What will Ritsuka do when Soubi forgets about him?

A bit from joi chua's songs' lyrics

Disc: I do not own loveless or any of the characters.

My first loveless fanfic.

回忆温暖了想你的每一刻。Soubi, where are you now? Its been 2 years since you left. I feel so lonely day after day without your presence. I'm waiting for the spring day you said you'd return. 你说过风吹过就听见。Soubi, can you hear me now? Where are you? Please come back. I don't want to be alone like this. You probably can't hear me now. You lied, like you always do.


It began 3 years ago.

The fire was burning strong. The smoke had already engulfed the entire building. Soubi couldn't see a thing. The smoke stung his eyes and his throat felt like it was on fire. Coughing, he slumped onto the floor unconscious.


at the hospital

"Soubi! Soubi!", Ritsuka cried urgently. "Soubi…you promised to be by my side forever. Soubi…. Soubi!"

Tears leaked from Ritsuka's eyes as he looked at the motionless figure below him.

"Soubi…", he called, touching Soubi's cheeks.

"You feel so cold right now. Don't suddenly leave me Soubi.", Ritsuka whispered, climbing onto the hospital bed to hug him, to warm him.


"Excuse me, the visiting hours are over." A nurse said, waking Ritsuka, who had fallen asleep.

"Sorry", Ritsuka said, casting a look at Soubi. "I'll visit you again after school."

He stroked Soubi's fine, silvery hair and cast one last look at Soubi before leaving.

What time is it? He wondered as he hurried home. I hope I haven't broken the curfew.


Ritsuka sighed, staring at the ceiling. What had caused the mysterious fire? The witnesses had said the fire was so sudden and the police had said they hadn't found the cause. How come Soubi couldn't escape? He's so strong. Soubi…are you okay? I miss you so much, Soubi.

Ritsuka curled up on the bed and stared at his handphone, willing it to ring so he could hear Soubi's voice and know he was fine. But the phone stayed motionless.

Just then, a strong wind blew, causing the curtains of the windows to billow.

"Soubi!" Ritsuka exclaimed, jumping up. His happiness quickly evaporated when he realized it was just an errant wind. He tilted his head to the sky. Lightning flashed and thunder rumbled overhead. It was going to be a stormy night.


After school, Ritsuka immediately dashed to the hospital to see Soubi. He rejoiced when he saw Soubi had awakened.

"Soubi! You're awake! How do you feel?" he asked. But Soubi just looked at him blankly and asked, "Who are you?"