I got bored one day I started writing this. I don't know why and I don't even know if I'm going to continue it. Ah well….
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Summary:We all have certain secrets that we will never tell anyone, not on purpose anyways. What would Edward say if he found out?
I sat on my bed, somewhat bored. In my hands I heard the note he left for me. I unfolded it and re-read it for the tenth time in five minutes.
I must go hunting, but I promise to be back soon. Don't fret. Promise me one thing, don't let yourself get hurt alright?
Such a simple note, yet it meant so much. I sighed and leaned my head against the wall. So bored… Charlie had to go in for work, Edward as hunting and Alice would drag me shopping with her if I just stayed here. There was nothing to do! And it was Saturday!
Wait……there was one thing I could do….No. No, I can't. What would Edward do if he came back and saw me with it? I guess I'll have to live with it. I slowly bent over and reached under my bed until I found it.
I loved it. It was a great way to pass the time. I was just nervous of what Edward's reaction would be. I don't know why, but I felt like keeping it a secret. I slowly began to strum the strings. The soft sounds filling my room were relaxing. I began to play one of the only songs I had fully memorized. My Immortal by Evanescence. My mom had played this song so many times I barely had to look at the music or my fingers as I strummed the strings once again.
I quickly glanced around the room as if I was being watched and tiptoed to my window and looked out. When I didn't see anyone I slowly began to sing.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
I looked around again and took a deep breath before I sang again.
I tried not to laugh at myself. When I really thought about the lyrics, it reminded me of when Edward left. It was a great song but the meaning to me… it brought back unwanted memories.
I played the last few chords, singing to myself when I came up with an idea. I smiled at my cleverness and put my guitar back in its case. I made sure it was securely in its case before I walked down the stairs and out the door to my truck. I put my guitar in the front seat and then remembered to go lock the front door.
After I made sure that the front door was locked and my guitar was secure, I started my truck with a bang and then pulled out of the driveway.
I began to take the route that was so familiar to me and scanned the nearby brush for the Cullens driveway. I was sure that the vampires could hear me from a mile away with their sensitive hearing and my loud truck.
I cut the engine as soon I could and sprinted out the door.
The door was already open for me with Alice standing in the doorway.
"Are you looking for Edward Bella?" She looked at me mockingly.
"N-no…Actually, I was looking for you." I smiled widely at her like I had a big secret for her. She seemed to get the hint and smirked at me.
"Okay, then. Come on in!" She extended her hand to me and opened the door wider. I smiled and took her hand before stepping into the house.
Alice took my hand and took me- no, dragged me- up the stairs to her room and turned and looked the door after pushing me gently onto her bed.
"So…..what's the big secret?" Her smile looked evil and I shivered slightly. She frowned at me. "What's wrong Bella?"
"Nothing, just, your smile. It looks so evil!"
"Well! Then you can leave! I'm not going to help you then!" Alice stuck her tongue out at me and turned so that her back was to me.
"No! Alice please! I'm sorry! It's just that you did look evil…"
"I know I am but what are you?" She turned back to face me. Her face was one of pure evil. I cringed and remembered why I was here.
"Hey wait, is Edward here?"
"He went hunting so no. Why?" One of her perfect eyebrows rose at me in question.
"Well I need the help of all you guys."
"You got it!" Her faint smile widened, showing off her teeth when she spoke. "But what is it that you need our help with?" I sighed and told her I'd be right back. She nodded at me and I left the room.
I made my way to my truck with butterflies in my stomach. I don't know if I want to do this….I took a deep breath before I opened the passenger side door and grabbed the case. I know I want to do this. I can do this! I then reminded myself off why I was doing this and the butterflies in my stomach slowly disappeared.
What was taking her so long?! I jumped off the bed and looked out the window. I quickly found Bella by her truck with a big black case in her hand. What is that? I gasped when I was suddenly over come with a vision.
Bella was anxiously pacing the length of the living room with Emmett and I watching her amused. Jasper was sitting next to me fidgeting slightly. Esme soon made her way into the room and smiled warmly at the four of us. "Good luck!"
Bella's voice brought me back to reality.
"Are you alright Alice?"
"Yes, yes I'm fine." Bella nodded and still looked at me skeptically.
"What did you see?" I took a quick breath and told her everything I had just seen. She looked at me, trying not to smile.
"I have no idea what that was about." Bella bit her bottom lip and a blush made its way across her face. "Bella," she looked back up me expectantly.
"What's in the case?"
"My…guitar" She spoke those last words and looked at her feet, her whole face red this time.
I was bored, so this story isn't the best. I also really don't know if I want to continue. I'll see what you guys say before I decide whether or not to add more to the story. :)