ignore
If asked for a favour you'd need to even the score
My world is worth your smile which is rarely ever seen
Do you realise that one look from you is all I ever need
One sigh from you is torment for I can not ask you why
I wish that you could open up and let your sadness fly
You may try to hide it but I see through your disguise
Everyone else is clueless to your web of lies
To them you're just a pretty face no matter what you say
It's sad that they will love you while you don't care either way
When you left I thought that I would just as surely die
You didn't even tell us nor even say goodbye
But then when you returned the light came back to day
Only to be shadowed for what you did not say
I thought you might be burdened by all that had been done
But when I went to talk to you I felt that I should run
No matter what I try to say it just is like before
Everything is in its place just as if it was a law
But looking at your annoyance when ever we're alone
Makes my feelings hesitate in ever being shown
Yet when I am around your form, a kiss I wish to share
But if I were to give my heart would it make you care?
If heartbreak is my option, then why do I still try?
If only to be broken and left to sit and cry
Because we can not choose the ones we want to hold
Even if the ones we love act superior and cold
Even if I cannot tell you who I really am
For how could you ever love me when I'm another man?
But know that I will watch you and help you with your goals
For I love ever part of you but mainly just your soul
Now you may be wondering who I am but I'm afraid that will have to remain hidden. So until we meet again remember I'll see you even if you don't see me.
I blinked my eyes widening by the end. Re-reading it again I waited for something more to happen but when nothing did I carefully folded it and put it in my pocket. A small evil smirk slowly spread across my face "This morning has just become interesting." Opening the door and heading into the village I only had one thought on my mind; let's find out who you are.
AN: Whatcha think? In order to continue this I'll need to know if it's liked….wink, wink, nudge, nudge. Also it will be mainly in Naruto/Kyubbi or Sasuke POV and each chapter will be various interrogations. Ta….oh and the coming chapter will be longer :D