A/n: Hi! Me and my best friend, LikeOperaAtADisco wrote a series of Sirius/James drabbles, each having to do with a certain word. Each of these words start with a certain letter of the alphabet. We each did one for each letter, so if some of the words are the same, that's why :D

Rating: M

Pairing: Sirius/James

Disclaimer: We do not own any of these characters. (Unfortunately.)

Reviews are always appreciated :D


Alphabet Drabbles



When I see you, it's like I can't breathe. I just watch you, every move, every touch sends shockwaves through my body. You might as well put a pillow over my head while I'm sleeping. It's that effective. Now, as I'm watching you walk away from me… I'm asphyxiating. Maybe you'll come back to me, maybe not. I know I hurt you, but I had to. If you do come back, all that's left of me for you to find is a cold, blue corpse. If this separation doesn't kill me I'll be amazed.


"Sirius please. Don't do this to me" I begged. He wouldn't look at me. "I need you" I whispered.

"James I'm sorry, but I need to go, I can't live like this anymore, I can't live here"

I started to cry. I felt stupid and girly, but I couldn't help it. I knew I couldn't live without my best friend, my boyfriend. "But I can't live without you" I told him.

"Yes you can. You'll be fine." He took me in his strong arms and held me while I cried. When he let go I saw tears in his eyes.

"Please, please don't leave me. Don't abandon me like this!"

"I'm sorry" he told me, and walked out.