didn't mean it when I said
I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn't know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish I was lying to myself
I couldn't of fathomed that I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me
But if I knew everything.
I've never felt
Audrina Jameson sat in her bedroom staring up at the ceiling and crying. Audrina had cheated on her boyfriend of 4 years, and it was the biggest mistake she had ever made. She didn't mean for it to happen, but it did. There was a knock at her door and she went down to answer it. She opened the door and there stood her ex-boyfriend John Cena. He had a box in his hands. John handed the box to Audrina without saying a word and he turned to leave.
Audrina felt the tears come to her eyes and she said "John, I'm sorry ok"
John turned around to face her and said "Sorry doesn't cut it Audrina. You cheated on me with my best friend!"
"It just happened, and I know I can't take it back" Audrina said starting to cry again.
"It's over Drina, just accept it" John said turning his back on her.
"John, don't leave! I love you" Audrina said crying harder.
John didn't look back as he walked back to his car.
Audrina went back in to the house and slammed the door behind her.
feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Or what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
Audrina went back up to her bedroom and layed on the bed and cried some more. How could he just leave like that? She knows she screwed up but he couldn't just stay and talk about it?
you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
there ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together
Audrina wondered how John could just throw 4 years away on one mistake. John had cheated on Audrina earlier in their relationship, and Audrina forgave him and then everything was fine. So why couldn't John forgive Audrina like she forgave him?
can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
"If You Think You're Lonely Now"
Wait a minute this is too deep too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin' to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I Only Think Of You it's breakin' my heart
I'm tryin' to keep it together but I'm falling apart
As Audrina layed there crying, all the could think about was John. She wished he was laying there with her with his arms around her, holding her tight. She tried to stop crying but she just let the tears fall like raindrops. She got off the bed and turned on the radio. She flipped through the channels and on every channel there was some kind of slow or love song playing, so she gave up and turned off the radio. As she layed there, all she could think of was John and how they first met.
"What do you mean you can't go to prom?" Audrina yelled in to her phone.
"I got grounded, so now I can't go" Her friend Adam said on the other end.
"You suck!" Audrina said slamming her phone closed.
"Are you ok?" Audrina heard a voice say.
She turned around to see John Cena staring at her.
"Nope, it's no problem. My friend just bailed out on me. He was my date to prom" Audrina said.
"That sucks. Well I could take you, if you wanted to go" John said.
"You don't even know me" Audrina said.
"Well I could get to know you" John said.
Audrina hesitated for a second then said "Ok, what the hell"
"Great. Pick you up at 7" John said.
"Ok 7 it is" Audrina said.
"Ok bye" John said waving.
John had picked Audrina up and they went to the prom together, and they both had a good time.
feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, Cryin tryin
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected and this song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life
Audrina looked over on her nightstand and there was a picture of her and John. She picked it up and threw it against the wall and layed down again and cried. Audrina needed John. He was her best friend, her shoulder to cry on. The only one that could wipe her tears away and make everything ok, but now he's not there with her. She wanted him back more than anything.
Eventually Audrina cried herself to sleep, and all she dreamt about was John and how they both belong together.