Disclaimer I don't own Twilight.

A/N: I will be switching POVS constantly in this story. Some of it won't be accurate, so just bear with me.


I was broken and I'm still broken today. Even though I have Jacob with me, I just curl up into a ball and let the misery have me. The hole won't go away, no matter how much I love Jacob and my little daughter Alice.

When Jacob and I finally got married, I saw his face in my mind and I couldn't think anymore. He told me to be happy, but I could never be happy now. Not without Edward…