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Song is Unfaithful by Rihanna.


Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

I don't want to do this. I didn't ask to fall in love with two men. Why did it happen to me?

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

I do love him, but I love someone else too. I don't want to hurt either of them.

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I can't hurt either of them. I just can't.

I don't want to do this anymore

I don't want to be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't want to hurt him anymore

I don't want to take away his life

I don't want to be…

A murderer

I did what she said. I chose one name I wanted to be with. But I didn't want to hurt my husband. I can't break his heart; I can't possibly break his heart when he risked his life to save me from being killed in a fire.

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As he reluctantly

Asks if I'm going to be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

I think he's beginning to suspect something's up, though. Hesitating when he asked me to adopt his daughter most likely didn't help matters. I love her, but I know if I hurt him, I'll hurt her too. Can I possibly be okay with hurting both of them?

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

No, I can't. I just can't.

I don't want to do this anymore

I don't want to be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't want to hurt him anymore

I don't want to take away his life

I don't want to be…

A murderer

But on the other hand, there's my other half's lover and father of my child. It would be most logical for me to be with him. Wouldn't it?

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't want to do this

Anymore

Uh

Anymore (anymore)

Hurting either of them would be exactly like one of them being stabbed in the gut. I can't betray my husband…but I can't get rid of these feelings I have for the father of my child.

I don't want to do this anymore

I don't want to be the reason why

And every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

And I don't want to hurt him anymore

I don't want to take away his life

I don't want to be…

A murderer (a murderer)

I can't hurt either of them, but right now I'm probably hurting both of them.

No no no no

Oh, what's a girl to do?

Yeah yeah yeah


I'm finished.

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Much Love, April Dawn :-)