Almost Doesn't Count

Brian slammed the loft door shut. He dropped his suit jacket on the floor and walked toward the kitchen. As he loosened his tie, he pulled a bottle of Beam off the shelf.

Almost made you Love me

Forgoing a glass, Brian took a large gulp from the bottle. He slammed his hand on the counter, took another swig, then headed towards his bed.

Almost made you cry

Almost made you happy, babe, didn't I didn't I?

Suddenly he laughed. One he'd started, he couldn't stop. He was standing in the middle of his loft, laughing after the funeral of the only man he'd ever love. He'd done it. Brian Kinney had lost it. He dropped to his knees, letting the bottle roll away. He placed his head in his hands, rubbed his face a few times, and then stood back up. He looked down at the bottle, lying on the floor, pouring it's toxic contents all over his precious floors. And he walked away. He was not going to get drunk again. He wasn't going to become his old man.

Almost heard you saying, you were finally free

"What the Fuck Justin?" He yelled, then went to his room, changed into some jeans, and a grey sweater. Brian pulled on some shoes and went down to his car. Taking out his cell phone, he found the number he was looking for and dialed.

"Yeah, Lindsay, put my kid on the line, I want to talk to him."

"Brian, I-"

"I don't care if he can't talk back, or he may not understand me, just let him hear me"

"Are You drunk?"

"What the Fuck-NO! Just let me talk to my son"

Lindsay sighed, then, "Here"

"Okay sonny-boy, listen closely, I may be a shit when you grow up, but I won't ever let a day go by, if you think I don't love you. Now you know, so put your mommy back on the line"

"Brian, I-"

"Shut the fuck up" And with that, he hung up the phone, turned around, and when back upstairs. When he got there he left the bottle on the floor, pulled out some beer and weed, and settled in to get thoroughly messed up. He'd deal with the rest of the world tomorrow.

A/N: Not sure this is the end, but i Like it so far. I know he acted a little OoC, but Justin just died, so I think he has the right...