Hello i do have many stories to update and here i am sigh updating a story i could wait with…shame on me…but i love SasoDei so deeply…

Disclaimer; I do not own Naruto


Deidara opened his eyes and yawned,

He noticed he was in Sasori's room and stopped to think for a second as the memories from yesterday came to his brain.

Deidara flushed pink and buried his head into Sasori's pillow sniffing the scent of Sasori.

The door opened but Deidara's eyes were closed as he breathed in Sasori's scent.

"Good morning…sleepy head!" Sasori greeted and Deidara looked up with a shade of pink over his face and smiled

"G-good morning,un.." Deidara replied a bit shy after yesterday.

"You're cute when you're blushing, i wouldn't allow you blushing around others …" Sasori said and Deidara went even redder and Sasori chuckled lightly and Deidara just went redder, Sasori walked to Deidara and kissed his lips lightly and hugged him tightly as it knocked on the door.

"Mom, always desturbs us in the begining.." Sasori muttered and Deidara laughed

"I wouldn't take another round right now anyway,un…" Deidara said and leaned back into bed.

"What is it mom?" Sasori asked and Sarni smiled and she smiled even more when she noticed Deidara

"Oh, I just forgot i got to go to my job now….have fun boys!" Sarni said and walked away.

"She said she forgot beacuse -cough-" Deidara began coughing and burst out of Sasori's room into his own room searching through the desk.

Sasori watched him and when Deidara picked up a little box with pills in Sasori tilted his head noticing the blonde taking two pills with a glass of water.

"Deidara…" Sasori said worried and Deidara smiled to him and walked away.

"I have two things to ask, You ran out naked you know that don't you? And what's with the coughing Dei-chan? Are you sick?" Sasori asked and Deidara smiled once again tapping Sasori's shoulder and began dressing himself.

"Okay, I know i ran out naked,un…and i'm…sick yes..un" Deidara said and Sasori eyed him noticing he was pretty healthy on the outside and nothing but the coughing.

"Deidara…just tell me already.." Sasori whispers and Deidara smiles caring.

"Don't bother,un!" Deidara replies and Sasori clenches his fists and slams it into the desk

"I DIDN'T ASK! DAMN IT ! ANSWER ME ALREADY!" Sasori shouted and Deidara looked at him an sighed.

"I…have a sickness Sasori…un…I can't get rid of it but i can make it un noticible,

It is just noticible for myself….un" Deidara replies and Sasori's eyes widen as he hears his lover say this.

"Baby…." Sasori whispers and looks at Deidara waiting for more explanation

"I get sick beacuse of my sadness,un…

The medicine helps me and the coughing doesn't really have anything to do with it…

But i remembered when i coughed..un" Deidara says and suddendly arms wrap around him.

"I'll be here for you…" Sasori whispers and Deidara pushes him lightly away,

"School…un" Deidara tease and Sasori sighs

"I know let's go i'm done .." Sasori says and Deidara smiles happily as he walks after his Sasori.


"Don't worry about me Sasori-danna!" Deidara shouts as he runs away to school before Sasori, Sasori raised an eyebrow an memorised the words the blonde just said

'Sasori-danna'?.

Deidara walked slowly into the school not knowing why he was so sad today.

"Hey kid i haven't seen you around?"

A voice said and jerked Deidara out of his thoughts, a raven haired boy looked at him and Deidara felt himself getting scared as he saw onyx eyes filled with lust pure lust…

Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity

To seize everything you ever wanted, one moment

Would you capture it, or just let it slip? Yo

Sasori notices Itachi trying to flirt with a scared Deidara and his anger boils.When he is going to go behind school to take his Dei back he gets stopped by hands.

"Awww, your not going to destroy this? Our boss is having fun!" Two boys said holding him.

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy

There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti

He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready

To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'

What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud

Deidara bits his lip looking into onyx orbs dancing away into trance he can't do anything,

Sasori will hate him.

He want to scream after him he tries.

He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out

He's chokin' how, everybody's jokin' now

The clock's run out, time's up, over, BLOW!

Itachi pushes him down onto the back and goes on four over him licking his lips.

Snap back to reality, oh, there goes gravity

Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked, he's so mad

But he won't give up that easy, no, he won't have it

He knows his whole back's to these ropes

It don't matter, he's dope

He knows that, but he's broke, he's so stagnant that he knows

Deidara tries to push away but his arms are failing him they betray him while he needs them the most.

When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's

Back to the lab again, yo, this whole rhapsody

He better go capture this moment and hope it don't colapse on him

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, you better never let it go

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime

Sasori tries to push them away again notcing that Itachi and Deidara isn't standing anymore

"This is bad! I'm going to betray him! When he needs me the most"

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, you better never let it go

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime

The soul's escaping through this hole that is gaping

This world is mine for the taking, make me king

As we move toward a, new world order

A normal life is boring, but superstardom's close to post-mortar

It only grows harder, only grows hotter

He blows us all over, these hoes is all on him

Itachi pushes his hand down Deidara's pants and Deidara pulls away.

Coast to coast shows, he's known as the globetrotter

Lonely roads, god only knows he's grown farther from home

He's no father, he goes home and barely knows his own daughter

But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water

These hoes don't want him no mo', he's cold product

They moved on to the next schmoe who flows

He nose dove and sold nada

So the soap opera is told and unfolds, I suppose it's old partner

But the beat goes on da da dum da dum da da

"Wow, wow you're getting tough.." Itachi whispers and licks Deidara's earshell and Deidara's body won't listen to him.

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, you better never let it go

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, you better never let it go

You only get one shot do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime

Sasori shots his head up in anger and kicks behind himself the both boys flying backwards and Sasori is panting on all the four as he realises that he might be to late.

No more games, I'ma change what you call rage

Tear this mothafuckin' roof off like 2 dogs caged

I was playin' in the beginnin, the mood all changed

"Back off Itachi!" Sasori hisses and Itachi turns around from Deidara meeting Sasori's gaze,

"Is it my guardian angel!" Itachi said smirking to Sasori who clenches his fists.

"I won't take it any longer, Deidara isn't yours, and two he doesn't even want you!" Sasori growls remembering his past.

I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage

But I kept rhymin', stepped writin' the next cypher

Best believe somebody's payin' the pied piper

All the pain inside amplified by the fact

That I can't get by with my nine to five

And I can't provide the right type of life for my family

Cuz man, these goddamn food stamps don't buy diapers

Sasori is sitting in the middle of everyone he's being teased for his hair, it's so red,

It's not his fault,their picking on him,

Itachi was there too the one he liked but not anymore…Betrayal the word Sasori hated the most…

"SASORI IS A RED HEAD!!" The boys shouted and Sasori brust into sobs.

"I'm weak…" he whispers to himself

And there's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer

This is my life, and these times are so hard

And it's getting even harder tryin' to feed and water my seed, plus

Teetertotter caught up between bein a father and a prima donna

Baby mama drama screamin on and too much for me to wanna

Stay in one spot, another day of monotony

Has gotten me to the point I'm like a snail

I've got to formulate a plot or end up in jail or shot

Success is my only mothafuckin' option, failure's not

Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go

I cannot grow old in Salem's lot

So here I go with my shot, feet fail me not

This may be the only opportunity that I got

Sasori's past was gone now,

No one teased him the girl thought it was hot with the red hair and Sasori had Deidara.

"Go back to teasing people.." Sasori growls holding on to Deidara and Deidara is scared holding on to Sasori's shirt.

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, you better never let it go

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime

"My chance of being the hero.." Sasori think as Itachi walks away slowly somewhat smirking.

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, you better never let it go

You only get one shot do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime

You can do anything you set your mind to, man

"What was that a-about?u-un?" Deidara asks and i hug him tighter

"Nothing baby, Don't bother he is gone for now.." Sasori whispers and Deidara smiles into his chest sobbing a bit.

"No more sobbing please Dei-chan…" Sasori whispers and Deidara nods trying to break of the sobs.

Deidara; I WAS SO SCARED!

Sasori; My bed always makes you feel better ight?? winkwink

Deidara; You mean when you shove your dick up my ass? Sure it's pleasure but not always..

Sasori; pout

Me;Okay….guys i'm ending this now

Bye and please review the song was Lose Yourself by Eminem in the movie 8 mile !

I thought i fit the scene or???!!

Please review