Disclaimer: Hey, um, yeah, I don't own Hannah Montana 'cause if I did I sure as hell wouldn't be writing this right now. ;P Lol
Miley paced back and forth nervously. She was trying to build up her confidence before she faced her friends. About 15 minutes ago she had called Lilly and Oliver and asked them to meet her at the beach, at the same spot where she had first told Oliver she was Hannah. She peered through the bush and saw both of them there, casually leaning on the big rock and talking. Miley bit her lip. This was a mistake, she shouldn't have called them. No! Don't say that! Go out there and face your friends right now! Her inner voice told her. She took a deep breath. She could do this, she could.
After all, I Got Nerve She told herself, punning her song. Miley rubbed her hands together. She took a deep breath and stepped forward out of the bushes. Lilly and Oliver turned to face her. "Hey guys," Miley called as she walked up to them.
"Hey Miles," Oliver said in response.
"Sup Miley, so what did you want to tell us?" Lilly asked, getting straight to the point.
"Um, yeah, it's big news, really big, huge and..."
"Miley! Just get on with it already!" Lilly said impatiently.
"Right..." Miley took a deep breath. It was now or never. "Ok...ok..."
"Miley!" Oliver said, "hurry up!" Miley nodded and took another deep breath.
"Ok...the truth is...I found out, or realized, that I am..." She nervously clenched and unclenched her fists, "I am a...lesbian," She finished. Miley bit her lower lip as she stared at her friends, waiting for a reaction. Both looked shocked at this new information.
"Say what?" Oliver said, tilting his head.
"I'm, I'm a lesbian...I like girls," Miley said again. She felt scared now. I told you this was a bad idea! The voice in her head screamed. Oliver made a sort of half chuckle in his throat.
"Umm...I'm not sure what to say to that but um...I don't have a problem with it and uh...thanks for telling us...and, well I'm not good with word so, yeah..." He said. Miley smiled.
"It's okay Oliver, thanks for being ok with it," She said. He smiled at her and nodded. Miley turned to Lilly who still looked shocked. "Lilly?" Miley said. Lilly blinked.
"Did you just say that you're...?" Lilly started. Miley nodded. "No way, no way!" Miley kept nodding. "No way, uh uh, that's not true! You...you're joking! You've got to be joking!" Lilly said hesterically. Miley looked hurt. She never expected Lilly to act like this.
"Lilly, I'm not joking. It's really true," Miley said. Lilly shook her head.
"No, no it's not! You can't be...you can't be!" She said.
"Lilly?" Miley said in a hurt voice. She took a step forward and reached out. Lilly jumped back from Miley as if she were poison.
"Get away from me you fucking homo!" She yelled. Miley let her arm fall limply to her side. She looked at Lilly with a hurt and shocked expression written on her face. The two stared at each other. Then Lilly turned and ran without a single word. Miley watched her run away. Tears were whelling up in her eyes. She turned and looked at Oliver. Oliver pulled her into a tight hug. Miley buried her face in his chest.
"Don't cry Miles, it'll be fine, everything's going to be ok," He said in a soothing voice. Miley said something but it was muffled because she still had her face buried in his chest. "What?" He asked. Miley looked up at him.
"It's not going to be ok Oliver," She said, "Didn't you see the way she looked at me when I said that? The way she jumped back when I reached out towards her, what she called me..." She trailed off. Twins tears went down her cheeks. Oliver wiped one away with his thumb.
"Don't worry Miley, I know Lilly and she'll come around sooner or later," He said. Miley shook her head.
"You may have known Lilly for longer but I know her better. I could see the fear and...and hate that suddenly filled her eyes when she realized it, you couldn't see it but I could," Miley said sadly.
"Hate? Miles, Lilly could never hate you," He said. Miley looked down.
"It's hard enough telling my friends about my sexuality but it's even harder when one of them doesn't accept me, especially when I've had a crush on her for a very long time," Miley said in a low voice. Oliver blinked. Miley liked Lilly? Liked? He didn't know what to say. He pulled her into a tight hug again.
"Don't worry Miley, everything's going to be okay." Miley hugged him back and tried to make herself believe what he said even though she knew nothing was going to be alright.
Lilly kept running. Where was she running to? She didn't know, she just knew she had to run. Running felt good, it made everything fade away until there was nothing in the world but her feet pounding against the hard cement. But this time even running couldn't help her. She finally stopped when she got tired and her lungs felt as if they were on fire. She sat down on someone's front lawn as she tried to catch her breath.
Why did she run away from Miley like that? She didn't have an answer to that. Why had she jumped back from her touch or yell at her like that? Why, why why? She didn't know. Miey was her friend, so why the hell couldn't she get over the fact that Miley was a lesbian? Why'd it effect her so badly? Was she homophobic? That's stupid! But if it wasn't true then why'd she run from Miley? What the hell was going on with her?!
The next day Miley was at school. She had to face Lilly today and vice versa even if they didn't want to, their lockers were side by side. Miley was both relieved and sad when she saw that Lilly wasn't there. She quickly grabbed her books and headed towards her first period class. On the way there she passed by Lilly. The two made eye contact for a moment then Lilly averted her gazed and walked by. Miley sighed and continued towards class.
Lilly still wasn't sure what the hell was wrong with her. She still couldn't face Miley. Last night she had tried many times to call her and apologize but found that she somehow couldn't make her finger push the seven simple numbers that were Miley's phone number. Lilly groaned and got her books. Wait, she had first, second, and third period with Miley. Shit.
Lilly walked to her class and took her seat in front of Miley with even glancing at her. Miley looked at the back of Lilly's head sadly before sighing and putting her head down. She didn't want to lose her best friend!
And that's how the days went on. Lilly simply ignored Miley, ignored the fact that she even existed. As for Miley, she was going through torture. Having to see Lilly, beautiful and goregous Lilly, every day but not talking to her. Not saying hi or joking around with her or being friends with her. She was forced to lust over Lilly but never being able to have her and that was the sweetest torture ever.
A/n: That's sad...I had more that I was going to put in there but I don't have time...tell me what you think. I feel it went by too fast, rushed.