This is all mostly about mikan and natsume haha so hope you like it
still cant sleep , natsume?... well it is your fault after all
my fault?! How can it be my fault?!?
It all her fault!
I couldn't take it anymore I was screaming inside
The most annoying part ……
That stupid fucking incident keeps playing in my head
I was walking on the hallway going to the cafeteria to get my lunch
As always I was alone
Ever since ruka and hotaru got together a year ago it's been like this most of the time
I still had fan girls chasing me around
Everything was normal for me
As soon as I was about to turn right to the corner
There it was mikan making out with some random guy
Every week someone different
With my eyes wide open seeing the girl I love making out
"oh sorry hyuuga san we didn't know you were there" said the boy with silver hair and green eyes and a smirk on his face
last week it was some guy with black hair and blue eyes I don't really keep count
oh and yeah did I mention that she just became so powerful that she mastered her alice and would always nullify mine so wouldn't be able to hurt any of them
that darn slut just became smarter and more beautiful
I always wondered what happened to that girl I use to love I still do and I know that she would change back someday
I just have to wait
But the hell with it! How many fucking years does she want me to wait!
the worst part of it all is that I was the one that would always catch her with some guy
almost everyday it would be like this
the story of my life……
"Hyuuga?! Why the hell are you doing staring at us? Your starting to freak me out! Would you just give us some privacy here! Just get lost loser!" she said in such a harsh tone
"oh sorry polka-dots… wait… why the hell am I saying sorry?! If you want some privacy get a room, slut! Its not my fault that I had to run into you guys at the hallway!"
"whatever, lets just get out of here that perverted freak just wont stop" she said while walking away with that guy
End of flashback
Why did that sweet innocent girl have to turn into a slut?!
Yup. He's right our dear innocent little mikan has turn into a slut.
Almost every night Natsume wouldn't be able to sleep
He goes to missions more often so that it would keep his mind of mikan.
Why you ask mikan grew up as a slut well its pretty simple
Its all Natsume's fault
2 years ago
Mikan a 14 year old little girl was in love
Yes our cheery innocent little girl was in love with the hottest boy in school
But this kind of love was different
She never fell for his looks
Or for his popularity
Or for how good he was at everything
Being mikan she wouldn't look at the outside but at the inside
She was the only girl that could actually go near him and have a talk with him
They were like brother and sister
And being like brother and sister
He would be so arrogant at times bossy and yet there are moment were he would be so sweet
She was also the dense type
Natsume loved her it wasn't that obvious
but if you were that girl who would always sit next to him during free time
If you were that girl you would go to when you couldn't sleep and go up on the roof and just watch the stars together
You would know.
Our little mikan was just too dense.
But she knew someday they would be together and she would love him no matter what
Until one day
Mikan was walking silently it was still too early to make noise since some students were still asleep
She woke up too early today and decided to go and see natsume
Even if he did still call her names and insult her all the time she would still sit with him even if no words were spoken from his mouth
Whenever she would have a problem she would go to him
He wouldn't talk at first and tell her to go away
But she would still keep talking
She knew he would listen and he would always have the solution to her problems
She wasn't really sure if he loved her or even liked her but she didn't really care
But she always knew she was considered a friend and he cared for her
That's why she loved staying with natsume
He was always there for her even if he didn't show it
Getting back to out story…
Mikan was walking towards the sakura tree
He heard her talking Persona he didn't notice her there but persona knew she was there listening to what he had to say
"Natsume you're falling behind on these missions. You're getting too soft"
"it's that sukura girl? Am I right?"
mikan could hear every single word
"you love her don't you?"
mikan was shocked
she never noticed natsume was getting soft towards her she never even knew natsume had feelings for her. But her hearts started to beat so fast her she wanted to hear the answer so bad and hoped he loved her back
Natsume's eyes widen
Persona knew that natsume loved her but to protect everyone in this school he had to do this even if he didn't want to.
"what make you think I would ever love an idiot like her?" he said in such a cold voice he was lying he loved that girl more than anyone in the world but he didn't want her to get hurt
those word were replaying in mikan's head over and over again
tears started to pour out of her beautiful hazel eyes
natsume heard someone crying behind the tree
"yeah Persona. How could he love an idiot like me?"
Natsume's eyes widen in shock
He never ment to hurt he
He really did love he but she just couldn't watch her get hurt because of him
Persona left into the shadows.
Just leaving mikan and natsume
"i .. i'm sor…"
"don't say anything natsume its not your fault I just thought you loved me too. God I feel so stupid!"
natsume's hair was covering his crimson eyes now filled with tears
"I think I should go now natsume. And i think its best if we don't stay together anymore i might just bring you down in your work and add more weight to your back."
"whats the use if i stay with you if you hate me so i'll be going then so this is goodbye hyuuga san" she left with tears falling none stop from her eyes
"I never said I hated you baka" he said to no one in particular
"im so sorry mikan"
mikan's heart was shattered after that incident
she skiped classes for a few days she didn't eat too
after a few nights in her room all alone she went up on her roof
"I knew you would come up someday" natsume said as if nothing happened
"….." she stayed at the other end so that she would be alone
natsume wanted to cry but he couldn't he wanted to say sorry and say that he truly loved him but he couldn't
no one really knew what happened to her
Natsume acted as if nothing happened
Being pretty little mikan she had fan boys a lot of them
She started dating them one by one a new one every week
Natsume became jealous because of this act
He saw them together at central town
Every night she would go up to her roof even if she knew natsume was there she would ignore him
"i don't want you dating with random people"
"don't talk to me i don't care as long as you stop seeing them" he just couldn't take it anymore
" why should i listen to you hyuuga san? you don't even care?" she just went down back to her room
she stoped crying already she faced the facts even if she didn't really know the truth exaclly.
It but after that night
Natsume saw them making out
Right in front of him
End of flash back
Just so you know Persona isn't evil or anything
He never wanted to this he kinda cared for the little girl and was proud of her sometimes for being herself and not minding what other people would say or how much they insulted her
But he had to do this for the sake of the academy
For the sake of natsume if he wouldn't focus something could happen to him
And it was the only way
And he knew in a few years mikan would be joining him
He knew that the academy would make her go on these missions someday
Hope you liked the first chapter please review