Title: Subconscious Desires

Author: Orilon

Rating: R to be safe

Pairing: Alex Shelley/CM Punk

Disclaimer: Everything from Ring of Honor belongs to Gabe Sapolsky and Cary Silkin.

Distribution: If you want it, take it, but let me know where.

Summary: Alex Shelly is haunted

Feedback: Please.

"Alex, are you fucking suicidal?"

The growled question brought me out of my memories.

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"You, CM Punk, kissing. Ring any bells?"

"Yes, I don't see what the big deal is."

I get up and leave, not wanting to deal with Austin when he is in one of his bad moods.

I kissed CM Punk when we got back behind the curtain, and can't get the feel of his lips or how soft his hair was through my fingers out of my mind. I thought that Austin was further behind us and didn't see the kiss, obviously I was wrong. Although I do have to wonder if Austin is right and I was acting on some subconscious desire to get myself killed. Of all the people in the locker room that I could kiss, and I kiss him?

Or it could have been subconscious desire period. I can't remember how long I've had, I don't know, lust for him and getting him in the skull fuck and keeping my legs wrapped around his head longer than usual increased that desire.