Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note or anything related to it.

SxZ:Hey there guys! I just wanted to write a sad little fic about Rem's love for Misa. It's just a little one sided thing. I hope you guys enjoy it even if it has a lack of detail ;

Curiosity

Curiosity…

That's how it all started for me. I saw that poor shinigami wasting his time watching that human girl for ages. The situation just screamed out 'I want to die', but alas, he kept watching her. I myself had become very curious as to what was so great about the human he had become smitten with, so I myself began to observe.

Then came the time… he disintegrated before my eyes…

What was the cause of his death? It was the love he had for that human girl. It was something that I thought was so foolish… why would somebody have thrown their life span away because of some strange emotion that a shinigami can't even begin to fathom… again, my curiosity had become piqued…

Misa Amane…

I became companions with this girl, and for whatever reason I loved sticking by her side. She was amusing to watch, and over time I just had the urge to take care of her… it was around the time she had given up her ownership that I began to wonder… what was this emotion welling up?

During my time away I still wondered what she was doing, and I still tried to keep some kind of watch. It sickened me how she was being manipulated by this Light person… I really did not want that for her…

I knew the end was coming near when all of these plans fell into place. I knew what Light was plotting, and I found myself in the same position as the deceased shinigami… and I had to realize why…

Love… an emotion that I still don't understand… perhaps if I were born a human, maybe… just maybe I would have been able to understand what it is… who knows if it's even possible for a shinigami to truly love another… she'll never know what she meant to me… and now I feel my body breaking apart…

It was curiosity that lead to this…

My death came from my love…

A word that I would never be able to understand… even if I had lived for an eternity…

The End