A/n: Ok this is just the beginning hopefully I get more chapters up soon. Now read and review and for this chapter its 1:33 in the morning so sorry for any mistakes. Sorry for it being so short.
Disclaimer: I do not own Stephenie Meyer's brain therefore; I do not own her characters I wish!
Another weekend with Edward and his family hunting, and another weekend where I was trying and failing to fill the hole, he left inside me from ripping wide open. Every minute away from him seemed like an eternity. I really was pathetic. So in order to keep myself occupied on these long weekends I took up the habit of doing homework, cleaning the house, and making more complicated meals, which Charlie surely enjoyed. All this just to keep my mind off my sweet, perfect angel, but all was in vane for no matter what I did Edward was on my mind.
I was utterly and completely bored. I could not wait until I would once more feel the cold embrace of my love. So, when Jessica called with plans to get a group to go to Port Angeles for dinner and a movie I agreed thankful for yet another distraction. Anyways it had been a while since I had hung out with my human friends I owed them this much.
After I got off the phone, I took my human moment and dressed in dark jeans and a black sweater, something that was nice but not too dressy. For once, I curled my hair and dare I say put on make-up. I had been around Alice way too much. I walked down the stairs tripped and landed on my face. I hated it when Edward went hunting I always ended up becoming close and personal with the floor on those days.
Around 7:15, Jessica picked me up to terrified to be seen with in 100 feet of my truck or the deathtrap on wheels as Edward had taken to calling it.
As I climbed into the back of Jess's car I quickly glanced around at the faces that would be joining is this evening. Angela and Ben sat in the back with me both too shy to look at each other let alone speak. Jess of course slid into the driver's seat and in the passengers seat sat Mike who turned around and smiled at me with excitement sparkling in his eyes. Oh, crap.
"Hi, Bella!" Oh, god this guy was way too happy to see me. He looked like an annoying little puppy begging to be played with. Just not as cute.
"Hello Mike" Oops. My annoyance was dripping from those two words and Mike noticed. His face dropped and he silently turned back around. Well that takes care of that problem. Wait that was mean I should be nicer to Mike it's not his fault he could never measure up to Edward, nobody could.
It surprised me Mike was even coming in the first place. He and Jess were still in the awkward break-up stage and barley talked more then what was absolutely necessary. I guess they were trying to make the friend thing really work out.
I mostly sat silently in the back taking part in the conversation only when a question was asked directly to me. I was not in the mood for small talk when all I could think about was how much I missed Edward.
We pulled up to the restaurant, it was a small dinner the perfect place for a burger and coke but I wasn't hungry. We walked threw the door and the night began.