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Why did he have to come now? Just when everything was perfect. I was a vampire. I had my one and only true love, Edward. I had a family. Everything was perfect. So why did he have to take that away from me? He slowly ripped away the most important things in my life and there was nothing i could do to stop him. He was so powerful, and i believed him when he told me that if i didn't do everything he wanted he would kill anyone i cared about. I didn't want to go with him and leave Edward confused. He even made it look as though i had wanted to leave with him, and gave Edward the impression that i didn't love him anymore. I didn't think life could get any worse. But i was wrong. Dead wrong.

---------Bella P.O.V----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I circled the date on my calender a million times. Every morning i would wake up and cross another day off. Sigh. Another day closer to Edward changing me. I could really care less about graduating Forks High School. I was just extremely excited about getting changed. I literally was bouncing around everywhere the day before it happened. Edward planned a special day of human things that he wanted us to do before the he changed me. I got up in the morning, took a shower and wore the new outfit Alice bought me.

It was a denim skirt, that was pretty short, but not to short. And a black and pink polka dotted tank top. Of course i didn't want to risk wearing high heels so i wore black ballet flats. Alice said that Edward would love it. Thats one reason why i love that gift of hers. I still felt nervous though because i hated surprises, and all Edward told me was that he was taking me somewhere special. It doesn't matter, just being with Edward is good enough for me.

I got changed, straightened my hair, brushed my teeth and went downstairs to wait for Edward. Somehow i tripped on the last step but Edward caught me just in time. How he does that i will never know.

"I can't leave you alone for 5 minutes. Not that i would want to anyway." said Edward

"I am such a klutz. But i won't be after tomorrow!" i said while putting on a huge smile.

Edward looked sad all the sudden. Oops. Note to self, don't mention tomorrow.

"Ok so where are we going? You know how i hate surprises." i said to Edward while he took my hand and led me to the car. Watching me while i walked down the steps. I guess he thought i would fall again. But luckily i didn't.

"Well i already told you its a surprise. You will find out soon enough." he said

"Hmph" i said doing my best to look depressed. Edward saw through it and laughed.

"You know you really shouldn't be this excited about tomorrow. Aren't you scared at all?"

"No, I just can't wait to be one of you, and be with you forever!" i said smiling. He started to look depressed again.

"Edward please don't be upset, I am happy about changing. Why can't you be happy with me?"

"I just don't want you to regret your decision. Once you are changed theres no going back. Bella"

"Please understand Edward. This is what i want, to be with you and your family for the rest of my life."

He opened the car door and let me in. I sat down in the passenger side and in the blink of an eye Edward was in the drivers side starting the car. We drove in silence. I found it funny because he was probably thinking of how horrible tomorrow was going to be and i was thinking about how wonderful tomorrow was going to be. Then i figured out where we were going. We drove to the side of the woods and i knew we were going to the meadow. I let out a squeal of glee and Edward smiled that crooked smile that i loved.

He ran over and opened my door. He took my hand and put me on his back. Then he put his lips near my ear and whispered "Hold on and close your eyes"

Then he started running and i closed my eyes. I loved how fast we went but i couldn't stand looking at the passing trees. They made me feel nauseous. But i loved when Edward ran none the less. We got to the meadow and i gasped. There were flower petals all over the grass and on the ground leading to a picnic basket, and blanket. On the blanket there was all kinds of food from fruit to ice cream. It looked delicious.

Edward took my hand and led me to the basket and blanket. He let my hand go and picked up a grape. He then popped the grape in my mouth. I chewed and swallowed. Eager to try and get Edward's mind off of tomorrow. Edward then just laid down and stared up at the sky. I eagerly got to work eating the delicious food that was laid out on the blanket. When i was finished i got up and laid down next to Edward. He took my hand and i snuggled closer to him. We just sat there content as ever.

After a while he sat up.

"Bella i think its time to go now. After all its a big day tomorrow. I want you to get your rest." he said

"Ok well thanks for today. It was great just spending time with you."

Then he took my hand once more and put me on his back. We got to the car and he took me home. He was silent again. I hope he isn't having regrets about saying he would change me. We got to my house and he leaned over and gave me a soft kiss.

"Bye Bella i love you."

"I love you too. See you tomorrow."

I opened the door and got out of the volvo. I got to my door and looked back to see Edward looking at me. I smiled at him and he smiled back. I knew things would be ok now. He seemed to just be nervous about changing me. Well i couldn't really blame him. The first day he met me he probably had a million thoughts of killing me. But he didn't.

I got in my house and went up to my room. I saw Edward lying on my bed waiting for me. I smiled at him and got in bed. To lazy to change into my pajamas. I got under the covers and Edward wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me on the forehead softly. He started humming my lullaby and i fell asleep right away.


I woke up to Edward kissing me lightly on the lips. What a wonderful way to wake up. I got up and immediately got into the shower. When i got out i changed into jeans and a jacket. I went back into my room and saw Edward waiting for me with a nervous look on his face.

"Bella are you absolutely sure about this i mean if you decide to cha"

I didn't let him finish his sentence instead i ran over to him and kissed him. Good that shut him up. He looked at me sheepishly.

"If you ask me if i am sure one more time i am going to make Alice take you shopping." i threatened

He got this scared look on his face.

"No anything but that!" he said

I started laughing.

"Why not? I'm sure you guys could get in lots of girl time." i said while laughing

"Ok Bella i would love to argue with you about this all day but we have to get over to my house. You don't want Charlie to see you or hear you while going through the change." he said

And then we walked out the door hand in hand, and once again got into his car. We drove to his house and Alice opened the door before we got there. She ran over screeching towards me.

"AHHH! BELLA YOUR GETTING CHANGED TODAY ITS GOING TO BE SO WONDERFUL!" she screeched while hugging me in a bone crushing hug.

"Can't breathe Alice." i said trying to get out of her tight grip.

"Alice let go of her!" said Edward as he pried Alice away from me.

She laughed and just started dancing around Edward and I. Then i started in the dancing too. Alice and i were twirling and skipping around Edward. He just stood there with an annoyed look on his face.

Then the door opened and out came Emmet. He lunged toward Alice and sent her plummeting towards the ground. When she was on the ground sitting there stunned he looked towards me with an evil smile on his face

"Alice was annoying me with her dancing. I can hear you two from inside. If you don't want that to happen to you i suggest you stop now Bella."

I stopped and hid behind Edward laughing. Edward looked towards Emmet and gave a playful growl. Alice got up and started punching Emmet.

"I punch can't punch believe punch that punch you punch pushed punch me! Punch"

Emmet found this very funny and just stood there laughing until Alice stopped and put on a pouty face. Just then Carlisle came out of the door and announced that it was time to get started on changing me.

I still didn't feel nervous at all but i could tell that Edward was.

"Edward what is wrong?" i asked

He looked at me sadly

"I'm just not looking forward to hurting you." he said

Well, its to late to turn back now. We got inside the house and Carlisle told me to lay down on the kitchen table. So i did. Edward got a pillow and placed it under my head. Then he took my hair and tucked it behind my ear.

"Bella are you sure about this?"


"Ok, i am so sorry for hurting you like i am about to." he said as he leaned towards my neck.

He bit down and i felt nothing at first. Actually it felt really good. Until my brain processed what was going on. Then i started to feel what felt like fire throughout my veins. I stifled a scream. I looked at Edward who had stopped biting me and he took my hand and wiped sweat off of my forehead. I tried my best not to scream but the it felt like i was getting burned. Like i was in a sauna and flames were licking at my body. I wanted water, or ice or something to get the burning to stop. I tried to get up but Edward held me down. Then i just saw darkness.

Ok i know there wasn't a cliffy or anything but i just couldn't think of a good cliffy at all!!! well o well if you like this chapter keep reading the next chapters that i will put up soon. Another chapter should be up by tomorrow. I hope you liked this chapter though!!!!! I promise it will get more suspenseful. Just please keep reading and review!