Whispering Fingertips

((A/N: Hello All! I'm back with a story that I have been working on for months, really I have. I have a plot line and everything. So anyway…))

SUMMERY: Early in her life, She wasn't treated well. When her "family" finally went to far, leaving her wandering the streets, she was rescued, taken in and cared for. So when Kelly Potter takes a new life, will her old one let her go?

((A/N: This is a Severus/Lily affair, but has a twist. Has some violence and bad words people. M rating. Pairings: DMHP, OCCW, RLSB, OCOC))

((A/N: The songs used in this chapter are from Three Days Grace, Evanescence, & Anastasia))

This is thought

Chapter 6:

(( " Jamie, I think you should contact lord and lady Dew." Draco said.

" I wish I could. They're not even in the country. The twins are staying with Aris while Staven and Roslin take a vacation. I have no way of contacting them until November." The vampire answered.

Draco sighed and looked back at Raven to find Harry sleeping as well. The blonde chuckled and covered them, sitting in the chair next to the bed while Jamie stood guard at the door.))

OooO

After Raven had woken the morning next, she had freaked out at Harry's touch and fell from the bed, shrinking from even Jamie's hands. She sat curled on the floor until she fell asleep again and Madam Pomfrey could levitate her back into the bed.

Three weeks later, she still had refused any touch, panic setting in when just standing near someone. The Ministry had collected Ron three days after the attack, seeing the damage that he had inflicted to Raven as an extra charge.

She didn't return to class and only wandered like a ghost through the castle halls. At night she couldn't sleep due to her nightmares and so she laid awake, tears pouring down her ever paling cheeks.

Then one night, she decided to walk around after a nightmare and found herself on the Astronomy Tower. A full moon called her and she let her wings extend, but when she closed her eyes, a tingling ran through her spine and when they shot open again, they were pure white.

At that exact moment, somewhere in Germany, Staven shot up from a deep sleep, his eyes a snow white. "Raven." He whispered, already dressed as he disappeared from the room, leaving Roslin to sleep.

Raven had fallen to her knees and a song was pouring from her soul that pulled in Staven even greater.

" She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing...

Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns
Ooh, oh

Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings...

Til everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns

Til everything burns
Everything burns
(Everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(All fade away)
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
(Watching it all fade away)
Oooh, oh
(While everyone screams)
Burning down lies
Burning my dreams
(All of this hate)
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Til everything burns
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away
(Oooh, ooh)
(Everything burns)
Watching it all fade away"

Staven appeared behind her shaking form and went to her side. But as he gently touched her shoulder, she screamed and moved back, Staven seeing the fear & terror in her still pure white eyes.

" Raven, angel, it's daddy. It will be ok now." He whispered, kneeling close to her, but still at a comfortable distance for the young blood elf.

" Keena, what's wrong?"

She didn't answer, only sat still in the moonlight, her eyes turning from pure white to normal again. Staven sat there with out any words until he heard her broken and unused voice crack and ask

" Da, why does the Goddess allow evil to exist if it's only purpose is to destroy the innocent?"

" Well, if evil didn't exist in some form, then there would be no balance in this world. The Goddess protects those precious to her and keeps them safe."

" Lies." Raven hissed.

Staven was startled and went to reprimand her, but her next word stopped him and stung him.

" If the Goddess protects those precious to her, then why did she allow me to be attacked, molested, and nearly raped? Am I not one off her children?"

Staven felt the blood leave his face and he searched his daughter's face, begging that there be false truths there. But when he saw the pain radiating out her eyes, he knew she spoke nothing but the truth.

He didn't say a word for vast amount of time and Raven feared he would reject her, but when he looked up at her again, tears filled his red/silver eyes.

" The pain seems unbearable and it seems like it will never end. It doesn't have to be physical to be a pain. It can be emotional and the scars are ten times harder to heal then the surface scars. But don't let this waver your love for the Goddess. For she has always tested you and your strength and of the those around you. My angel, don't let this one act of man destroy the fighter I raised." Staven whispered, opening his arms.

" Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain"

Raven felt her feet moving towards her father's protective grasp. She let his word wash over her as she slid into his hold.

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain"

Staven felt her tears hit and soak his shirt, but he only held her tighter, causing the tears to fall faster until she was hyperventilating.

Staven sat there for an hour with her until she was sleeping peacefully in his arms. The doors slowly opened and blonde hair peeked out around the corner along with brunette.

" Lord Staven! Thank the gods." Draco cried out, rushing out to the pair.

" Draco, I did all that I could for her. Unfortunately, I cannot stay. Jamie doesn't know the real reason about why we are out of the country. Raven knows though, but she's able to protect her mind better. I put her into your protective hands, Draco." Staven said, placing Raven securely in the blonde's arms.

That's when the Blood Elf Lord noticed the brunette watching the girl with worrying eyes.

" Who are you?" He asked.

Harry, startled, didn't answer.

" My lord, this is Harry Potter. My mate and….and Raven's biological brother."

" Ah, nice to finally met you, young man."

" Ah…yah, nice to meet you." Harry said in a dazed tone.

Staven gave one last final nod to Draco before disappearing. The pair rushed to Room of Requirements and let Raven sleep, who had a peaceful dream for once: dancing in the arms of an unknown person, but safe.

" Catch me as I fall
Say you're here, and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here, and I fall into myself
This truth drives me into madness
I know I can stop the pain, if I will it all away
If I will it all away...

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep, never die...)

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow, I know that there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain, if I will it all away
If I will it all away...

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep, never die...)

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me, I fear
She beckons me, shall I give in?
Upon my end, shall I begin?
Forsaking all I've fallen for, I rise to meet the end

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep, never die...)

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep, never die...)

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light...
(Never sleep, never die...)

Servatis a periculum...
Servatis a maleficum…"

((A/N: ok yes I know, I took forever to get this out, I'm sorry. I know I have readers but not reviewers. I ask, please review, it makes me update faster.))