Hehe, writing inspiration! I have to write this now, and I already know that most of you just want me to update most of my other stories, sorry! I will!

Rosalie: Yeah right.

Will you people stop following me?!

Rosalie: -yawn-

X( Meh, whatever…

You Were Meant for Me

I hear the clock it's six am
I feel so far from where I've been

I groaned and rolled over, glaring at the clock in pain. I got up slowly, feeling the hole in my chest strain.

Got my eggs, got my pancakes too
Got my maple syrup, everything but you

Break the yolks, make a smiley face

I bit my lip and swirled the pancake batter around, trying not to cry. Again. Some of the batter burned, sticking to the pan. I finished making the rest of Charlie's breakfast in silence as he walked quietly down the stairs.

"Hey Bells."

"Hey dad." My voice whispered in monotone, out of the corner of my eye I saw my dad's shoulders slump. "Sorry, just tired." I faked a yawn for effect, not even believing it.

"Yeah," He nodded and sat down at one of the miscellaneous chairs.

"Here, enjoy." I plastered a small smile on my face as I set his plate of pancakes and eggs before his, making his eyes shine in surprise.

"Eggs? I could have done that Bells, you didn't need to-"

"No dad it's fine,"

I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off of the mirror
Don't leave the keys in the door

I wiped the fog of the bathroom mirror, glancing at my sullen and paler reflection in it. My cheeks appear to have sunken into my face and the bag under my eyes heavier.

Tears sprang to my eyes again.

Never put wet towels
On the floor anymore cause

I quickly grabbed the rest of my dirty laundry, throwing it into the hamper for the afternoon wash. After grabbing the rest of my things, I exited the bathroom in a rush, shutting the door behind me.

Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me

I couldn't bring myself to say his name, and threw the dirty clothes into the washer, sobbing silently. Maybe he didn't really love me, maybe it was just some sick joke… I thought, causing myself to sob even harder.

And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

I shut the washer after putting in the soap, and walked up the stairs slowly, attempting to recompose myself. The gaping hole in my chest clawing at the remainder of my sanity.

Called my momma she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee
But it didn't wanna talk

Charlie had told me to call Renee, claiming that she just wanted to talk. I ended up leaving a short and almost meaningless message, glaring at the head set as I put it back down. Without thinking, I grabbed a coffee mug, pouring a small cup of coffee, hoping that the caffeine would help.

Picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken
Or people being used

The newspaper didn't help much, just a big headline saying that there were more bear sightings and disappearances of hikers. The ringing of the phone startled me, causing me to drop my mug and the paper.

"Crap," I muttered, watching the paper slowly soak up what had been the rest of my coffee. Grumbling I picked up the phone, irritable.


"Hey Bella, it's Jessica." Her usually peppy voice suffered a bit. When she didn't receive a response, she spoke again some what nervous. "Well, er, I was just wondering, what was our homework for biology? I can't really remember."

"Just a worksheet from the textbook. And Mr. Banner also was also taking about Friday's test."

"Thanks Bella, well, I guess I'll see you tomorrow then."

"…Hey Jessica?"

"Yeah Bella?"

"Sorry, just tired today."

"That's okay, don't worry about it. See you." I shifted to my other foot uncomfortably, trying to ease the situation.

"Jess wait,"


"I was just wondering, since it's only Sunday and all, do you want to go see a movie? Maybe Lauren or Mike can come too?" It was quiet for a bit, and I was sure that Jessica was either fed up or had already disconnected the phone.

"That'd be great!" She gushed, her peppy tone back. "I'll give them a call, and I'll come by your house around noon, how's that sound?"

"Ok, see you then." My mood lightened a little as we both said good-bye. I grabbed my rain coat and secured the rest of the doors and windows when a car honk sounded in impatience. I wrote a quick note to Charlie and walked out the front door.

Put on my coat in the pouring rain
Saw a movie it just wasn't the same
Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad

"Are you okay Bella? You didn't look so good during the movie, and you kept running to the bathroom. You sure you're alright?" She glanced at me, her eyes flashing to the road and back nervously.

"Yes, I'm just tired and my head hurts today."

"Oh," and that was the remainder of our conversation. She dropped me off back at Charlie's and mumbled a strained 'good-bye', nearly speeding off down the street.

Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

When I came through the door, I found it empty, a quick note from Charlie left on the table.

Went fishing with Billy, won't be back 'til late. There's leftover pizza in the fridge if you'd like some.

Love you,


I set it back down, looking around the kitchen in anxiety, hoping that maybe, just maybe, he would come back.

Go about my business, I'm doing fine
Besides, what would I say
If I had you on the line

The rest of the day passed by slowly, I finished the rest of laundry, washed the dishes, and cleaned what I could, hoping to vent out some of my frustration and sadness.

Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken every day
Brush my teeth and put the cap back on

The stairs creaked under my feet; I grab my toiletries bag and wandered into the bathroom. My reflection had barely changed from this morning, still as pale and sad as ever. I grabbed my toothbrush with uncertainty as I prepared for bed.

I know you hate it when
I leave the light on
I pick a book up

I grabbed my book and sat down, flickering on the lamp on my bedside table.

Turn the sheets down
Take a deep breath
And a good look around

I gazed at the rocking chair in the corner, catching my breath when I saw a quick flicker of movement.

Put on my PJs and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight

Tonight my pajamas consisted of sweatpants and an old t-shirt. I sat down again, feeling my heart rate accelerate when a shadow was cast on the wooden floor of the room through the window. My mind began to wander back to some of the most exciting and wonderful times that we had shared, and caused myself to start crying.

I fell asleep, the vision of his perfect god like face fresh in my mind.

Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me

And soon you will see

A noise in my room caused my subconscious to shift abruptly to alert. I sat up slowly, blinking into the darkness. A figure moved slowly and unsteadily toward my bed.

"Bella," It breathed, reaching toward. I gasped, my eyes widening.


You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.


God finally! I'm done! After two hours of writing/editing/proofreading, it's finished! I like it, the song really reminds me of BellaXEdward during New Moon. -shmiles-

Rosalie: What's with all the depressing stuff all the sudden?

Huh? Oh! Well, I just figured, that you can't be happy all the time….and-

Rosalie: Just look at Alice.

Yeah but she's different, you get the little pixie high on pixie sticks in the morning.

Rosalie: -shifty eyes- No we don't…

Really now….

Ok, I'm just gonna stop talking now…

This was one long one-shot, and hopefully you enjoyed it.