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"Bye Jake," I sighed as I turned to walk to my truck. I had spent another weekend in La Push, talking with Jake as he worked on his truck. It was always so hard to leave his house because the second I was sitting in my ancient vehicle, the hole in my chest seemed five times bigger then when I woke up that morning.
It started raining as I made my way home, big surprise. To keep myself busy I thought about what I would Charlie for supper and before I knew it, I was pulling into the driveway. I kept my head straight and looked forward; avoiding areas that brought back painful memories.
I felt the hole in my chest begin to rip open as I thought this and hurried towards the front door, barely catching myself as I tripped on a rock. I stumble into the kitchen and began to prepare dinner. I decided on spaghetti as I went through the fridge. While the noodles boiled I went upstairs to write my mom an email.
It took me about five minutes to finish and then I headed back downstairs to finish dinner. Charlie walked through the door right as I finished setting the table. "Hey Bells. Have a good time with Jake?"
"Yah Dad. We had a lot of fun. Did you have a good day at work?"
"Ugh…" he shrugged, "so what did you guys do?"
"Just stuff," I could feel an interrogation coming and decided that I wasn't up for it tonight. "Here's your dinner," I set a plate of food in front of him, "I'm going to go to bed now, G'night." I hugged him and headed back upstairs, tripping on the last step.
Without thinking, I grabbed my bag of toiletries the second I walked through my door and went to the bathroom. It was one of my shortest showers ever, I washed my hair and turned off the water. I caught a glimpse of myself and stopped to take a closer look. The girl in the mirror, could only be me. My skin was pathetically pale, and I had slight bags under my eyes. My lips were somehow stuck in an dejected frown, and my eyes seemed to be filled with ancient grief and anguish. I sighed and got dresses in pajama shorts and an oversized T-Shirt.
As I walked back to my room, I could've sworn I saw a white flash near the window. I cringed as I felt the hole in my chest begin to tear open. I sighed and crawled into bed. As I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep, I felt something cold on my arm and my eyelids shot open, and I sat up.
Again, I was positive I saw a flash of white, right beside me. I closed my eyes and held my arms fast against my aching chest, attempting to brush off the thought, an layed back down.
I dream I was in the meadow again. My subconscious told me to stop, for I knew I would regret this, but I couldn't. I cherished moments like this too much… I was walking slowly out into the middle of the field. I closed my eyes and breathed in the scent of hundreds of wild flowers. And then I opened my eyes, and he was standing ten feet in front of me. My heart leaped, and I started to run to him, but I never got any closer…
I shuddered and wrenched my eyes open. I felt the hole in my chest rip open with a thousand times the force as ever, I felt tears forming at the corners of my eyes and my breathing came in gasps as I tried to control myself.
I sat up and tried to rub the tears away from my eyes. I glanced towards the corner of my room once more, and let out a mixture of a gasp and a cry.
"Bella," He breathed.
I gripped my bed sheets to keep myself from jumping up and felt my eyes grow wide, filling my expression with a mixture of sheer glee and utter confusion. My fists flew to my eyes and I rubbed them, unable to believe what I was seeing.
"Bella," He sighed once more, laughing weakly. And then, Edward started to walk towards my bed.
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