Welp, I was being bored again.

Actually, I wasn't bored. I was being ANGSTY.

For the first time in like what? Three years? Sheesh.

I'm not good with angst. The first angst story I ever wrote I just uploaded today. So yeah.

Kya!


It was only for him.

It was only for him that I started being this way.

It was only for him that I clung onto his skin.

It was only for him that I held on.

It was only for him that I wouldn't let go.

It was only for him that I suffered all this pain.

It was only for him that I listened to his pleas.

It was only for him that I finally let go.

It was only for him that I stopped playing.

It was only for him that I went away.

It was only for him that I stopped contacting him.

It was only for him that I let go of everything.

It was only for him that I stopped my heart.

It was only for him that I stopped everything.

It was only for him that I went on with life.

It was only for him that I decided to end it.

It was only for him that I decided to die.

Fuji smiled. "It was always only for him." He held up the knife.

Or was it?

Was it really for him?

Or was it for me?

Which one is it?

I ponder on this endlessly.

I think about it for days.

Until, I finally decide that it really was only for him.

But I know in the depths of my heart that it really was for me.

Because I don't want anymore suffering.

No.

No it wasn't.

It was for me.

And him.

For the both of us...


So...you're wondering now who "him" was.

I didn't have anyone in mind.

So guess what? You get to decide. You can read this story while imagining that your favorite character from your favorite pairing is "him". You imagine it. You decide. It's all up to you.

Haha. I'm being angsty. Though I really shouldn't torture poor Fuji this way.

Haha.

Please review! Hope you've enjoyed the product of my boredom/emoness.