Do Much Better Then Me

Disclaimer: I do not own the song 'Better Then Me' it is the band hinder song and I will never own in. also I do not own the characters from twilight, nor do I own twilight, new moon, or eclipse all of it belongs to Stepheine Meyer.

By: Twilight0909

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I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

It's like the light in my life has left me, oh Bella how I could be so arrogant. Why did I leave you…? You were my any thing and everything, my one and only. I can not go on without you.

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

Ever time I close my eyes I picture your face, your undeniable beauty. For a moment I am at peace seeing your face in my head. Then I see the day I left you and I hear the words that killed me inside "you…don't…want… me?" of course I would want you, what you for eternity. I miss your hair and the way you smell… if I try I can still smell you strawberry shampoo…

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I hope you are as happy and safe as you can be. I hope I did the right thing; I would rather me be in pain then the love of my life. I am trying my hardest not to miss you, but telling myself not to miss you is like telling the moon not to shine in the night. Everything is dark around me, I try to not think of you but that is impossible.

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

You wouldn't think you would miss klutziness so much. It was so cute, you being so scared of heals… how you really wouldn't understand something's…you were so innocent. You know I felt so you could have a better life, a normal life. No one to hurt you. No need to worry about what would happen to you if someone tried to hurt you because of me.

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend
I won't think about you when I'm older
'Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really don't know how much longer I can live this way, I lied to you and I cant live with the image of your face, seeing your heart break in two. I really hope you are doing better then myself darling. I did it for you; I love you that is why I left you. I really can't do this anymore I need to see you happy. I need you more then I thought that I could. I'm dying everyday…this can't be the end. That is it, I need you to much, I'm coming back to see my angel.

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)

Even though I think you can do much better…I love you and I can't live without you. Bella swan, you're my drug and I need you…