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Breathe by Paramore.

Reaching for your hands

But I lay here all alone

Sweating all your blood

Bella's chest wasn't moving as I dragged her over the cliff. I felt so tortured by the sight that it was almost too surreal to acknowledge. My mind refused to believe what lie right in front of me. Her dark silky hair fanned out against the grass, her left cheek resting against the ground. This couldn't be happening.

If I could find out how

To make you listen now

Because I'm starving for you here

With my undying love

And I, I will

I desperately shook her shoulders, grabbed her chin and forced her face to look straight at me. She was sleeping, she was just unconscious. The dead pulse in her wrist screamed otherwise, but I couldn't bear to accept it.

"Bella!" I shook her shoulders a bit more.

"Bella, please wake up. Please," my words dove in volume. My limbs quivered violently, on the brink of the realization that this could be my forever, a forever absent of Bella.

The sweet voice that I had long ago memorized swam through my head although the ambrosial lips of her did not move.

Breathe for love tomorrow

Cause there's no hope for today

I can't breathe without you. You were my oxygen, the element that made me feel alive. I'll suffocate without you.

Breathe for love tomorrow

Cause maybe there's another way

Alice leaned over her chest and pressed her ear to the center of Bella's sternum. She murmured through her sobs, begging for the existence of a heartbeat.

I climb, I slip, I fall

Reaching for your hands

But I lay here all alone

Sweating all your blood

I felt the life drain out of me as Alice began pounding on Bella's ribcage, attempting to push blood back into the dire organ.

No, my soul whispered gravely.

This couldn't be happening.

I grabbed Bella's hands and folded them into my own. My eyesight stayed focused on her closed lids, expecting the brown orbs to flutter open and for her to smile, just like always.

If I could find out how

To make you listen now

Because I'm starving for you here

With my undying love

And I, I will

Was I watching her die? My mind shuddered violently and my heart clenched in bitter regret.

I couldn't control my sobs. I couldn't control the way my body yearned for her, felt for her, needed her. I was attached to every sinew of her body, woven into each delicate piece. Without her I was void.

I could hear her in my mind, urging me to continue on.

Breathe for love tomorrow

Cause there's no hope for today

Without you, I have no more tomorrows.

Breathe for love tomorrow

Cause maybe there's another way

Another way? Carlisle's way?

No. No. No. This wasn't happening.

My shoulders heaved and I rocked back onto my heels. The entire sky seemed to be crashing around me, pulling me with it. I heard her murmur in my ear again.

Breathe for love tomorrow

Cause there's no hope for today

I have no hope without you, Bella.

Breathe for love tomorrow

Cause maybe there's another way

No pulse. No breath. No beats. No hope.

Another way? Was there another way?

I climb, I slip, I fall

Into your empty hands

But I lay here all alone

Sweating all your blood

Empty. Empty of life. Empty of blush. Empty of pain.

All Bella had wanted was to be empty.

Empty of me.

My heart spilled away into the cavern of my torso, leaking its corroding ink and burning me from the inside out.

I lay here all alone.