Anna and Mali weren't the only ones who gave surprise visits, The door closed with a loud bang that jolted me awake from my light sleep. I didn't really expect anyone besides Edward and Bella so I didn't open my eyes just yet. Heavy breathing could be heard somewhere on my right, I opened one eye, Jacob Black. I couldn't lie he was beautiful, his always copper skin and black hair pulled up in a long pony tail. I remembered him pulling me out of the water, pushing on my chest hopeing for me to breath. "Hi," I whispered, he jumped, "Oh, hello," he said awkwardly, I just stared at him as though I could see his mind through his pitch black pupils, another trick I learned from my angel. "I'm sorry did I wake you?" he asked gently, "Yes," he frowned, "oh, sorry," I felt the corners of my mouth lift slightly in an involuntary smile. I sighed, "it's okay, I've been sleeping to much anyway." He nodded, "I just wanted to see how you were doing," I nodded, "Fine, thanks to you," this time I did smile, "Thank you," I tried to make that full hearted but I was uncomfortable so it sounded somewhere in between cold hearted and full hearted, which some people would call half hearted but I wasn't anywhere near there so. "It's instinct, you know." Jacob waved his big hands around as he talked. "Yeah, usually a person would try to save someone after they jumped off of a cliff," I sighed and looked away from Jacob out the window.

I intimidated him, I sighed at that thought, I intimidated most people, except for Alex. "I just miss him so much," I said softly, "Ah, I know how that feels," Jacob said all knowingly, I looked over at him, "Do you?" he smiled sadly, "Unfortunately," then I remembered, he was best friends with Bella but she loves Edward. "You missed my mother so much you were willing to kill yourself?" I asked sort of muddled, Jacob laughed, "No, no, but she was my best friend, you know." I nodded, "I'm sorry my mother so stupid not to still be friends with you." I apologized, Jacob laughed again, "thank you, that just brightened my day," he laughed again, I was serious though. We were silent for a minute, "So," I said, "so" he repeated. I had the sudden urge to ask him, "so, how's life?" but I didn't. I sort of forgot that Jacob was like 30 something but when I remembered I blurted out, "How old are you?" he looked surprised, "34 almost 35." he said, "how old are you?" I smiled, I could play this game. "17 this December." Jacob frowned, "You don't seem 16," I sighed, "I know I look like I'm 14 but-" "No, I thought you were 18 or even 19, you talk more formally than I do." he laughed.

He was sort of a big kid in a way, only 10 times bigger and more responsible. "You know, Evelyn, I'm here anytime you need to talk, just a phone call away," he said softly, I looked at him, "thank you," he smiled and nodded, "I'm not going to pull a classic Jacob with you like I did to your mother." I smiled, I really actually appreciated that. Jacob turned and when his hand was on the doorknob I added, "you don't look like your in your 30s." Jacob threw back his head and laughed loudly, "That one really brightened my day!" I smiled, "glad I could help." his smile broadened, "I'll visit sometime soon, Evelyn Cullen." and then he was gone as fast as he came. Jacob didn't lie he did visit a lot, I guess we were friends now.

Today was the big day! I was going to be out of this prison the doctors called a hospital. I hobbled down the hall in sweats and a black thermal with crutches, my armpits hurt really bad. My head was getting better, the cuts were now either completely gone or they were white scars, the biggest scar on my cheek. All that was left of the big stuff was my broken leg. Bella sighed next tome, "I remember when my leg was broken, your dad wouldn't put me down." she giggled, I laughed too, that was so Edward. I looked around the hospital before I left, the empty feeling in my chest, my angel was here with me right? He was helping me. I took a deep breath, "Honey?" Bella looked down at me, she was only a few inches

taller than myself. "I'm fine, I'm just, Alex." I said, looking down at my chunky shoe. "I know, it will be better, I promise." she said stopping me in the middle of the white hallway for a tight hug. I nodded numbly, "I loved him, mama, I really did." I said softly. "I know," she wiped the little tear that had fallen down my scarred cheek. When we reached the automatic doors she said, "Ready to go home?" I smiled, "yes,"

Alice had gathered the welcoming committee at home for me, she also was seriously considering to bring a circus too, but Jasper convinced her not to. But there was cake and balloons, the cake was good, really, really, good. Scarlett and Wes were upstairs together, I guessed they were kissing, they were a cute couple. Wes was planning on telling her the family secret soon, my best friend Scarlett knowing my little secret, would she understand? She's been over here at the house for months now, talking to Wes, hanging out with me. I was excited I would finally be able to share everything with her like I could with Alex. When I looked at them I felt a little left out though, don't get me wrong I am really happy for them, but my brother and best friend kissing was kind of strange.

I sighed, and Ian and I played poker with Emmett finally Wes and Scarlett came down to join us. Scarlett was red in the face when I gave her, 'the look'. We both laughed, Wes and Ian looked confused, "what's so funny?" Wes asked putting an arm around her waist, "Girl stuff," I answered, and we both giggled again. "Do you want something to drink?" Wes asked, Scarlett smiled and nodded, "thank you," he kissed her on the cheek and left for the kitchen. "You and my brother, huh?" I asked, she nodded, "yeah," and giggled, she was boyfriend high, it made her even more beautiful than she already was, I remembered that feeling. I sighed, "Welcome to the family, Scarlett!" Alice said mysteriously, I broke into a thousand watt smile, Alice just had a vision, Scarlett would be my sister! I was happier than I ever remembered being after Alex died, those pills really do work I guess.

The doctors were ready for the bulky cast to be off, and I wouldn't have to take those crappy pills anymore to make me normal, I was so excited, Scarlett, who now knew our secret, was going with me. "Are you so happy or what?" she said excitedly, "Oh, yeah," every time I closed my eyes Alex was there, and I was safe at all times now. "Hey, Scarlett?" I asked after a while of silence. "Yes?" I smiled, "do you want to go visit Alex after this?" Scarlett turned to look at me. "Are you sure your ready for that?" she asked worried, "Yeah," Scarlett nodded, "Then lets go after your doctor's appointment." I smiled, "Good."

It was pretty cold for the beginning of September, it was Alex's birthday today, 18 years old. I came without Scarlett this time. Tears sprung from my eyes, "I miss you so much," I said, "Happy birthday," then for the first time since before the cliff diving, a vision came. I'd forgotten all about them. "Your what? 18 in September?" My angel sighed in my ear, "That's the plan." Tears were flowing so fast my vision blurred, " I'm starting school in a couple of days," I said, " It'll be scary without you." I bent down and sat on my knees in front of his stone. "Scarlett and Wes are together too, but you probably already know that." I nodded and looked away for a minute so the tears wouldn't come back, he didn't like it when I cried for him. " And I want to go to medical school, to be a doctor, the kind of doctor that works with kids who have cancer, I want to stop it, to find a cure!" I smiled, "You always wanted me to go to college, maybe before I get a job at a hospital I'll travel the world, but only if you willing to come with me." I paused, of coarse he didn't answer. A colored leaf floated down, at first I didn't notice it but when it landed on my head I laughed a bit. "I take that as a yes?" a soft breeze blew in my face, "I know your excited just don't blow me away." I smiled through the tears that came again.

Alex thought I would find somebody else, someone who can have the strength to pick me up bridle style and spin me around in circles, or go on adventures to England with me, it would never happen. I knew that for the rest of eternity I would never find somebody that I would love more than I love him, or he loves me. Alex didn't know that I never plan on even looking for someone other than him in the future. Alex Conner would be My Love always and for the rest of eternity. "I love you." I whispered and I placed the wild flowers I brought for him down and got up off of the cold hard ground and made my home to the big white Victorian house by the river.

…..The End…..(Well, not really)

Keep an eye out for a sequel, Evelyn has big plans for the future, or I have big plans in the future for Evelyn.

Oh, and I have some playlists I made up, if you liked the music in the story!

Evelyn's Music

From Yesterday- 30 Seconds to Mars

The Kill- 30 Seconds to Mars

Prelude 12/21- AFI

Miss Murder- AFI

Beautiful Love- The Afters

You Know I'm No Good- Amy Winehouse

Boston- Augustana

Diary Of Jane- Breaking Benjamine

The Scientist- Coldplay

Tremble for My Beloved- Collective Soul

Dreams- The Cranberries

Just Like Heaven- The Cure

Stolen- Dashboard Confessional

I Will Follow You Into The Dark- Death Cab For Cutie

Someday You Will Be Loved- Death Cab For Cutie

My Immortal- Evanescence

Here( In Your Arms)- Hellogoodbye

The Mixed Tape- Jack's Mannequin

Kill The Messenger- Jack's Mannequin

Suddenly I See- KT Tunstall

Indiana- Meg and Dia

Time is Running Out- Muse

Welcome to the Black Parade- My Chemical Romance

I'm Not Okay(I Promise)- My Chemical Romance

On the Radio- Regina Spektor

Fidelity- Regina Spektor

Samson- Regina Spektor

Lighthouse- The Hush Sound

River Flows In You- Yiruma

Alex's Playlist

Life is Beautiful- Vega4

I Caught Fire(In Your Eyes)- The Used

I Hate Everything About You- Three Days Grace

Pain- Three Days Grace

MakeDamnSure- Taking Back Sunday

Great Romances Of The 20th Century- Taking Back Sunday

The Older I Get- Skillet

Rebirthing- Skillet

Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol

Australia- The Shins

Phantom Limb- The Shins

Chemo Limo- Regina Spektor

Fidelity- Regina Spektor

Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Every Breath You Take- The Police

Cancer- My Chemical Romance

Welcome to the Black Parade- My Chemical Romance

Oh Dear- Matt Costa

Sweet Rose- Matt Costa

Read My Mind- The Killers

Starlight- Muse

Beautiful Love- The Afters

Attack- 30 Seconds to Mars

Sit Still- Brightwood

The Scientist- Coldplay

You Are The Moon- The Hush Sound

Love like Winter- AFI

First Love- Yiruma

Sorry those were so long, lol, I couldn't decide.