Hello, THis is my first fanfic!! Disclaimer: I did not make up these characters or Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse. All are property of Stephenie Meyer. This is a fictional story.Ok well, I hope you like it and please R&R. I'm new to this, so patience please... enjoy!

Chapter 1

I woke up suddenly. My breathing came fast and irregular. I gripped the covers all around me, my knuckles turning white. I knew what was coming today and it made me want to run. It made me want to hide and never come out again. Today was my wedding.

I knew that the only reason I wasn't running was Edward. For some reason he wanted this more than anything. I don't know why I was so reluctant to do this. Maybe it was because it was the final step before I would get changed. After this I would run off with Edward and never come back again. I wanted that so badly, but yet I was still afraid. I really didn't know how to say goodbye to Charlie forever and how to tell Renée that I might not come back. And then there's Jacob; the werewolf that loves me more than anything and the werewolf that would do anything to be with me. I know I can never see him again after today and that made me hurt even more.

"Bella come on! You don't want to be late for your own wedding," Charlie yelled from downstairs. Slowly I got up and went downstairs, very aware that today was going to suck. It would be the worst day of my life, even worse than the Volturi and Victoria. Worse than death.

"I can't believe your making me do this," I screamed. I was so pissed off at Edward and the thought of me getting married made me want to throw up. I was close to actually doing so. Edward seemed very happy today. Too happy. And the weirdest thing, was he never came to see me last nigh. It was the first time since he came back. Even stranger, he wouldn't tell me why today. I was pissed and today was not the best day for it.

"Oh come on, everything will be fine" Edward said calmly.

"I don't want to. I don't know why your forcing me to do this!" I screamed. I'm sure everyone in the church heard me, but I didn't care. Today was hell and everybody was gonna pay.

"Don't worry. When it's over we get to do your part of the deal!" Edward replied in a seductive manner, a smile creeping over his lips.

I tried to ignore him but it didn't work. I smiled and he saw. He smiled but his eyes giving away his thoughtful cleverness. Uhh. He's so annoying sometimes. "But why do I have to get married to you? You know I'll be yours forever!"

"It's just to finalize things. And a way to say goodbye, to Charlie and Renée. And that dog." Edward sneered the last part, a hiss escaping his lips.

"Don't call him that! Why do you do that when you know I hate it?" I was so angry I thought my head was going to explode.

"Oh Bella. Calm down everything will be fine" Edward said in an exasperated fashion.

Why was he so calm? We are getting freakin' married and he sits there like we are just going to the movies or something. Suddenly Alice burst through the door.

"Bella stop arguing and hurry up. Get ready and Edward please leave." Alice said with smug authority. Well she's happy because she gets her way all the time. I can't believe I wanted to live with these people.

"Okay, bye my love" Edward turned and smiled before leaving.

As Edward left the room I'm sure I saw Alice staring at his ass. What the HELL is that about I thought. Alice gave me my dress and left. Wow the dress was so ugly I thought I was going to puke. But Edward would be disappointed if I didn't wear it and he thought I actually liked it. I put my dress on, stumbling and almost ripping it. Too bad I didn't. Rosalie did me hair and then I realized I was ready to go. I looked at the clock, 10:26. Four minutes, in four minutes the worst thing in my life was about to happen. Four minutes of freedom. Oh crap! I looked at the clock now I only had three minutes. I ran around the room franticly not sure what to do. Then suddenly everything went black.

Hey everyone, hope you enjoyed the first chapter. I would like to thank my awesome friend for editing my story and making me write it!! Please R&R. If you have any suggestions or anything you want to say, feel free and hope you enjoyed it. Chapter 2 up tomorrow!