I'll love her forever

She lets me cry

Let's me show a side of myself I had never wanted anyone to see

My weak and selfish side

The side that wanted Mama to suffer, just so she'd remember me and I'd be happy

The side that wanted to tell her I loved her

The side that wanted to stop her from going to him

The side that wanted to tell him not to tell her

The side that wanted her to be with me… no matter how unhappy it made her

I'm glad I met her

Even if those memories of her

And her loving him

Do nothing but make my heart hurt

I'll always treasure them

Because they are of her

I'll love her forever

Even if I can not have her

Even if she will only see me as a little boy

Even if it hurts me to see them together

I'll smile

So she won't worry

So she won't cry

So she will be happy with the one she loves above all

I may smile and laugh and be happy always on the outside

On the inside…

I will be screaming my grief

She was the only one I ever loved

The only one I will ever love

She accepted my weak and selfish side

She let me cry

She smiled for me always

She cried, just for me

She was never afraid of me

She always loved me

But never the way I loved her

But…

I'll love her forever

Even if she doesn't

Beautiful

Kind

Sweet

Loving

Tohru

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A poem of Momiji's feelings for Tohru

"He" is Kyo and "she" is Tohru