DISCLAIMER: Yes, I am a member of Relient K. I admit it. Umm….

NOT!!! I am just a fan. Song is Which to Bury; Us or the Hatchet by Relient K; characters are owned by ABC Daytime soap One Life to Live. I own nothing, not even the notebook I wrote in; my mom bought that.


Why did this happen?

I think you know what I'm getting at

I find it so upsetting that

The memories that you select

You keep the bad but the good you just forget

How could she forget about us? How could she ignore my love for her and sleep with him? First a convict, then him? Why?!

And even though I'm angry I can still say

I know my heart will break the day

I go rushing to the hospital to make sure she's all right…and she has to go blurting out that she slept with him? How could she be so oblivious to what my reaction would be?

When you peel out and drive away

I can't believe this happened

I know I was with another woman, but we're nothing more than friends. She has to know that. I know that I will always love her and have never stopped. I just want to be with her. But how can I possibly forgive her for sleeping with him?

And all this time I never thought

That all we had would be all for not

Why did she have to go and do it?

No, I don't hate you

Don't want to fight you

Know I'll always love you

But right now I just don't like you

Know I don't hate you

Don't want to fight you

Know I'll always love you

But right now I just don't like you

Cause you took this too far

And how will the kids react? I mean, she's their mother for Pete's sake; she can't just go around town acting like a tramp! She has a responsibility to them…and to me. Is she so blind that she can't see that?

Make your decision and don't you dare think twice

Go with your instincts along with some bad advice

This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all

You blame me but some of this is still your fault

Why didn't she accept my ring? Why did she give up on us?

I tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge

I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge

I think you know what I'm getting at

You said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that

I really didn't mean to make her fall off that roof. I didn't want to kill our baby and almost her. This is all just the crazy lunatic's fault; can't she see that? If he had just told me where my son was, it never would have happened. And I was so scared when she almost died…I didn't want to lose her; I didn't know how I could go on if I did. Can't she see that?

And wisdom always chooses

These black eyes and these bruises

And how the heck did her lover beat me up so badly? I'm stronger than he is! I am.

Over the heartache that they say

Never completely goes away

I just can't believe this happened

And one day we'll see this come around

How could she do it? I just don't understand. How could she sleep with him when she so clearly knows I love her? What was she thinking? I love her, and I always will. I just want her to be with me, not him.

What happened to us

I heard that it's me we should blame

What happened to us

Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way

And know that I don't hate you

And know that I don't want to fight you

And know that I'll always love you

But right now I just don't like you

But right now I just don't like you

Cause you took this too far.


I'm done.

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Luv ya,

April Dawn