I've been calling and calling for you but you answer and I shut my mouth.
"Huh? What, why are you yelling?"
I've been searching and searching for you but myself I don't want to be found.
"I've been trying to get you're attention for like 5 minutes."
"Oh, sorry, I was just thinking."
"I need to talk to you."
"Okay…so what is it, is something wrong?"
You say I am, you say let go, you say believe, but it's not that easy for me. You say wait, you say right now, don't you see you're already one foot in the ground.
"No, nothings wrong really. I just, needed to tell you something, but it's hard for me."
"Well, take you're time, tell me when you're ready Spence."
You say… I've been wicked and wild and wrong, and I've wondered the price of my shame. I've been hiding my face for so long it's a wonder that you know my name.
"I, I told them. I told my parents."
"Wait, you what? Are you okay? What happened?"
You say come home, you say I'm here, you say there's some things you just can't control. You say let me, you say believe, why do you search for the answers you already know.
"Yeah, no, I mean, yes I'm okay I guess. My mom looked like she was going to explode. My dad was fine with it, but he had a really hard time trying to calm my mom down. She was screaming at me, oh god, Ashley she was screaming so much. So I just left, and I walked around for a while, and then I ended up here."
"Oh, Spence. I wish you would have let me be there for you. But I'm here now. You're safe here, I won't let anything happen to you. And I'm glad you told them, not just for me, but for you. I know how much you hated lying."
You say… I am the way and the light and the truth, don't be misled by the flight of your youth, have faith in the things you can't seem to believe, what if you had faith in me? You say rest here, this is your home. Don't you see that you knew I was here all along, you say…
"You can stay here as long as you want, you know that Spence."
"Thank you Ashley, for everything. You always make me feel so safe."
"Here, why don't you get some rest, it's been a long day."
"Yeah. Ashley? Do you think it will ever be okay?"
"I don't know. But what I do know is that we are here, now, and I love you, and I will take care of you. So try not to worry so much right now. I'll be right here, just rest now."
Note: I'm not sure of the title of these lyrics. The song is like a bonus song after Autumn & Me by Saving Jane.