A/N:Umm…This is my first fanfiction…soo….please go easy on me and I know my story may suck….but please bear with me. I encourage critism…just not flames….

Disclaimer: I know I don't own Twilight…..but neither do you! SO HA!

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Left All Alone

"You're not good for me, Bella", he said.

Of course, I knew that I wasn't good enough for him; I knew that I wasn't even remotely good enough for him, knew that I was too plain, too clumsy, just plain….not enough.

I looked into his eyes, they had grown solid somehow, not the usual liquid topaz eyes I loved. They looked…hard and cold, like he was done playing games with a silly little human such as me.

"Please….Don't leave….Me…" I pleaded so hard, but I already knew that he made his decision. Already knew that he really and truly didn't love me.

"Promise me something?"

"Anything, Edward…"

"Don't do anything reckless or stupid, not for me of course….for Charlie"

….Yea….Of course he wouldn't care about me…He just wanted to make sure Charlie was taken care of.

I saw him turn around and start running. I started to run after him although I knew very well that I would never catch up. I then realized that my life had no more meaning to it, that my life was now an empty shell just waiting for it to be filled up again.

I realized that my life was…nothing.

I started to walk towards the house, not knowing why of course, no one was waiting for me there.

One week later

Even though it's been one week since the ….Heh…I can't even say it. I turned into the walking dead. Ironic, huh? I see the disappointment in Charlie's eyes, like they are saying "I knew he wasn't good for you". Oh, how wrong he was. It was me who wasn't good enough for him.

Everyone I ever made contact with ignores me now. All my friends don't bother with me, all my teachers giving up on helping raise my grades, from the once straight A's to failing F's. What good was school now? What good was trying to be successful? What good was life?

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A/N So? How was it? I know it was REALLY short also...sorry...Review please :D If you have any suggestions please say so! I'll try to update soon maybe later today or tomorrow!

Character Chat

Bella: Oh God…is this another fanfiction where I get all depressed and suicide?!

Nikki (me): uh….maybe……:3 I actually don't know o.o……

Edward: PLEASE NIKKI! I can't stand if Bella decides to suicide!!!!

Nikki: What the..! Edward…why do you care?! You're the one who left her!!!!

Edward: …but…but…I DIDN'T WANT TO!!!!

Nikki: YOU DID SO! STEPHANIE MEYERS SAID THAT SHE LET THE CHARACTERS WRITE OUT THEIR OWN STORY!!!!

Edward: but! It was for her own good!

Bella: Now, Now…you two calm down….Nikki how about you put all your anger into writing the next chapter!

Nikki: -depressed-…….fine…..but…..can…can I at least hurt Edward?!

Bella:-sigh- fine…but you owe us one chapter! By TOMORROW!!!!

Nikki: YAY!!!! –takes out a thingy-ma-jig-

Bella: BUT! You get to kill him tomorrow!

Nikki: NOT FAIR! –Pouts- cyas next time…..