this is a malex story...

alright, this is your warning. This is M, because of some hard stuff. i'm not going to ruin it, but there's some violence. ok, now that you've been warned, this story is made up of diary entries, letters, memories, songfics, and just regular fic writing. this is my experimental story, and i tried everything.

also, i would really love reviews on this story, cuz im not sure how i feel about it.

diary entires- bold

memories- italics

letters / songs- bold and italics

writing- normal

and i wrote from like a gazillion characters' points of view, but you should be able to figure out who's POV it is. each chapter is basically in the POV of one character.

so here goes.

do you ever feel like breaking down?

do you ever feel out of place?

like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you?