Diary entries from Fire Lord Ozai when he first came into power.

Dear Diary,
Day number four as Fire Lord. I love the power; I love the ability to control everything. And I think I love someone else as well. After my wife, Ursa, was...no longer with me...I decided I might as well start looking for a new wife. Well, I came across no likely candidates for the Fire Lady, but I have, however, fallen in love. It's not official yet, meaning I'm not sure if it's just a crush, which it very well could be. The thing I'm afraid of, is that my love, is a man. As Fire Lord, how can I possibly be with a man? My subjects look up to me, they adore me (of course, if they don't adore me I'll just burn them to a crisp) and most of all, I'm an idol. How can I go against our traditions and laws and be with a man? Oh, how I'm torn between two ways. Should I follow my heart, or my destiny?

Dear Diary,
It's been a while since I've written in you. Two weeks to be exact. The man I was writing about last has helped me through this difficult time (referring to losing my wife and becoming Lord). I think I was right, I have fallen in love. His name is Zhao, and he has the body of a god. His personality is bitter and sharp; complete uncaring for others and want of power. I love it. I love him. Oh, how I wish he would be mine. I promise myself I will win him over; and I will not let anyone know. It shall be our secret...

Dear Diary!!!
I am full of delight. It's been three days since I've written, and in those three days I have won over my man! We were just getting out of an important meeting, when I pulled him aside to promote him to Commander. As he turned to leave, I could no longer hold it in. I turned him to me and leaned in for the kiss, but before I could, he kissed me! I am so gleeful; afterwards we went for a long walk in the gardens, and it began to rain. I gave him my cloak to shield him from the drops, and he turned to me; he called me his Oh-oh. And I, in turn, named him my Zao-zao. I look forward to our next meeting, and hope it will bring new joys.

Dear Diary,
Nothing much to report today. I received beautiful flowers from an anonymous source, but had to burn them. Can't have my soldiers thinking I'm weak because I take joy in flowers, can I?

Dear Diary,
I saw Zhao again. It was only for a few seconds but we plan to meet in my room tomorrow night. I will write you after he leaves.

Dear Diary,
It's morning. Not night. Why is that? It's because he spent the night in my bed. Oh my god, diary, it was amazing. I'm only telling you because I know you won't tell anybody. Oh diary, you're the only person I can truly confide in. Well, on with my story, when he first came he brought wine, and we had a wonderful candle-light dinner in my chamber. After that we moved to my couch, where (with a few more glasses of wine) we became comfortable enough to make out for an incredibly long time. Suddenly he stopped kissing me, pulled away, and whispered in my ear; "Want to move to the bed?" I agreed! Oh, how I agreed! And diary, that was the most splendid night of my life. I never knew being with a man could be so wonderful! Oh, how I rejoice over the memories...but now I must go, for he is coming out of the bathroom and I do not wish for him to see me with you. Until we next speak, farewell diary.

Dear Diary,
I think my son, Zuko, spotted me with Zhao today. I'm not entirely sure, but I could tell from the sly smile that overcame his face, that he saw; that he saw me and Zhao. Fortunately, we were not doing anything other then holding hands, which I know was not visible from the angle my son was staring from. If he seems to know anything, then I'll do the only thing I can do. Banish him for some false reason; send him away to avoid my embarrassment, saying that he is my embarrassment. Yes, that's what I'll do if he seems to know too much.

Dear Diary,
I got laid again.

Dear Diary,
The Avatar is alive! I thought he had been killed along with all the other airbenders, but it turns out he is alive. At least, that is according to the Sages. They say within a few years, he will be completely able to fight, so we must act quickly. I need someone to send to retrieve him. I know Zhao is the best choice, but I do not want to lose him. I will lie to him and say the Avatar is not alive, anything just to let him stay.

Dear Diary,
Zuko knows. By-jove he knows! Time to set my plan into action. Within a year or two I will banish him for some false reason and send him off to capture the Avatar! This way, I kill two birds with one stone. (And I get to keep my Zhao!)


A/N: Okay...so I went from Love Letters to Diary entries...either way you know Ozai and Zhao were mental.