Exclaimer- I do not own any of Stephanie Meyers Twilight characters and parts of the story line, but everything that is unfamiliar to you in this story IS MINE! I haven't copied anyone that I know about and hope that no one has copied my story… Just doing this as a precaution so no hard feelings (; B) spastic lil face…

AN: Hey guys, blessings to all. Thank you for forgiving me and reading and reviewing. I am so happy that you are enjoying my story and by the looks of it it's ratings are better than my first fanfic… yay! I love all of you guys… Have fun with this chapter because it's really enjoyable…

Love and Honour, Alecta.

You look into my eyes; I go out of my mind

I can't see anything; cause this love's got me blind

I can't tell myself: I can break this spell

I can't even try…

I'm in over my head; you've got under my skin

I've no strength at all; in this state that I'm in

And my knees are weak and my mouth can't speak

Fell to far this time…

11. Too lost in you


Emmett called a truce when I threw his massive body against a large oak tree and causing it to collapse with the force of his weight. Emmett was still laughing hysterically as he got up from the damp ground. He dusted his shirt off from all the dirt and shook his brown curls. We both looked a mess. Twigs and leaves in our hair, clothes soiled and dirty.

"Ok I give up" Emmett surrendered pitting his hands up in defeat. He could have beaten me easily if I wasn't faster than him. "All I want to know Edward was it great?" he asked me a sly smile crept over his face.

Emmett could sometimes be to inquisitive and honest for his own good.

I couldn't help but smile back. "It was incredible" I was too lost in Bella.

I could remember the way the scent of her could just cloud my vision, so much that I wasn't able to think straight when I was around her. The way she fit perfectly in my arms, her hair smelt like strawberries which was intoxicating. Never in my years of living had I ever came across something so desirable, someone that called to me in every way possible. When I was around her I felt human feelings that I thought were lost in history.

I loved Isabella, Bella, my muse.

Emmett boomed a laugh and clapped me on the shoulder. "Boy, welcome to the whipped club" he laughed again.


I didn't feel tired physically, that was literary impossible seeing what I was and all. I never thought it possible for someone, anyone to be mentally exhausted and that I was. I blame the only two people that made it possible, Rosalie Hale and Alice Brandon Cullen. For the last four hours, from twilight to past ten they pried my mind on every little detail on my kiss with Edward, my intentions, would I like to be in a relationship with him, my virtue even! I had never spoken with anyone for that long in one night in my whole period of existence. There was talking between reading magazines, talking between painting nails, just so much talking.

And I thought that I had been through it all. I was obviously mistaken.

There was the immature giggling that I couldn't help but join in. Alice already planned a shopping day for new outfits that I could wear on mine and Edwards first date, and our second, third, all the way until we got married.

"Woah, Alice you are going too fast there. I don't think Edward and I will be getting married, we just met!" I said hastily and slightly flustered.

I hoped that my facial features didn't give away but I couldn't help but picture Edward in a black tux looking like the angel that he was as I walked down the long aisle towards him. My fathers and mothers would be on the one side smiling at me as Aro walked me towards the only man that I would ever want to spend the rest of eternity with.

"Look at her she's smiling!" Rosalie laughed throwing a pillow in my face.

I was knocked out of my daze and toppled over the bed backwards. Alice looked at me huffed on the floor and burst into laughter. I picked up the pillow that Rose threw at me and hit Alice over the head with it. She instantly stopped laughing and her eyes narrowed playfully. She grabbed the closest pillow in her reach and instead of hitting me she hit Rose over the head. Rosalie's hair was in dismay as the pillow left her head and I giggled. Another pillow connected with my head and I growled playfully.

Alice already was standing on my bed the pillow over her head as she was ready to launch an attack. I jumped on the bed and raised my ammo. Rosalie too got up, a pillow in each hand and an evil smirk on her lips. I looked at Rose quickly and she grinned at me. We both lifted our pillows and hit Alice who gasped and started to hit us where ever she could get a hit. Squeals and giggles could be heard from my room.

"I can't decide which one is hotter, the Victoria Secret Models or Rose, Bella and Alice in a pillow fight, in skimpy pyjamas" a voice came from the direction of my door.

I turned my head to find Emmett standing in my doorway with his mouth hanging open. Jasper was shaking his head at his brother, yet his eyes couldn't tear away from Alice. Edward, where was Edward. Behind his two brothers, leaning against the wall in my room Edward stood with his arms folded and a pleasant smirk crossed his face.

"Emmett, Alice and Bella are your sisters" Rosalie said with a disgusted look on her face. She jumped down from my bed and walked over to her husband.

Emmett gave her a naughty look and Edward laughed. If only I was close enough to Edward then I could hear what went through Emmett's sick mind.

"Not by blood" he grinned.

Rosalie hit him hard with the pillow that she still held in her hands and he cringed. She huffed and walked past him and out of my room muttering something about Emmett being a sick incest, hillbilly. He groaned and followed her.

"Rose, baby it was only a joke" he whined.

I could hear their bedroom door being slammed and Emmett calling Rosalie's name, asking her to let him in. I bit my lip and my eyes darted to Edward who looked like he was about to laugh. We both burst out laughing, Alice and Japer in tow.

"It's not funny you guy's" Emmett complained like a five year old which made us laugh even harder.

Alice hopped down from my bed and collected the magazines and girlie stuff that she brought over and placed it into the box at the foot of my bed. She gathered it up in her tiny hands and skipped towards Jasper. They walked out of my room and Jasper closed the door behind him and gave Edward a small wink. Edwards's eyes narrowed and a small growl was let from his throat.

I started to pick up the pillows that were scattered around the floor and placed them on my bed. I heard another growl come from Edward, but this time it was a playful one. I turned around and in that second Edward pounced at me and we flew into the air and landed on my bed. The bed skidded a few inches across the floor and came to a holt. Edward's arms were wrapped tightly and slightly protectively around my body and I took in a deep breath of his scent. His body lie on top of mine and I couldn't help but think impish thoughts about him. No, I couldn't. We had only kissed once, there was no way that he was going to have sex with me.

"We aren't going to have uncomfortable moments are we?" he asked me as his head was buried into my neck. I couldn't help but gasp as his breath tickled my skin.

"Well, I have never done anything like this before, so I don't really know how to act" I said truthfully.

It was true. I had never felt like this before. I didn't know how to act; I didn't know what to say in this situation. I was a newbie at this, this love that I felt for him. I felt uncomfortable when he entered the room, but now I felt more comfortable in his arms than I felt in clothes in the middle of a crowd of people.

His body relaxed slightly against mine and his head still in the crook of my neck.

"I don't know how to act either, but I don't want to feel uncomfortable around you. You are the first person in a long time that ever understands me fully Bella, I don't want to let you go" his voice was a whisper and his lips brushed against my neck as he spoke giving me chills down my spine.

I put each of my hands on the side of his face and lifted it to mine. His eyes searched mine and I smiled at him.

"I'm not going anywhere Edward I promise you" I whispered.

Edward bent his face to mine and placed his lips at the bottom of my jaw, trailing kisses all the way to my neck. I closed my eyes and concentrated on each tingle that his lips left against my skin.

"Bella open your eyes" he spoke in my ear. I opened my eyes to see Edward so close to my face. "Even if you try and leave I wont let you" he grinned and I couldn't help but grin stupidly back at him like the love sick fool that I was.

Well you whisper to me; and I shiver inside

You undo me and move me in ways undefined

And you're all I see, and you're all I need

Help me baby

Cause I'm slipping away; like the sand to the tide

Flowing into you're arms, falling into you're eyes

If you get to me, I might disappear

I might loose my mind

(Too lost in you- Sugar Babes)

I couldn't help but sigh when I looked at the digital clock on my bed stand. Edward also let out a sigh but I snuggled closer to him. He lay on his back while my head rested on his chest. His arm was around my waist rubbing small circles with his thumb on my lover back. For the rest of the night Edward and I talked about experiences of our life. He told me that I was his first kiss and I told him that he was my second. I told him about Demitri and he laughed telling me that when someone attacks you he doubted that it would be a first kiss and then he kissed me. I guess he wanted to show me what a real kiss was and I was like putty in his hands.

"Come Bella, we should get ready for school" he said kissing my forehead. He got up from our comfortable place on my bed and walked towards my door. "I'll see you later" he said and closed my door.

A big grin spread over my face and I closed my eyes breathing in the scent that he left on my pillow. I wanted to scream excitedly like all teenage girls would do when they spent their first proper night with someone they liked. The feelings were all out in the open, noting to hold back at all. Edward was a gentleman, he didn't go past any of the boundaries of kissing me the whole night and I was grateful for that. I didn't think that I could handle anything more than that, though I was ready to throw myself at him any minuet.

I heard the sound of Edwards shower switching on and decided to get out of bed. There was a knock at my door and Alice walked in. She ran to my bed with a big smile on her face.

"So how was your night?" she asked me a devilish smile on her face and she clapped her hands excitedly.

"I didn't loose it if that's what you want to know. We had a civilised conversation while he held me and some kisses were snaked into there too" I said like it was nothing, but the look on my face told her that it was more than nothing.

"Oh I know you're still…intact Bella, I just wanted to know how your night was" she said and walked towards my closet to pick out my outfit for this mornings day at school.

"Wait how do you know that?" I asked her sitting on my bed and watched her pick out a pair of skinny black jeans, a blue blouse and a pair of pointy toe black heels.

"You sometimes forget that I can see the future Bella" she mused.

I pulled a face. "Ew" I said. Alice had a vision of Edward and I having sex.

"Get your mind out of the gutter Bella" she laughed. "I'm just saying that Edward is not that type of guy, he would wait until the time is right. He's very sentimental" she said.

"I can hear you" Edwards's voice came from his room.

Alice laughed and rolled her eyes. "Keep out of other peoples business" she said kissing me on the cheek and walking towards my door.

"Bella is my business" he answered and Alice and I laughed.

Was I now going out with Edward? If I was his business and he spent whole night with me then surely we were to be boyfriend and girlfriend. But yet in my mind we were more than that, I couldn't put a finger to what our relationship truly was but I knew that we belonged together.

I went downstairs to where Rosalie was waiting with Emmett. His arm was snaked around her waist and he was whispering something into her ear. I guess that Rose caved and let him in last night.

"Morning Bella, I heard your night was not exciting" Emmett said and both I and Rosalie punched him in the arm. He looked at us like we were demons from hell.

"My night was perfect thank you very much" I growled and walked over to Esme who was sitting on one of the couches reading a magazine.

"Good morning" I smiled and sat next to her.

"Good morning Bella, I hope that you had a pleasant evening" she said with a smile on her face. I looked away from her embarrassed and she patted me on the arm. "You two are perfect together" she said and pulled me into a hug.

"Um, thank you" I said and she let go. Did everyone know that Edward and I kissed in the forest? I knew that they all know about his little stay in my room last night. With our vampire hearing noting in this house could ever be a secret. I liked the way that everyone minded their own business when it was called for, with the acceptation of Emmett and Alice, mostly Alice because even if she didn't hear what you were going to do she would see it before it actually happened.

That little psychic hobbit should learn to mind her own business.

Edward came downstairs and swept me into a big hug kissing the side of my neck gently. I giggled and looked around embarrassed about his actions in front of his family. No one said anything and there was no staring and gasping coming from Emmett. They acted like it was an everyday thing that Edward would sweep me off my feet and kiss me. Rosalie was still smiling at the things that Emmett said softly in her ear and Esme was reading her magazine, thought I noticed a small smile on her lips. I hope that it would be like this everyday.

"So are we taking your car today?" Edward asked me hopefully.

Ever since I got the car Edward had wanted to take it to school. I assumed it was to show off to everyone. When I suggested his Aston Marin he became all serious like I just told him that I was selling his car on e-bay for two dollars. He said that he didn't want any grubby hands touching the beautiful paint job of his car. When I told him that my car was new and it was black so it would show finger prints even more than his, he shook his head and told me that his car was like a baby to him and I didn't value my car like he did his. I guess that he was right, it was just a car anyway, a beautiful one though.

I paused a moment to think and he looked at me impatiently. He moved closer so that his face was so close to mine that if I moved a centimetre I would be able to touch his lips against mine.

"Please" he begged and I couldn't help but cave.

"Fine, but I'm driving" I grinned and ran to the outhouse with him following me.

AN: So, what do you think about this. Lot's of fluff I know, actually this whole story seems to be made out of some much fluff that I can create a pillow, or maybe a bed… (Thinks carefully)

Something exciting is going to come don't worry… I can give you a hint; it's in the next chapter…

Review please.