If I should stay,

If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way.

I could not take it any longer. I needed him, just thinking about what he said to me the day in the forest takes me to my knees. Why could he not love me? What had been what we had? Was it all just a joke? Did he never love me? Was I making a fool out of myself the whole time thinking that something so great could possibly love me? I knew the answer to all of these questions and even after I tell myself that he never loved me and he was just playing a cruel joke, I can't stop myself from loving him.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you.

I think of everything we had together, all the fun things we have done. All of the things he has told me. I need him even if he does not need me. Being with him always made me happy no matter what, even just sitting in his arms. I will never forget those times of me being happy. Being in love.

Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.

So I have decided that if I can't live with him, I will not live at all.

So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

After everything that has happened to me you would think I would hate him. That I would want terrible things to happen to him, but truth be told if he was not happy with me I am glad he left. I want him to be happy, and if that is not with me then he should not be with me. No matter what kind of hell it puts me threw.

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.

Being at the place he loved to take me to end it all seemed fitting. The meadow is where it all started with us, and now it is where it will end. He loved to take me up here when the sun was out, we would stand at the edge of the cliff and he would pull me into his arms and whisper in my ear, "The only thing I like to look at more then this view is you." as I stood on the edge of the cliff tears stated rolling down my cheeks, "I will always love you." I said softly as I jumped.

I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always, I will always love you.