Title: Self Destruct

Author: Tashuh Valery

Summary: Why is it that people don't start to care until it's too late? Only when you hit rock bottom do they see all the signs and clues you've been stringing along for them.

Disclaimer: J.K. Rowlings owns all the rights to Harry Potter, but I'd be happy if I could have Draco for maybe even just five minutes.

Rating: M for sex, drugs and language (Don't like, don't read)

Pairings: Mostly HGDM

Prologue:

Why is it that people don't start to care until it's too late? Only when you hit rock bottom do they see all the signs and clues you've been stringing along for them.

That's why I'm laying here in St. Mungo's, having my body drained of the drugs I overdosed on and the cuts on my wrists magically salved. It took them years to realize I was in self destruct mode. My best friends had failed to realize that I no longer wanted to live and I was doing all I could to end my life.

Maybe it would have been different had my parents shown a bit more love. Maybe it would have been different had my best friends not been so keen on ignoring me. Maybe it would have been different had I not given my fragile heart to a boy.