sorry for not writing for a while...Thank you so much to my new editors Production of Punk and Melting Gold...thank you so much,...

The Reason I Wear Red Lipstick

It's been five days and I continued to smell Edward's scent. At first I paid no attention to it, but's starting to bother me. I've been having the same dream- the one with the boy in the room with no windows. The only thing I keep hearing him say is... 'you've've come'. But what does that mean? It has to have a meaning…

The other vampires don't seem to like me very much; I wonder why. I haven't spoken to Sola in a while. After my accident with Sarmad, she somewhat avoids the idea of me being with her. It's night, but all the other vampires are out in the small town. Since they're gone, I'm free to walk about and not cause any trouble.

I ran into Eira, who seemed to be up to something. Thinking about it now, why was she out there? She's not allowed outside past two in the morning, even if she is a guardian. I'm sure she's up to something and I'm going to find out what it is.

She stood behind a tree, wearing a light blue dress, her pale skin more noticeable now, than before. She seemed to be waiting for someone and I was determined to know who. Her scent blew with the wind and it was unbelievingly irresistible.

I sat on a tree branch, watching her as she rocked back and forth on her feet. As I watched, I noticed a dark figure moving about. It came closer and closer towards her. I finally noticed who it was Sarmad. Her head snapped up when she saw him and she ran to him. She gave him a hug and he returned it. 'So that's how they really act'…the rest of the vampires didn't seem to like the idea of Eira being so close to Sarmad.

I saw him lean in and they started making out. Not the kind of kissing you see a young couple do out in the street. No. This was a deep passionate kiss. I smiled to myself and wished that I was kissing someone passionately, but that won't be happening anytime soon.

I decided it was enough to see and walked back to the dorms.

"Why are you here?" I heard someone talking, although the person seemed to be far off. I had better hearing than any normal vampire.

"Don't joke with me. Tell me why you're here," the same person kept talking.

"It's not my decision to be here." another voice answered. I was sure it belonged to a man.

"Then whose is it?"


I walked up very quietly to see who was having this interesting conversation. I saw a boy with blond hair-I didn't see his face, but by the way he smelled, I knew who he was... Josh Tani. The other man was harder to make out.

"What does he want? Why are you here? Are you trying to have us discovered?" Josh yelled at the man.

"No, but the ball will be held here and he wanted to come."

"That's still no excuse. He will have us exposed. You must keep him from the others." Josh spoke.

"That's not the only reason," the man spoke.

"What do you mean?"

"She's here and he's been wanting to meet her for a very long time,"

She's here. What does he mean? He can't be talking about me- that's impossible. What does he want with me...unless... I looked at the man again. I saw a glimpse of his face and froze. No! Why are you here? No- why? Tears formed in my eyes.

"Aro, please- it's for the best. I know she'shere, but he will have to wait. Our secret will be exposed. He's not tamed enough."

"Don't you dare speak rudely of him! He's well tamed- maybe better than you!" Aro slapped Josh across the face. I ran as quietly and quickly as possible. I stopped at a tree that was near the front gate. I saw a person walk up to the gate. The smell of Edward ran through my nose even stronger than before.

The person at the gate was no human, but vampire. I wasn't sure if I should walk up to the gate or not. But before I could decide, someone else walked up. "Oh, hello...we've been expecting you." It was the Chairman at the gate.

"Yes...well sorry for arriving so late," That voice…

"That's all right. You'll fit in well with the other vampires, but I'm not so sure about the new student. She doesn't seem to be liked by the other vampires. Then again...she is different and unique...and oh my...she is the strongest and most powerful vampire I have ever seen. She's stronger than the vampires from Italy, but the poor girl...she seems to lock herself in her room all day," the Chairman was talking about me.

"Oh, how rude of me-my name is Dalton Nebula. But I'm sure you already know that; you can read minds. There are no secrets around here," laughed the chairman.

"Well, my name is Edward Cullen." That did it. I ran as far as I could go. Why is Edward here? Why me? Why now?

sorry that it's short...