Hey everyone. I have different ideas for this story but I'm not too sure how to go about putting them into the story. Well I hope you like it.
Zero was standing there and I couldn't believe the look on his face. Kaname released me and looked him dead on.
"You were the one so bent on protecting her and yet you yourself decide to sink your teeth in for a taste," Zero said coldly with this sharp look in his eyes that felt like it was going to pierce straight through Kaname. Kaname slightly smiled and looked like he was silently chuckling to himself.
"You should know more than me. I mean I know you have always wanted a taste of human blood, not to mention how delicious Yuki's probably is. I admit it was way out of line for me to even go as far as I did but I am firstly a vampire and sometimes I can myself get caught up in the moment. Sure, I have a lot of self control but when it comes to Yuki I seem to lose it little by little."
I stood there in shock and fear. Tears ran down my face. Zero was staring at Kaname and he had this look in his eye of surprise and it felt like Zero somewhat understood what he was saying and he lowered his gun and both of them stood there glaring into the other's eyes. I didn't realize how much I was trembling.
They both looked at me and then looked worried.
"Yuki, please understand…..we got carried away…" Kaname said having sympathy in his eyes. He knew what he did and he regretted it but all I could do was stand there. I looked over at Zero who looked just as sad as Kaname looked. I tried to take a deep breath but I couldn't. I just stood there in shock and I started breathing heavily. I didn't know what to do. My vision was getting blurry and I my knees started to wobble. I wanted to catch myself, but what would I do after that?
These two I had come to love were both before me and both looking at me with sadness in their eyes. I didn't know what to do. I closed my eyes and thought carefully to myself about the situation and I slowly reopened my eyes drenched in tears.
"All of this….this has all been a lie….I thought something that is false….I know now how foolish I am….I don't need either of you….life would be easier if I hadn't met you…..I can't handle this pain anymore…." Was this all I could say? I knew what I was saying was somewhat a lie but it had some truth in it. Did I truly love them? Yes, I did. But was it truly worth everything I had to go through? That's what I truly had to think. I looked at both of them, they were both speechless. I chuckled softly to myself and closed my eyes. This time I didn't open them back up but instead I collapsed onto the cold hard ground.
Knocked unconscious I was losing a grip on everything I was feeling. I let all my feelings spill out upon the ground as I lay there and what felt like I was dying. I couldn't believe how easy it was to just lay there and let everything go. I didn't know what to say or what to do but I knew whatever I did I felt that if I stayed asleep and never woke up I wouldn't have to deal with any of this mess.
Well this changed when I woke up in a bed in the chairman's room and I was face to face with both Kaname and Zero. All this emotion came into me and I was once again in the same situation and faced with the two people I wanted to disappear but no matter how much I wished it they stayed right there looking at me with worry and it wasn't fair. They needed to leave.
"….leave….please..."I barely whispered from my soft colorless lips. I kept repeating 'leave' over and over again. So much anger was in me yet there was so much sorrow countering it I felt it would be easier if I were to just die. It'd make it all go away. I slowly closed my eyes and went to sleep wishing when I would wake up this would all be over.
Alright that's it for now. I know it's short but I have other stuffs to do. And I'm really sad right now. My boyfriend just broke up with me a couple days before one of our anniversaries and quite frankly I'm not in the mood to write so sorry if it sucks.