Ok gang so I know I said I was taking a break from Jate, so this is the closest I could come up with. AU since Island Kate has seriously made me want to see her get eaten by a polar bear, I've decided to stick with AU Kate. So this is very AU Jate meet in Thailand and this is probably my Darkest Jack yet so be warned, this fic is stocked with smutt, probably too much, Also being this fic is placed in Thailand but I know no Thai, everyone will conveniently speak English. This is a fic dedicated to CaughtInTheMoment for her birthday. So I hope you all enjoy.

Jack Shephard leaned against a cracked wall inhaling his cigarette slowly. His dark eyes took in his surroundings almost lazily, though if someone looked closely they would see his eyes were as sharp as an eagle's. He watched as the whores and the low lives stumbled in and out of the club that he happened to be leaning against. He sighed and stubbed out his cigarette. He took out his pack and scowled realizing he only had two cigarettes left. Not enough to get him through the night. He wasn't quite sure what he wanted to do with his evening but he figured that being in the worst section of Phuket with nothing to lose, he would easily find something to do with his time. Maybe he'd start by getting new cigarettes and possibly a nice big bottle of booze to wet the pallet. He moved from the wall and stepped onto the crowded sidewalk keeping his eyes and ears open. A tourist would have to be completely brain dead to find themselves in this part of town, he was amused that though he had lived here for almost a year people still targeted him as the stupid American. They usually found themselves proven wrong when they tried to lift his wallet and found themselves with a blade to their neck. Looking one way and to another he headed slowly down the road. He suddenly heard his name being called and kept walking but keeping his attention to the sound of his name. He stepped off into an alley and waited a second later someone went by and he reached out snagged the person slamming them against the wall. It only took him a few seconds to identify the person as Benny Wilkins, the sleezy rat who made his rounds throughout the Phuket streets.

"Jack, Jack it's me" he voice was high pitched due to the fact Jack's arm was smashing his windpipe. Jack let go of the man and stepped back looking at Benny with nothing but annoyance.

"What do you want Benny?" Jack asked already looking back out at the road and thinking of what his next step should be.

"Easy man, I just came to tell you Atid is hosting a private party and you've been invited." Benny said holding his hands up in surrender.

"Why the hell would Atid invite me to one his parties?" Jack asked suspiciously. "The last time I saw him he threatened to skin me alive and feed me to his dogs." Jack said knowing that if anyone could make that happen it would be Atid.

"Eh he was just mad that you screwed his sister, he's over it" Benny said with a wave of his hand. "Anyway this little gathering is right up your alley. Poker, whores, death inducing games, all your favorite things."

Jack sighed wondering if it would be worth going or not. Then again winning some money at poker would be worth the effort and as long as this wasn't a set-up for indeed screwing Atid's sister Aziah then it could be worth it.

"Fine" Jack said taking out a cigarette and lighting up. "Lead the way."

A short time later they arrived at what looked like an abandoned building. Jack was pretty sure whatever was going on inside was highly illegal but he also knew he had nothing to worry about the police were already in Atid's back pocket. They entered through the side door and Jack found himself standing in front of a very large man.

"Uh it's cool, this is Jack Shephard and my name's Benny."

"I know who you are twit" the bouncer said. "Shephard was invited, not you."

"But I'm with Jack he doesn't do anything without running it by me first. I'm his confidant." Benny said his voice reaching a squeak level that only dogs should be able to hear. Jack threw him a disgusted look, his only use for Benny was finding out what places were hot for a good poker game. The bouncer looked at Jack and shook his head almost in pity. He let both of them through. Jack let his eyes wander the room and saw it was pretty much set up like a party bar. There was a large bar with scantily clad women serving liquor. There were tables set up with people huddled around him. The random barks of cheering he heard tipped him off that they were the "chance tables" They were set up with some kind of device that could most likely cause death. Thus the term "chance tables." Jack let his eyes roam over the couple tables nearest him and saw one set up for Russian Roulette, another for cocaine races and the one closest was a drinking shot game of some sort. Jack found himself heading to the drinking game. As a person capable of common sense, Jack knew that playing at these tables was completely stupid but he couldn't help himself. He had done the roulette table and had even hit the cocaine races before. He moved up to the table and the man pouring the shots looked over at him.

"Snake's blood" the man said. "Might have venom, might not"

Jack nodded, indicating he was in. As he was readying to drink his shot he glanced up and he made eye contact with a beautiful brunette who looked like she belonged anywhere but this hellhole. She seemed to look him over and when noticing what he was doing and what he could be doing to himself she gave him a sad look and continued on. Jack shook it off and looked at the shot glass, what the hell he thought and threw it back. He felt it go down and when he was done he shook his head slightly. He waited for any kind of reaction but nothing happened. Suddenly the man next to him started gasping and gagging for breath and collapsed on the ground. Jack looked at the man and then back at the table with no show of emotion. There would have been a time when Jack would have seen this and he would have dropped everything to save the man, but that time was over. Jack was no longer a doctor and no longer responsible. Two men came and took the man away; Jack figured if given an antidote in the next five minutes he would survive. However nothing came for free so the man would probably have to sell his soul to the devil for a cure. He smirked, men who wanted to live should never play suicidal games, it usually cost too much in the end. He stepped back from the table and glanced around; he noticed Benny had disappeared, probably off hustling someone. Jack stepped up to the bar and a woman busting out of her top gave him a shot of whiskey. Jack slammed it down ridding his mouth of the taste of blood. He turned and came face to face with Atid.

"Hello Atid" Jack said calmly. He still wasn't sure what to make of his invitation to this little get together.

"Hello Jack, I'm so glad you could make it" Atid said smiling. "Would you like to come join us in the back room?"

Jack eyed him warily. It wasn't that he was afraid to die, he wasn't. It was just choosing to die one way against another way that could be horrifically painful was a different story. Jack didn't quite believe that Atid was quite over Jack screwing his baby sister and then leaving her without as much as a goodbye.

"Why don't you tell me why I'm here?" Jack asked motioning to the bartender for another shot.

Atid's eyes darkened and Jack knew they were finally getting somewhere. "I need your help Jack, and as much as I would like to kill you for what you did to Aziah, I have to move on from that because business comes first."

"Jesus" muttered Jack. "What I did to Aziah, you make it sound like I raped her and left her in a pool of her own blood."

"She fell in love with you and you left her with no consideration." Atid said darkly.

"I met her and slept with her the same night, not exactly the foundation for love. Did you ever think she just told you she loved me so she wouldn't look like a disgrace in your eyes? Believe me she was no virgin before I got there." Jack said with a roll of his eyes. Jack knew he was treading on very thin ice and easily his life could come to an end but he didn't really care. "So what do you need my help with?" he said slamming down the shot he had ordered.

Atid took a deep breath knowing one, Jack was right his sister was a whore but he still had to defend her honor, for a little bit anyway. Two, there was a lot of money at stake and Jack Shephard was the man for the job. "I have a high roller in back, doesn't know when to shut his mouth or open it. He is however in company of quite a bit of money and goods and I want them. I need you to go in there and win everything."

"And what do I get for my services" Jack asked sounding bored but secretly interested.

"I let you live for your association with my sister and I'm sure there are a couple things I could work out for you." Atid said.

Jack sighed, "Alright lead the way." With that they headed into the back room.

Hours later

Jack sat back in his chair and looked at all his earnings with a smirk. The high roller had to be dragged out practically sobbing uncontrollably. Atid looked at Jack. "Keep the cash I'm more interested in the shipping contracts."

"Fine with me" Jack said gathering up the obscenely large amount of money he had just earned.

"You are also free from any wrath or hits I may or may not have put on you. Also please let me allow you the company of one my girls for the night. Normally I'd give her to you for free but she's special. So I'll give her to you for half the rate."

Jack chuckled. "I've never had to pay for sex in my life, not seeing the need to start now."

Atid gave him a grin, "She's different. American and it's her first night. In fact you would be her first."

"How the hell did you manage to snag an American?" Jack asked looking at his pack of cigarettes sadly. He had smoked his last one during the game. Maybe Atid would forget about the whore and would just send someone to pick him up some smokes.

"Her loser of a boyfriend tried to come here and run a hustle, when he got caught he realized he owed us quite a bit of money. He promised to find it but left his girl with us for collateral. He never came back so I'm having her work off the debt. She's been here quite awhile doing other things, but I'm beginning to need my money so I've bumped her up to whore." Atid said as if talking about giving someone a promotion. Jack sighed, whores never bothered him but women forced into prostitution never settled right with him, especially children.

"She of age?" Jack asked, counting his money.

"In her twenties, and very healthy." Atid said.

Jack shook his head, "She's here by force and I'm not a rapist."

Atid gave him a sad smile. "Well I guess if you don't want her I'll have to let Marco take her."

Jack looked up trying not to give anything away. Marco was a terrorist from South America who settled here in Thailand. He had a nasty temper and was known for his mistreatment of women. Many women who left with him, never came back the same, he had a tendency to play with knives. No woman should ever be forced to go with a man like Marco.

Jack sighed, fucking hell he thought to himself. "Fine bring her in and let me take a look." Atid smirked to himself, he knew Jack was a rotten son of a bitch but even he wouldn't let a woman go off to be tortured and possibly murdered at the hands of a psycho. Atid never had any intention of giving her to Marco but Jack didn't need to know that. The girl was a nice kid and was put in a lousy position. He felt bad she had to go through this but business was business and her boyfriend was who should be held responsible. Atid figured a man like Jack would be good to her on her first night out. He nodded to one of his men and a few minutes later they came in with the woman. Jack looked up and saw the brunette from earlier. He was taken at how beautiful she was but made sure to show no indication to as how he was feeling. She avoided any eye contact with him and the people in the room but Jack could sense the fear pouring off of her in waves. He also could see though in her stance that she had a strength and stubbornness about her. Something told Jack this woman had not made life easy for Atid.

"Kate, I want you to meet a good friend of mine named Jack. You will be accompanying him tonight, in fact how about I let you use one of my finest rooms?" Atid said generously. The woman named Kate, finally looked up and she peered in Jack's direction. Her eyes passed over him quickly. She then shot Atid a nasty look that made Jack chuckle. She gave him a nod but her eyes basically told him to fuck off.

"Excellent, why don't you two head off then and have a good time." Atid said gesturing them to leave. Jack stood up and went towards the girl and the door. He took her elbow and felt her stiffen beneath his touch. This should be interesting he thought to himself wryly. They walked out back into the club and Kate led him to a stair case in the corner. They went up to the landing and she opened another door that held another staircase. After following those they came to a hallway and the noise from downstairs could barely be heard. She led him to a door and opened it revealing what could have been a hotel room. It contained a bed, TV, table, bathroom and small kitchenette. Jack let his eyes wander the new surroundings. Kate watched him warily; they were so far away from everyone else that if he did anything to her, no one would know. Jack sat at the table and groaned wanting a cigarette more than anything. He looked at her.

"You have any cigarettes?" he asked.

Kate didn't reply but just stared at him. Jack sighed. "Look sweetheart, I'm not here to fuck you ok? I just took you so they wouldn't give you to that sadistic bastard Marco." He watched her grow pale at the name. "Yeah, so anyway do whatever you want, watch television; take a damn bubble bath for all I care. But if you have any cigarettes would you mind sharing?"

"I don't smoke" she said moving closer into the room, was this guy for real? He was shelling out money for her and didn't expect anything in return. "Anyway smoking will just kill you" she said.

Jack laughed at that, "The sooner the better" she thought she heard him mutter.

She moved to sit at the other chair at the table with him. "I saw you drinking the snake's blood, not too bright"

Jack glanced over and saw that she was looking at him directly. He couldn't help but notice how beautiful her eyes were. He looked away and stared at the table. "Can't argue with you on that one."

"Is it alright if I call you Jack?" she asked noticing his confused expression. "I understand some guys want to use fake names. Do you want me to go by another name?"

"Real names are fine with me" Jack said. "I'm not much for games"

"So what do you do for a living, Jack?" she asked.

"I play poker and you sure have a lot of questions" he said shooting her a dark look.

She shrugged, "Seems to me if you were going to hurt me you would have started already. You might be the nicest John I get hooked up with. Just trying to enjoy it I guess."

Jack gave her a once over with his eyes and Kate noticed how cold they were. "First things first, I only paid for you so you didn't end up tied to a bed while a psychopath rapes you with a knife ok? That will probably be the nicest thing I will do ok? Now I'm going to rest on the bed cause I'm fucking exhausted, if you try to steal my money or anything just know the minute you get downstairs you're Marco's girl." He said with a smirk. Kate watched as he lay out on the bed and closed his eyes. Kate sat at the table for a bit just watching him sleep. She knew he was right the minute she left this room, her life would be over. She quietly got up and went to the bed. She sat on it and rested against the headboard. She flicked on the tv and flipped through until she found an American sitcom running over here though it had been cancelled for a couple years back in the states. Every once in awhile she would look over and watch Jack as he rested. He looked younger and almost peaceful when he was asleep. When her program was over she channel surfed and found her self on a channel running porn. She stopped for a second to watch as the woman was giving the guy a major blowjob. Blushing, she quickly changed the channel. It was funny that a woman who was shy around sex would find herself as a whore in Thailand. She didn't mind sex; it had just never been very good for her. Her ass of an ex-boyfriend Sawyer, who left her here, had never been all that good. In fact in all of Kate's 27 years she had never had an orgasm. She found her eyes once again wandering over to the sleeping man. She couldn't help but let her eyes sweep over his body. He was lean and tall and muscular. She noticed the slight bulge in his pants and felt herself lick her lips. There was something very dangerous about this man but also there was a good about him. If she was to have sex with him perhaps it wouldn't be all that bad. She had been terrified of who her first client would be but Jack was not bad at all. Kate began to let her mind wander back to the porn and she couldn't help but ask herself what Jack might feel like in her mouth. She slid down the bed so she was lying next to him and her face was just inches from his. After a few seconds Kate couldn't resist and she leaned over and pressed her lips to his.

Jack was a light sleeper; he had to be to survive. He had been aware of her joining him on the bed, watching TV, had she just been watching porn? He also was aware of her lying down next to him and he was very aware of her lips being pressed against his. He pulled away almost immediately and opened his eyes.

"What the hell are you doing?" he asked suspiciously. He watched as Kate's cheeks grew red in a blush.

"I just wanted to see what you tasted like" she whispered shyly. Jack couldn't believe he had actually picked up a shy and bashful hooker.

"Look. Kate you're going to get paid sex or no sex so…" before he could finish she spoke up.

"It wasn't about the money." She said coldly. "I just wanted to be near you. Excuse me for my temporary brain loss" she said starting to sit up. Jack reached out and grabbed her arm and before she knew it she was pinned underneath his body. She knew she should be scared but all she could feel was his body against hers and the anticipation coursing through her veins.

"Why?" he asked. "Why would you want to be close to me?" his voice was harsh but Kate swore she saw a hint of vulnerability flash through his gorgeous brown eyes. It was gone so quick though she wasn't sure if she actually saw it or not.

"I can't explain it" she said her voice hoarse.

"You were sold into prostitution Kate. I may be a bastard but I'm not a fucking bastard and I'm not a fucking rapist." He said starting to roll off of her but her words stopped him cold.

"What if I told you it wasn't rape, what if I told you I wanted you just as bad as you wanted me." Kate could hardly believe the words coming out of her mouth. Jack looked at her and didn't say a word but to Kate it seemed like he was searching her soul for answers.

"What do you want?" he asked. Kate noticed the coldness in his voice was now replaced by heat.

"You inside me" she gasped out as he crushed his mouth to hers. Within seconds his tongue was in her mouth exploring it fully. Kate was struggling to get closer to him by wrapping her arms and legs around him hugging him close as their mouths moved together in the act of lovemaking. She felt his hands move down her thighs to her skirt and felt him push the skirt up toward her waist. She attacked the button and zipper on his jeans, both understanding that this was not going to be slow and gentle. They both wanted it right now and no later. She grappled with his jeans and after getting them undone she shoved them down so they were barely grazing his hips. Jack reached beneath her skirt and moved the crotch of her panties to the side. He looked up into her eyes and saw she was flushed and waiting for him. He led himself into her and joined them with a deep thrust that caused her to cry out and for him to see spots. He began to move almost immediately, and he felt her hang onto him as he fucked her with long and hard thrusts. He braced himself on his arms and hammered into her enjoying the sounds that were coming from her lips. She was moaning and writhing beneath him and that was turning him on even more as his thrusts stayed just as hard but became more shallow.

"Oh god Jack" he heard her whimper. "Something's happening" she bit out and Jack could see her fighting against something. Finally it dawned him, she was about to come and her fear and struggle against it indicated she had never come before.

"Fuck Kate," he bit out, part of him not wanting to deal with this and another part of him almost proud that he was going to give her the first orgasm she'll ever have. "You're coming Kate, don't fight it, relax and let it take over you." He bit out as he pushed into her harder. He watched as she tried to relax but could still feel her fear of completely letting go. He reached his hand down and began to massage her clit and seconds later she let out a primal scream and her whole body arched of the bed and into his arms. She was whimpering and moaning as her body shuddered from her pleasure. Jack felt himself stop to watch as her orgasm ripped through her body. He bit his lip as she clamped down hard on him. Finally she came down from her high and she rested on the pillow her eyes closed as she slowly got her breath back. She opened her eyes and Jack saw awe and almost affection in them. Shit that wasn't supposed to happen, the last thing he needed was some girl looking at him with love struck eyes. He also became aware of his own body's need for release so he looked away from her and began to resume his thrusts. He felt her wrap her arms around him and pull him towards her as she held him while he fucked her. It was too intimate for Jack so he went to pull from her embrace but found she wasn't budging. He began to feel himself swelling and the need to come overtook any discomfort he had about being so close to Kate. He fucked her hard and seconds later he made the mistake of looking into her eyes and almost froze at the look she was giving him, for once in his life he felt almost wanted. Though his mind screamed at him not to do it Jack allowed himself to do something he rarely ever did with a woman. As he began to come he bent his head and took her mouth kissing her deeply. His body shook with its release and he moaned against her mouth. As he felt the last few shudders pass through him and he knew he had filled her completely, he found himself unable to break from the sensual kiss they were engaged in.

Kate moaned against him in pleasure while their tongues entangled with one another. He was a brilliant kisser and Kate found she couldn't get enough of his taste. Her body still shook with small tremors from her orgasm and her lower extremities still felt warm from the feel of his hot seed shooting into her. She was flushed and her body was humming from the orgasm she had. She couldn't believe what she had been missing out on all these years. That had been incredible her whole body had felt like it had been touched by live wire. That live wire being Jack. They both pulled from the kiss to gasp for breath and Kate couldn't help but place tiny kisses along his jaw line. She felt him stiffen within her embrace and she figured this was coming. She knew he was uncomfortable by the affection she was showing him but Kate didn't care. He had just given her pleasure she had never had before and if she wanted to take care of him in return he was just going to have to live with it.

Jack finally pulled away from her and rolled onto his back. Kate bit her lip as he pulled out of her body; already she was missing the contact. She looked over to him and noticed he was fidgeting. As if noticing her odd look he sighed.

"I'd kill for a cigarette right now" he said with a groan. Kate looked at him and for the first time really looked at the both of them. Here they were lying on a rumpled bed still clothed and Kate realized with a sick feeling in her stomach that the best sexual experience she has ever had was something she was going to get paid for. She sat up on the bed as she felt the tears gather in her eyes. She was a whore now, and she didn't want to be. She wanted this to just be a moment between two adults, not some sleazy transaction. What would happen now? Would Jack just get off the bed, zip up and throw some money at her? Did Atid expect her to be with more than one man a night? Oh god if Jack was done with her did that mean she would have to be with that man Marco? She had heard the stories about him and what he had done to some of the girls, he was a monster. Kate would rather die than face that kind of treatment. She hadn't realized but she had slowly started to shake and was on the full verge of having a complete meltdown. It wasn't until she heard her name being called that she snapped out of it and found herself gazing into Jack's brown eyes.

"Hey are you ok? Are you having a seizure, do you have a medical condition?" he asked and Kate was shocked at how serious he was as if he had asked these questions before. All she could do was shake her head while she tried to compose herself.

"I...no…I don't have a medical condition." She whispered staring at the bedspread.

"Kate? What's wrong what just happened, you were shaking so hard the bed was moving" Kate swore she almost heard concern in his voice.

She took a deep breath and lifted her gaze to his, and totally lost it.

"I'm sorry" she whispered as her eyes filled with tears.

"Sorry for what?" Jack asked feeling beyond confused and befuddled by her behavior.

Kate took a ragged breath, "I can't be a whore, I can't do this. I don't want your money ok, let's just chalk this up to two individuals giving into mutual attraction. I can't be a whore Jack, I can't. I'm not a whore, I'm a writer and I went on vacation with my ass of a boyfriend and now I'm a whore. I don't want to be one." Her voice broke off at the end. Before she could go on she found herself being pulled into Jack's embrace and she hugged him back fiercely. "I don't want to be with Marco" she sobbed out and Jack stroked her back gently.

"You won't be Kate, you won't be" Jack said comfortingly. Inside the voice in his head was screeching at him, what the hell are you doing, why are you comforting her, don't get involved. Jack shoved the voice away and pulled Kate closer. Sometimes it got tiring being a soulless bastard and sometimes it just felt whole to be near another human, even if its just for a second. He stroked her hair and rubbed her back, until eventually he felt her calm down. He had meant it when he said he wouldn't let Marco have her. That man had been around practically inviting someone to put a bullet in him, Jack suddenly realized he'd gladly pull the trigger if it meant sparing Kate the horror and pain.

She sat up slightly and looked at him embarrassed, "Well I guess you probably figure I'm totally unhinged" she said with a small laugh making a joke.

Jack shook his head and gave her a tiny smirk, "No more unhinged than I am." He said softly. He watched as Kate looked back at him and then she leaned in and gently kissed him and he found himself returning the kiss and pulling her closer to him. When they broke apart, Kate leaned in and whispered into his ear.

"You made me come, no one has ever made me do that." Her breath tickled his ear but it was her words that made all of his blood suddenly head south. Jack looked at her and within a few seconds Kate felt herself on her back and Jack was gently undressing her. She was amazed at the care he took when exposing her body. He gently peeled all of the clothes off of her until she was completely naked. Not wanting to be left out she went about pulling his clothes off and when she pulled his shirt off she couldn't help but stare at his muscular torso. He had tattoos that made him look even sexier. She also noticed he had scars on his chest and she couldn't help but wonder what caused them. Pulling her eyes from his body she looked up at him.

"You're beautiful" she whispered. Jack's head shot up immediately and his eyes met hers with disbelief in them. Kate sat up so there faces were just inches from his.

"I think that's supposed to be my line" Jack said and Kate could feel how uncomfortable he was. She knew he was a hard man with a very tough exterior. She could tell by the way he reacted to her that he was probably used to just screwing a woman and being done with her with barely any words. Any woman who dared to care for him was probably left broken hearted. She knew she was playing with fire but she didn't care. She couldn't explain it and really didn't want to try. All she knew was that in the time they have been together she wanted more. She wondered if there was a part of him that secretly would like to give into her just as much as she wanted him to.

"Make love to me" she said nipping at his lips with her own. His eyes darkened and he pulled away from her slightly.

"I don't make love" he said warily watching her as if he expected her to jump him with a knife or something.

"I don't believe that" she said. Jack eyes flashed and he reached out and yanked her close. She gasped at the sudden movement but she found she wasn't scared at all.

"Listen little girl, I'm sorry you are in the position you are in ok? But that's not my problem. I'm not a nice guy and I don't make love, got it. Women are what I use to make myself feel better." God he could go for a fucking cigarette. He really didn't nee this right now.

Kate gave him a small secretive smile that made him scowl, as if she knew something he didn't. She pushed him back until he was sitting and she crawled into his lap straddling him.

"I don't believe you're all bad Jack" she said gently rubbing her hands through his hair. She wondered if what she was doing was like petting a lion. At any second he could turn on her and take her jugular out but you can't help but try to get closer to the wild animal. "It has to be tiring being so cold and hard all the time, let go for awhile let yourself go, make love to me." She kissed his mouth gently. Her little seduction of him was turning her on and the denim from his jeans was pleasantly rubbing along her thighs and she closed her eyes at how good it felt. She had never been this way before, taking control during sex like this. She usually just laid there and waited until it was over. Not now though, she wanted Jack and she wanted to make it last as long as possible. She could feel the tension coming off of him in waves and when she caught his eyes she felt her breath catch at how dark they were. She could feel all kinds of things coming off him, lust to take her, aggravation for wanting to take her and anger for wanting to give in. She rubbed her lips against his again and like a rubber band she felt the tension snap. Suddenly she was on her back with her arms pinned above her while he was on top of her. He was breathing heavy and Kate could tell he was losing control.

"I don't love, I fuck" he bit out as he pulled his jeans down with one hand while pinning hers down with the other. He kicked them off and he was now completely nude like her. He stared down at her and he couldn't help but get lost in her beauty, that alone was pissing him off, he felt like he was going to lose all control. He wasn't worried for her though, even in his worst temperament which was pretty bad he had never used violence against a woman. No he just liked to take it out on himself.

"I fuck" He bit out and with that he thrust up inside of her and Kate let out a lustful moan which just turned him on more. He began to move within her. He wanted to punish her to show her what a waste of humankind he was and that she was wrong in expecting any more from him. He thrust inside her and he felt her tighten around him with her arms and legs. She went to kiss him but he pulled away resuming his thrusts. He would take her like an animal, he would rut and that would show her how much he actually cared. He pulled out of her and leaned back.

"On your hands and knees" he bit out. Kate knew he was trying to distance himself from her but she couldn't care she wanted him too bad and she knew the fact that he was trying to pull away like this meant she was getting to him. She smiled and kissed his mouth gently and moved to settle on her hands and knees. He moved behind her and a second later he was back inside of her taking her hard from behind. Kate gripped the sheets in her hands and let out loud moans as he pushed in and out of her. She didn't even bother trying to muffle her cries of ecstasy. She felt her body beginning to tighten and she recognized the sensation from before. She turned her head to look back at him and she saw him thrusting into her with a determined look in his eye, as if trying to prove a point. Kate pushed up off her hands and knelt on her knees and leaned back against his chest. Jack paused for a second re-adjusting himself within her. She wrapped her arm around his neck and hugged him close from behind her. His hands went to her breasts as he pushed up deep inside of her and she whimpered at the pleasure. He stroked her gently and just as quickly as it all happened he pushed her away from him and he pulled out of her body. Kate moaned at the sudden exit, she turned around to face him and saw the pure self hatred in his eyes.

"Jack" she whispered his name.

"Shut up" he said not looking at her. She could sense the emotion in his voice though. She leaned up and gently touched his arm and he jerked away and he gave her a sharp look. "Who the fuck do you think you are?" he bit out. "Who the hell are you to try to get in my head?" he said and Kate could see he was losing it. She sat up and caressed his arm.

"It's ok Jack, its ok" she said gently.

"I'm a fucking waste of space Kate, god dammit, stop trying to save me stop trying it's not worth it." He said and she could sense the exhaustion in his voice. "I came to Thailand to fucking die, but I'm too much of a coward to do it. I've put a gun in my mouth Kate but I'm too much of a coward to fucking pull the trigger. Every night I wait for the moment to come when I piss off the wrong person or lose at the chance table but it never comes. Stop trying to make me into a worthy human being Kate, just stop it." He bit out and she literally could see the life drain from his body. She felt the tears well in her eyes as she saw this broken man.

She moved up to him and wrapped her arms around him and just held him, he started to pull away but she just tightened her grip and held him. She wondered when the last time he allowed someone to comfort him, how long since someone had tried to comfort him. She felt him begin to relax in his embrace and she stroked his hair gently. She heard herself murmuring soft and gentle things to him. Eventually he pulled away from her and looked at her.

"This isn't the way it's supposed to go" he said quietly. "I'm not supposed to care about you."

Kate gave him a soft smile, "And I'm not supposed to be a prostitute in Thailand." Jack looked at her and he pulled her into his arms and stroked her hair. Kate sighed and snuggled closer to him. Soon she felt tiny kisses being placed along her shoulder and she looked up at him. He suddenly looked so much younger.

"I want to make love to you." He said so quietly she almost missed it. She smiled at him and caressed his cheek.

"I want to make love to you too" she said. Jack leaned in and kissed her mouth slowly and sensually. Soon they moved back so that she was lying on her back. Jack's lips made his way down to her breasts showing each of them the same attention. Kate could tell he planned on kissing her all over and normally would revel in it but her body was humming from her almost orgasm that he had been about to give her when he had taken her from behind.

"Baby we have all night for foreplay, I need you to love me and be inside me." She begged. Jack smiled and moved up and gently eased inside of her. Kate moaned as he slowly intruded her body. Before it had been hard and fast but this time she could stop and enjoy the feel of him inside of her. She held him tight as he began his gentle thrusting. She tilted her head back and kissed him gently over and over between thrusts.

Jack had never met a woman who enjoyed kissing as much as Kate. Every time he sank into her she would take his lips with her own. He enjoyed it though; in fact he was enjoying the sensation of slowing taking her as opposed to a frenzied fuck. He was feeling every inch of her. He still couldn't believe he was making love to her. She had somehow gotten into his head and he wasn't sure if he minded it too much.

"mmm Jack" she moaned and he could feel her body begin to tense under him. He couldn't help the small grin that played at his lips at the sound of her arousal. He wanted to hear more. He leaned in and whispered into her ear.

"God baby the noises you make turn me on. Talk to me Kate tell me what you're feeling."

Kate opened her eyes and smiled at him happy to oblige. "You're so deep and god Jack you're so hard you feel so good inside of me. I can feel every inch of you and ahhh I want it so bad. I want to feel you come inside of me, it was so hot last time I could feel uh oh god, I could feel your come flow through me and I want more Jack please please ahh ahh oh god oh Jack." He felt her body start to tremble and he sped up his thrusts and gently fingered her clit and just as she came he covered her mouth with his kissing her senseless. He could feel and hear her whimpers and cries of ecstasy as she tried to return his kiss but her own pleasure was making it almost impossible. Jack found himself so turned on by her coming he sped up his thrusts and seconds later he came hard and fast spilling himself within her. Kate was still gasping for breath and was placing tiny kisses all along his jaw and face. They both collapsed in a tangled heap of naked arms and legs. Jack moved off of her and rolled onto his back, this time however Kate followed him and snuggled up to him placing her head on his chest.

'That wasn't so bad now was it?" she asked with mirth in her eyes and Jack chuckled kissing her gently.

Ok so that was it but I'm considering turning it into a continuous story so let me know if anyone would be interested in more. I hope you liked it so please sign your life away and hit the little review button.